Moved.

We feel fine (not).

2009-07-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

I'm damn dao when I'm:

Tired + Hungry + Disappointment + Sian.

That's how I'm feeling after CCA today @.@ Not that CCA's very sian. Anw I'm the reserve for flag bearer for ndp celebration. Super fun :D Haha and Jovi and Ongmin's drill really very good :D (Jovi say I very good also! Hahaha!) Think we went back for CCA at arnd 5? Hmm yup then talked to NCO, and then we did our endless cheering thing. Peace by the river :D Long time no cheer le. I almost cried when I was cheering RVNP. Last time when we cheered it with ex-ncos I also cried. Haha it's damn touching + sad ):

K then did billibanjang etc. Then changed, did the usual things and went home.

Iya the way home was very depressing cause cause cause nvm shan't mention it here. Thought of a lot of things, wah damn depressing seriously. Even thought I was going to __________ LOL. K hopefully I won't :X

Anw my posts for these few days are like crap. Wait till blogger's alright k. Wait, be patient. Haha but I'm gonna lock it anw so;

I'm so tired that I fell asleep while standing on the mrt today. And I'm not gonna do any homework or read whatever notes cause I'm gonna sleep right after this. K, meeting squadmates after school tomorrow. Hope it's a successful meeting :D

!@##$%%^^*&@!%^&

2009-07-27T20:27:00.002+08:00

I'm hoping for:

1. Full squad attendance tmr.

2. Completing all homework tonight.

3. KFC Bandito for supper.

Anw, locking blog really really soon. Haha I've got lots of things to say yay ^^

Finally confirmed food order with Juliana for ROD's food :D Yay I think the food's super worth it.

Has it stuck any of you.

ROD'S COMING IN 11 DAYS.

For you~

2009-07-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

Nicest words I've heard today :D Yay me.

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance;

2009-07-24T20:51:00.002+08:00

I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance
Please don't cry one tear for me
I'm not afraid of what I have to say
This is my one and only voice
So listen close, it's only for today

Shinedown- Second Chance.

Anw, billibanjang with 28 squadmates ftw :D Really really, haven't done that in a long long time.

K blogger's still having problem /:

Go on and on;

2009-07-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

Something's damn wrong with blogger, the boxes all those are screwed up. K nvm dowan post alr /: I can't even see a thing here o.o

I don't wanna hear what I think you're gonna say;

2009-07-19T12:27:00.002+08:00

Aloha! :D Didn't use comp for the past 2 days so main purpose of today's post: Clique outing on Fri! Felicia said our clique name's CH-OH-V-V-F-C (LOL!)

Seriously, damn fun :D And everyone was super happy + high yay :D Anw on Friday school was still okay cause physics and chem practical were damn fun haha. And Veron and I finally finished our chinese presentations yay double bonus :D :D Plus the thought of outing after school made us super high so school passed quite fast.

But we gotta bring home all our stuff under the table (or stuff them into the ceiling) cause the school wants to clean classrooms? Hmmm yah actually wanted to stuff everything into the ceiling but it looks like it's collasping so I brought a lot of them home, made my bag super heavy ):

Met Oonhim, Vanessa, Veron after school and bussed/trained to Orchard :D Felicia's meeting us @ Cineleisure after that. Haha anw we missed the Somerset station and had to trained back again lol damn joke. Cause that time Veron was talking about her mrt experiences and how she missed stop etc LOL HAHAHA. Camwhored/laughed at Vanessa/joked along the way, fun :D

K then walked walked and talked talked. Ate lunch at Koba :D Suddenly Koba's food tasted so nice lor, so much nicer than Je's one. Me and Oon regretted eating the fried thing lol cause Veron's food looked/tasted so much better and it's cheaper haha.

Then Feli reached and we talked/laughed/felt disgusted about _________ (LOL) Feli's damn lag btw hahaha. Then walked around Cine, bought donuts, KFC and other food to smuggle into the cinema. I'm really bad at smuggling food anw haha.

HARRY POTTER! & the half blood prince.

Quite a nice movie :D Very very thrilling and exciting haha, and at the end it was touching too. Made the 5 of us cried cause Dumbledore died haha. I think I said something to Veron like this: "Eh, are you crying? Haha I think we better wipe away our tears cause later the movie end liao super paiseh." And I think we both leaned against each other and cry hahaha LOL, like want to cry don't dare let people know liddat hahaha.

At some parts of the movie I thought something scary's gonna appear so I closed my eyes but actually there was nothing lor. Create suspense leh haha nice nice! :D Very very exciting. I think I'm gonna watch the movie again with my sister yay wonderful.

Anw Emma Watson's the only pretty girl in the movie. And Malfoy's the cutest haha :D

K so after movie, went to take neos. Took pictures but I'm lazy to upload, go Oonhim's blog see go go :D Hmmm yup very long since I last took neos liao, I think after Je closed down lol.

Then pei Vanessa go Kinokuniya to see stuffs and go Taka eat :D Walked here, walked there, crossed roads. Then after crossing a road, we suddenly remembered it was Weiying's birthday! :D So called her and we shouted into the phone, sang birthday song to her through the phone. I think many onlookers were looking at us but nvm :D I always dare to do this kinda diulian things with squadmates without feeling diulian LOL (: Screaming into the phone outside Taka @ 8+ pm, cool experience I like :D Weiying you must be damn touched right :D

Then went inside Kino and walked lol. Then we were quite hungry alr so went downstairs there to eat :D Anw there's food fest there, me and Veron went to get some red bean soup sample LOL. I think it was damn nice leh, dunno why they say not nice @.@

Oon and Feli bought hot dog bun, Vanessa bought Tori-Q and went around Taka to find her soya milk HAHA and in the end she bought coke LOL. Veron didn't but anything. I shared a cup of ice-cream with Oon. I still remembered the first time I ate the ice cream was with my cousin and aunts haha, I remembered the hazelnut, black sesame, coconut flavours :D Damn nice. So we bought the hazelnut one this time :D

Eating ice cream made us think of Udders and shooting comp hehe ^^

Then we yi bian zou yi bian chi ice cream (: Wow and Wisma's damn crowded LOL. K then went to the mrt station and pei Vanessa looked for toilet. Seh, the toilet's super ulu damn scary /: And stinky too.

Uh k then trained home lol. Waited for parents to fetch me from Je for 15 minutes, yay they went to IMM and bought a lot of food sia so happy :D Then think I reached home at arnd 10+.

Overall, it's a happy day yay :D We seriously should have more of these outings (with Charlene the next time!)

:D Nice people, nice movie, nice talks = Awesome day! Haven't felt so happy in a long time srsly.

Oh there's school tomorrow dang T.T I still haven't do any homework yet haha. Ytd was a damn bad/emo day, cried like mad in the morning hahaha.

My sis' sick so she missed her harry potter movie with her friend. I think she's damn disappointed but nvm she should feel honoured that she can watch with me okay! :D Get well soon~ :D

Better go do maths homework now haha zzz.

AND THERE'S CCA ON TUESDAY RIGHT?!!! :D Happy :D :D

just say anything but goodbye.

Don't tell me it's over,

2009-07-16T23:15:00.003+08:00

3rd consecutive bad day, how can like that! Mood totally went down this morning /: And I think I didn't speak more than 20 words today except during CID and AEM hahaha, I think I'm turning into some anitsocial kia alr lol srsly -.-

Nothing much happened today anw - knew a big secret, broke my calculator's cover, felt scared. Oh and teacher thought I ponned AEM last week hahaha joke lol.

K that's all for today, no energy/mood to post already. I still can't figure out how to do physics assignments/remedial ws die liao zzz. Edited my chinese script and ppt, eeeks yup I'm presenting tomorrow and I think it'd be scary, really scary. Cause I'm not even familiar with the script right now hmmmm.

To do list before I get my sleep:
1. Practice chinese presentation
2. ~~Do phy ws~~ Gave up
3. Pack clothes for tmr
4. ~~Read LA summary~~ Lazy

K and the time now is 11.33 haha wow.

Anw movie outing tmr after school @ Orchard w Clique and with heavy schoolbag /: Hahaha. Hope my mood will be a lot better tomorrow :D And pray that harry potter isn't that scary uh :X

cause those memories are way too beautiful.

What a good excuse;

2009-07-15T20:38:00.002+08:00

Today sucked ._. Sucked terribly, don't wanna elaborate lol, yue jiang yue sheng qi :X Aiya nothing much to say now, really really disappointed. But I gotta stay happy if not I'll start thinking again /: Haix I think I can't really control anymore.

Anw, screw those eye contacts.

for you and for me.

不在乎天长地久,

2009-07-14T21:26:00.004+08:00

Today's a moody/happy day. Yes, ironic. Just like how pretty she is (HAHA. LOL wth what was that for LOL -.- )

The day started with me sitting down on my seat, then I feel my legs very very itchy, then I thought it was mosquitoes. But I saw nothing so just sit at my seat and stone lor. Then damn itchy liao cannot stand it, keep scratching. Then I saw 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 (damn) mosquito bites. Walao eh how come my seat there got mosquitoes ah >D Zzzz so irritating. Anw mosquitoes suck lol /: Er yup mosquitoes :X No, no no hidden meaning haha.

Lessons were alright :D Physics passed very fast surprisingly, played with the upslope downslope thing haha cooool. After recess lessons were quite boring except maths and art. Yay anw I don't have to do chinese presentation tomorrow, happy happy. Hmm langarts was all about copying and feeling sleepy haha /:

Woah, art was coooooooool like shit :D First half of the lesson we (group) was in the comp room thing, playing w the garage band thing. Got piano, drum, all kinda different sound LOL amazing. Haha but it was quite boring anw, the room's so stuffy and the teacher's sitting behind us staring at everything we're doing @.@ But we have nothing much to do mah cannot blame us right so just click here click there lol HAHA.

Then second part of the lesson was -coughsdrawingartpotraitscoughs- Coooooool man so fun! Didn't know I have so much talent in art hahaha, draw Charlene and Veron until so nice, right right right :D Aiyoyo, then stupid Veron draw my face with that mole around the same size as my eyeball LOL. Wahhh laugh like mad lah @.@ Then the teacher walked over and we quickly hide the drawings under our donut advertisement. Haha she damn nice :D She was like "哎哟，遮什么遮啦，不用遮" HAHAHA anw she knew we're drawing + doing stupid things all along LOL.

Were released 15 minutes earlier yup. Then the girls went wild and went around showing everyone their masterpieces LOL. Joke lah shit we must have looked like a bunch of mad crazy girls @.@ Aiyo my demure reputation gone haix ):

K then waited for sister to be released and bused home with Tracy and sis :D Oh and Charlene too cause uh she went to wcp lah hahaha.

Slept on bus 30 lol damn tired. My sis "Yall very funny leh, you sleep that time slant to the right, Tracy sleep that time slant to the left." LOL unglam tsk ):

Reached home and mum bought chicken rice for us yay ^^ Nice nice and I still went to eat some coconut ball thing and a banana :D Haha freaking hungry. Then after that talk talk and talk talk then went to sleep, for 3 damn hours LOL. HOW TO SLEEP AT NIGHT YOU TELL ME! D:

K hmmm yay anw my parents allow me to go for Clique outing this friday :D Happy you mei you! Haha last time I mentioned a lil to my mum and she was like "Orchard ah? No" LOL yay I think she just joking only lah that time hahaha. Cause I told her about it today again and she was okay with it :D My dad also leh haha :D I love my parents a lot yay <3

I think Friday's gonna rock k, too bad Charlene can't make it, if not full clique liao! :D Nvm still gonna be damn fun k! Haha it's been like 2 years since I last went to Orchard lol hahahaha I suaku mah HAHA. Yay happy potter :D I think it's gonna be scary uh, like horror movie liddat. A bit weird hor, harry potter I also scared HAHA. Cause I watched the prisoner of azkaban and I was so damn scared that I didn't dare to watch the goblet of fire /: LOL k anw :D I'm so looking forward to fri, movie + food + Clique = Ultimate <3 hahaha :D

Anw I submitted the Np hierarchy already, big headache, spent 1hr thinking. Hmmmmm k shan't say anything about it here lah haha secret secret hehehe :D

Yall two really very disgusting, the girl hor want f also don't so mingxian okay. See already really very er xin -.- Haix the j also not for you de, how come you so byl so borrow from him leh >D Haix see already a bit xin tong lah though, cause the j was meant to be for him mah then you liddat, alamak how can. When I see you with the j it's very hmmmm, dunno how to describe leh very xin tong lah, I don't want to dislike you but can you just control a bit? Like don't ____ and ____ -.- Kinda pissed me off lah anw, f, f, f, f, f, f, all you do is f. Not fuck anw -.- HAHAH

只在乎曾经拥有;

What about me;

2009-07-13T20:24:00.002+08:00

No idea why but lessons were terribly boring but other than that school was pretty alright (: Anw today's recess + lunch rocked hahaha cause we were like saying V and her scandals (HAHAHA) Stayed back in school after lessons for ICAS, already expecting a cert. of participation already hahaha cause I get that every single time. Then bused home with Tracy, yay I like to take 2 buses then can reach our house alr haha :D Anw we talked + gossiped like there's no tomorrow, well maybe there's really no tomorrow haha /: Tracy crazy one leh know so many things ah.

K that prolly summed up my day till now. I know tomorrow's gonna suck cause there's no CCA for the third week already damnit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ongmin's PM: "Sch's a sleeping pill without cca." How true. And there's physics tomorrow and I still haven't completed my homework :X Plus a lot of other factors which make me don't look forward to school tomorrow.

Anw the picture on top looks like pocky(?) hor hahaha :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUAAAAA! :D

Yay anw part 5 is here already (:

Good good everyone cheerup ah :D

I stay happy for 2 reasons. 1. For my family. 2. To take my mind off things.

Close at distance, far at heart;

2009-07-12T13:52:00.005+08:00

Uh I feel so ___ again damnit, scary scary. Vanessa said if I don't feel 21 July's the last day, if not I gotta go see C already :X Scary.

"Don't think don't think don't think liao!"

:D The thing is when I'm using the comp/audi-ing I don't feel ___ lol but when I'm back to reality (-.-) I feel it again :X Haha don't think I got ___ lol Vanessa stop scaring me D:

Haix school tmr + ICAS english after school. Sian X manymany ): Plus I haven't finished my homework yet, stupid Elearning /: Still left with Phy that 12qns and dunno chem revision(?) and whatever lah zzz. Audi too much until no mood to do things alr tsk must faster go uninstall! :X

Alamak. I feel sick now z not mentally -.o Shit how come I giddy giddy one @.@ Gasps D:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGCUI! :D

The carnival is over;

2009-07-10T11:49:00.003+08:00

Wooolala there's no school today :D But elearning sucks even more (cause we have like all the subjects today except geog which means we gotta go many many things), I rather go to school. Woke up at 6.45 to play audi then play play play until 9.

Went to IVLE and downloaded this and that for elearning. Uh yup then printed the physics powerpoint thing lol not like I'm gonna do cause I haven't studied for thermal energy. /: Then bloghopped around, go see this and that blahblah. By the time I wanted to do proper work, it was already 11+. Started with the maths ace-learning thing, yay got full marks (HAHAHA!) And then went to do chem and yay it was so crap/easy/lame that I finished it in 15 minutes LOL.

Then went youtube and listen to it's you over over over and over again haha, damn nice :D Then went link link everywhere to listen to nice songs lah whee. After 1 hour I finally decided to do maths. Uh huh and I typed in equation, draw lines, too ugly, erase, draw again, erase, draw again. Draw until damn pekcek /: This is so much harder than trigo lah di >D

Haha went for lunch and came back to draw graphs. Finally finished drawing 6 graphs lah omgosh :D Happy ^^ Even though I took 3 damn hours to draw 6 graphs (uh obviously I side-tracked quite a lot) but still very happy haha.

Gasps, now still got Langarts, Chinese, Physics homework to do :X K nvm I can complete everything by today! Yes I can I can I can. No lah I was just joking. Haha I can complete everything if there isn't physics -.-

I realised my eyes are starting to hurt now cause I've been staring at the computer for 9 hours omg that's even longer than normal working hours! I think I'm going to sleep now already >D

Yay today's a happy day, until now. Cause I didn't think a lot leh haha so happy LOL :D

I don't want to be the one starting those damn convo >D

Depressing

2009-07-09T23:02:00.001+08:00

Hello today's depressing, not just cause of that (bloody) sms, but lots of other things as well lah :X Anw Bio aem started today, hmm not bad quite fun :D Yay hands on lessons damn nice.

Uh yah and there's home based learning tmr = no school! Haha but we're gonna do stupid anyway. K no school's great cause I can stay home and audi in the morning ha w di and whoever lol k awesome.

Ohyah, today just sucked -.-

ALOHA!

2009-07-08T21:49:00.002+08:00

I haven't been updating properly for like, hmmm a long period of time :X My previous blog posts are so !@#$% .

K today (everyday), school's boring, as usual. Had chem test after school, okay I can pass yay :D Then waited for Vanessa's lesson to end and went home/eat with her :D Haha I realise I can totally tell her most of the things on my mind, which is good lah :D Felt alot better after that then yay saw Oonhim crossing the road when we're on 166 LOL. I have good eyesight okay :D

Yadada thn the day passed wooohooo. So fast, I like I like. Then tmr's the last school day of the week, cause Friday's E learning = stay at home and play! :D

K lol I finally manged to get a lil bit of things off my mind, good. :D Dunnid go see counsellor alr ha.

Alamak

2009-07-06T20:59:00.002+08:00

Z youth day, wasted -.-
I feel damn !@#$% ^&* right now. Stupid sister zzzz.

2009-07-02T20:15:00.000+08:00

I hate this :X I don't even know what is this weird feeling z. Hope I'm not suffering from anxiety or what shit mental problems lol srsly :X

Scary.

2009-06-23T20:58:00.003+08:00

Squadmates, there is squad outing tmr yay whee yay :D

Rants, rants and more rants.

2009-06-19T20:51:00.003+08:00

At this rate, the physics video is never gonna be done T.T I'm not angry/pissed/whatever but srsly we don't even have time/don't bother to meet up and do stuffs. Some don't even bother thinking of ideas zzz. It's really very pekcek to sms you guys and asking yall to complete this and that by this time, and the reply will be like: Okay sure, no problem. But in the end I'll receive nothing. Anw thanks to those who really put in effort for this proj, haha shan't name them cause it'll be pretty obvious who didn't contribute anything -.-

Everyone's busy; CCA, homework, other commitments. Just spare a lil time and put in a lil bit more effort, what's so hard. We all gotta learn time management and set our priorities right. Now since nothing's done, and nobody's replying my msges, the phys meeting tmr's canceled; and sunday's meeting may be canceled too. See, how can we get things done like that. We have at most 3 more days to complete everything- preparing experiment, filming, editing, putting in subtitles all those shit. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE! If yall don't even bother about this proj, then why am I so concerned anw, it's a group work c'mon :X We can all just throw everything away, don't bother about all this shit and say something like: Oh, I got no time for this proj. Or. Oh I don't see any reason why I need to do this thing, it's crap anyway. to mrtan when school reopens right.

Iya don't even know why I'm so pekcek anw -.- (Paola I finally understand how you feel when I don't hand up proj tasks on time) :X Seriously I'm not angry or whatever, I just feel like ranting.

Anw you guys know about the bus which crashed on the way to/back from genting right. And there's this girl who's quite heavily injuried and still in malaysia's hospital right now. Uh yeah, I just found out from my mum/and the newspapers that she's someone I know. She just lives some roads away from me. Shocking isn't it, I saw her picture; lying on the hospital bed with her family standing beside her on the newspaper. Her sister was my primary school friend and I used to go to her house and play last time. I swear it was freaking scary/shocking when I saw the newspaper. Just a few weeks/months ago, I saw her in the study room and now, she's lying in hopsital haix. Hope she recovers soon, prays hard prays hard.

See how fragile life is. Like one fine day, on the bus ride to genting, the bus crashed. Scary. That's why I always have a probia of going overseas, by bus, by areoplane or cruise. I always worry a lot when I'm about to go overseas.

To vanessa who's most prolly on the areoplane to Korea right now, take care k. Bon voyage! :D
And to Oonhim who's enjoying in genting/KL now haha, remember to eat that pizzahut @ genting k super nice :D Take care too.
And to Ongmin who's dunno, still in Australia take care and don't catch swine flu okay!~ :D

Today's a pretty nice day. Went downstairs with mum and sis to shop at NTUC for food hiahiahia :D Bought a lot of things I like yay, calbee jagabee thing, chocolate biscuits, and some coffee wafer sticks, and ice cream and things for dinner yay. It's been a long time since I went down to shop shop with family alr lol.

K then once I reached home I opened all the food and eat eat eat haha nice food I like :D Then mum cooked some desserts and then dad came home and crapped with him haha. K then helped to cook dinner yay so fun :D Spag for dinner + salmon hehe ^^ Coooooooooooooool :D

It's sad when people you know become people you knew.
When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them.

Invincible.

2009-06-19T10:54:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I woke up so late today (10.30am)

Hiahiahia anw I dreamt about something really stupid. Something like me and my squadmates were trapped in a big house with some animals cause it was raining heavily outside. Then we all grabbed umbrellas and ran all the way to west coast market. And when we were running someone came and told us we weren't allowed to run (?) Iya something liddat then when we reached the market we were deciding what to eat and dunno how come my family was there too. Er the rest I can't really remember hahaha, stupid dream I know ._.

Yup no proper update these days cause I haven't been doing much. Stay at home, do some homework, sleep, eat, text, talk crap. Nothing much /: I feel so empty right now, I want/need CCA! ): Haix nvm I think there will be more ROD discussion sessions hehe :D Yay I (L) squadmates :D

Iya gotta go do physics research + chinese ppt now alr! Cya haha :D K anw ytd was great hehe ^^

2009-06-18T10:02:00.002+08:00

I feel like an idiot right now.

'Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all
If you're listening to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall'
Cause it's us against the world tonight
(Us against the world- Westlife)

The songs we sang together;

2009-06-17T10:28:00.002+08:00

I rather have NCO modular course today, instead of staying home right now. Aye nvm there's still squad outing in the afternoon if it isn't canceled :D And I'm already very excited now hehe.

Anw yesterday was a hectic day, but awesome! Saw squadmates for the whole of yesterday, arnd 16-17 hours :D NCO modular course in school and unit bbq at east coast park.

The course was fun although we gotta keep running here and there. Had foot drill in the morning, learnt the basics and stuffs. Then halfway through drill I felt like vomitting and my legs and hands were numb so I fell out with Alicia ): Then the rest continued with drill under the hot sun and more and more squadmates fell out. In the end I think there were a total of 6 casualties and Mam Shihui asked us to form a Civil Defence committee and later gotta teach our squadmates some stuffs lol. K then we went to discuss what we wanna do and stuffs.

Then it was Campcraft lesson whee the casusalties got to sit down haha. K went through pressure lamp and hurricane lamp. And a bit of topography.

After a while it was lunch time! Yay frst time we got to travel out of school for lunch then come back again in the middle of act! Haha went to queensway and ate Macs. Iya it was super ganjiong and everyone was glupping down their food, okay not that exaggerated but still. K after we swallowed all the food with people asking others to finish their fries for them, we chionged to took the bus back to school. While the guys went to accompany Linhan to cut hair lol. The HOs told him to get his hair cut during lunch hahaha.

K so we fall in by 1pm yay :D Iya then the officers not here yet so the guys don't bother falling in -.- Then they were talking and sitting and slacking there when they suddenly saw officers coming lol then scolded and we got punished /:

So it was arms drill, k rifle drill. Luckily the weather was nice cause no more sun alr and it was very windy so good weather to do drill ^^ Learnt/recap and I guessed we all learnt quite a lot :D But holdig the rifle in the hormat position was super tiring lol, and the baring senjata position also very xinku :X But it was great to hear solid bangs (: Like seriously :D

Then drill session ended and it was Civil Defence lesson. The rest splitted into groups while we remained in our CD committee haha. Taught/go through with them how to tie arm sling and elevation sling haha. Lol I think I didn't speak more than 2 words during the teaching session HAHAHA. Hmmm okay that pretty sumed up what we did during CD and the rest was Mams talking to us and asking us to improve and talk less do more and no small talks that kinda thing.

Then I think we fell in outside Np room and gave out wallets and bersurai :D Teehee anyway that's not the end of the NCO modular course, it's ony the beginning heh.

Hmmm then everyone went to change into squad tee. Okay not everyone, around 16? Hmmm I think only 5 squadmates went home or smth and the rest, off to unit bbq! :D I think we made a lot of noise on our way there; on the bus, on the mrt haha. The bus ride from Bedok to east coast park was the funniest manzxc haha. Zhiliang was doing some/alot of stupid things hahaha, like making stupid faces and thinking how Oonhim would react when she found out that her wallet's stolen by Zhiliang hahaha JOKE.

Then walked walked walked and finally reached the bbq pit. It's damn far from the main area there so we walked/ran there cause we were freaking hungry. We were expecting some food to be laying in front of us when we reached and we can gobble the food alr. But no, they were just starting the fire for our pit. Uhhh we all rushed to ate the beehoon, as in everyone taking a fork and just dig the beehoon and eat lol. Then juniors came over and told us the beehoon was spoiled ._____________________.

Nvm, then some fanned the fire, some exploring the food and we all saw stingray and got so excited hahaha. Okay then finally we can bbq already! :D Zhiliang the satay man was making the satay, "50cents for one piece!!!!" Hahaha lol and some put the stingray into the fire, some bbq the hotdog, some bbq the otah all those. Then when the food was ready we just snatched them and swallowed LOL. Then we look like people who haven't eaten for days and we just snatched them lah hahaha. Fun :D

But there were some misunderstandings lol, like we were just there to eat, not to prepare and bbq ourselves and not supposed to clean up ourselves lol. Anw last year's bbq was the best I think haha cause we organised one mah :D There were damn lots of food and when people came we just served them the food and we were there the earlist and left the latest cause we cleared up everything and haix actually that's the way it's supposed to be isn't it.

When we were full we went to the beach, sat down and highed/emoed. Haha then cheered EVNP and the guys didn't want to cheer -.- They went to threw sand at each other instead /: Sat at the beach and talked, and me, Oonhim and Felicia went to play at the beach there haha, when the waves came we just backed. Lol I have no idea how to descirbe but it was exciting/fun :D And we kept singing songs haha zihigh :D

Then it was (very) dark and more and more people left. Then the rest just bbq all the satay and we yi bian zou yi bian chi haha. We stayed until 10pm and left cause the guys waited for us at Macs woo.

Meiwen's dad came to fetch us and we (5 people) squeezed into his car hah so squeezy and Meiwen didn't really have a space to sit /: Paiseh! :D But thanks a lot anyway.

Then reached home and went to bath, the lights went off when I was bathing halfway z scary :X Cause I was freaking tired so I just blew my hair dry and went to sleep. Then when I was lying on the bed my sis kept asking me about bbq stuffs and I told her about what happened for the whole day and fell asleep haha :D

Ytd was fun lol, super fun, I really don't mind seeing squadmates everyday for the rest of my life. My mum kept saying that I'm too busy with my cca and squadmates that I'm so shag everyday and have no time for homework all those. But I guess if I'm really happy with them I don't mind being shag and sleeping at midnight everyday heh :D

Yay k it's alr 12 noon and I havent't eaten my breakfast z. So I'm gonna end of my long post here hahaha. Squad outing later @ Wenting's house. I don't think attendance will be great but who cares yay as long as I'm gonna see squadmates :D

Wheeeee when was the last time i posted such a long post? Only squadmates could make me do this :) Iya actually all my posts also very long and cause it's about rvnp and squadmates :D

I love you guys.

^^

2009-06-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

I'm looking forward to tomorrow thus I'm in a high mood now :D Tmr there's NCO modular course, and unit bbq haha so exciting right! :D

Squadmates.

2009-06-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

As you guessed it. Since my life revolves around squadmates and np everyday, then my post will be about squadmates and cca right common sense haha.

Anw, today's THEORY + PRACTICAL PROMO for GK, CC, CD. I only started studying one day before the promo, which is Friday, so I chionged until 2am lol but nothing much got into my brain anyway. But luckily NCOs prepared a mock promo for us ytd which was really helpful ^^ And after cca, went to oonhim's house to (supposedly) study, but we end up taking stupid/retarded/lame videos. Which means we didn't really study but nvm it was fun anw :D

K lets talk about today. Woke up in the morning and was feeling rather worried cause I didn't really study. Lol then ate some nice sandwich for breakfast and off to school. I thought there will be a lot of people chionging last minute in school leh, just like last year when I saw everyone tying arm slings, ring pads, this and that. Then today I only saw Pris, Weiying and Alicia lol and started my last min revision. Then everyone started coming and coming and coming. And ended up with 20/21 squadmates in the end.

Attendace taking damn joke lol. Sick or sick with question mark lol cooool :D I think only Feli was the only sick one lol. K then took temperature, did this did that and went to fell in outside 4D. Lol I swear I was damn nervous and scared at that time k :X

Then went into the room, splited into two groups. And the group I was in did the theory paper first. Lol I kinda screwed up anw but I guess I will still pass? Hopefully :D Iya cannot say out the questions here gotta be careful heh. Hmmmmm k nothing to elaborate anymore already.

Then the ones who did practical were already done and then a while later we were done too. Lol so we switched. And woah practical was wayyy scarier than theory cause you gotta talk to officers LOL scary eh :X

I was one of the 6 who went for the practical first, iya faster get over it better right :D Then went into the room and was O.O cause there were so many officers there sitting at their stations waiting for us, and there were 6 stations woah scary :X But we only gotta go for 2 stations lah scare me.

K so first I went to Mam Huiqing's CC station first. Er yup CC still okay, quite easy lol :D Good good heh but my lashing was screwed cause my hands were trembling throughout the whole thing T.T Then I think I did the CC section very fast cause I gotta wait very long to go to the next station lol.

Then after that I went to Sir Xiaoyi's CD station and Oonhim was my casualty lol -.- I see her wanna laugh already how to do practical ._. K so when i was doing some thing on her we kept laughing at some squadmates and dunno why just kept laughing. Oh yah then when I was doing thing on Oonhim, this happened:

Sir: Er what's your name?
Me: Chingh(an), sir.
Sir: Oh okay, not Chingh(oon) ah?
Me: Erm no sir.
Sir: Oh the name tag spell wrongly?
Me: No sir. (LOL)

LOLOL then me and Oonhim laughed and laughed and laughed LOL -.-
I was trying not to laugh okay and finally I succeed when Oonhim left. Anw CD was quite scary cause I didn't know how to quite a number of questions and gave crap lol.

And the whole promo ended at arnd 11 woah cool :D Everything done in 3 hours only hehe so efficient. Then after that officers briefed us about this thing that thing and NCO modular course, and some other things.

So the whole thing end already lor PROMO's OVER! :D

Erm after that went to Jp with Oonhim, Vanessa and Charlene cause we wanna eat good food :D Wanted to eat pizzahut in the first place then when we entered Jp then we remembered today's a saturday = no student meal. But we still went into pizzahut and see see lor, who knows the food cost so damn ex that we went out after sitting in there for so long haha. So paiseh niahaha :}

So in the end settled at Mos burger, uh our so called good food ): I ordered some vege fish burger and fried potato thing eh not fries hor LOL. K then after we ate then Charlene left and we went to walk walk. Then we decided to sit down and talk so we went to Ben10 cafe and eat ice cream LOL. 3 people share one pathetic cup of ice cream lol, plus the GST and service charge it's 6.80 (-.-) Anw we all pok alr mah haha.

Then eat finish already went to walk a while here and there, then since everyone was so tired so we went home hehe ^^

And there's squad ROD dance/meeting session @ Om's house. Uh yah I'm still deciding whether I should go or not but most prolly would be going.

And then there's NCO modular course this tues, and unit bbq's on tues as well. And wed's squad outing. Hmmm and some other ROD meeting and Games Day planning and this and this.

So conclusion. Holiday makes me anti-social cause I'll only see squadmates for the whole holiday. Great. Uh I'm not being sacarstic lol z really yay I (L) squadmates! :D

(: Goodnight it's already 1.18am haix :X I wanted to sleep early today but.. Forget it since I said I wanted to do homework and ended up using comp for 5 hours T_T

Tired.

2009-06-11T22:35:00.003+08:00

Yup 2 days of courses finally ended :D Yay it finally ended hahaha okz but actually I learnt quite a lot of stuffs lol just cause of something and I can't concentrate z /:

K anw time passed damn fast during these 2 days lol, I can't really remembered much expect the fact that we were being scolded early this morning and rvnp's in group 6 and we played games, had lectures and and and er er and ... :X

Don't wanna elaborate anymore alr. Anw Sir Xiaoyi's really nice hehe :D And er I don't really know what happened LOL I can't remember alr @.@

Ohya, there's CCA tmr and there's promo on sat oh gosh :X K I've been seeing squadmates for dunno how many days alr lah LOL there isn't really any free days to do homework or something since there's NCO modular on the 4th week and squad outing and dunno what phy makeup.

Which means for this whole hoilday I'm only gonna see squadmates and squadmates and squadmates woolala :D

And I've been so busy for the past few days/weeks that I felt as if I'm going crazy lol. A bit scared cause I thought I was dying -.- Really scary ):

Haix so yup CCA tmr, mock practical woo scary. Anw I'm gonna reach school at 7 although cca starts at 9 ._. I shall bring go study there lol a bit gl leh sian :X

K bye. Anw everyone's a hypocrite lol seriously, nope not targetting anyone here although some faces are floating around in front of my eyes. Okay, yup but srsly lor everyone's a hypocrite lol. If not you aren't human alr lol -.-

Squad, rusok senja ta!

2009-06-06T20:15:00.002+08:00

Hehe drill promotion is finally over! :D Not as bad as I expected though lol, but drilling in the (HOT) sun seriously sucks. And it's worse with only 2 waterbreaks :X Not like the other group lor stand in the shade and drill with dunno how many waterbreaks zz I jealous alr liao lah /: But nvm, I think I have a greater sense of achievement drilling in the sun yay~

So in the beginning our squad was splitted into 2 equal groups. Was in the same group as Felili, Veron, Charlene, Meiwen, Shirley, Eemin, Xinyi, Jixiang, Linhan and Hancong. Was taken by Mam Shihui and Sir Cher-e. I think at first everyone was quite sian lol, cause there isn't really any enthu people in our group :X

So I was the first timer for drill, z I think it was kinda screwed up. Then I got scolded for answering to mam the incorrect way ): Nvm but I think I was loud enough hehe then when I was dying, Xinyi became the timer heh thanks squadmate :D

I can't remember much about what happened during drill promo so shall name some random points that I remember hehe:

Ohya, my MOI and WOC haha I almost forgot to mention.

Did WOC for baton drill k, luckily I wasn't very nervous lol but I forgot some command haix. Actually I gave the correct command one lor, then I thought it was wrong so I keep samula-ing ): Nvm lah haha I think my WOC still not bad LOL.

Then due to the lack of time, and that the other group had already finished their drill promo, we (Veron, Linhan, and me) went to the other group to do MOI D: Woooo their group damn scary lol everyone so serious and they look very zai :D

And Jixiang's WOC was super funny lol. The rest was still okay, I mean we were all alright right hehe :D

K so mam asked for a volunteer out of the 3 of us. So obviously I went first lah, cause the first one will be the easiest one right lol. And my MOI was to teach the "shouldering of the arms". K that was what mam told me to teach then I ask: "erm, is it rusok senja ta?" Then she replied "Erm dunno, you think it is then it is lor."

Lol xia si wo leh, luckily I went to read the english translation thing during the 2nd waterbreak phewwwww :D And I know it's rusok senja ta lah lol. Then did MOI and I forgot quite a lot of important stuffs haix. K lor I think that's all.

Anw after drill pomo today, after lunch with squadmates and when I reached home, I fell asleep for 4 hours haha wah shhhioooook ah! :D

Anw,
Last command for the day:

BERSU-RAI
Turn check-check up-check down-check left right left-I LOVE NP!

K bye guys :D Sian I'm still damn tired now haha and I know this post sucks lol hehe. Oonhim I dowan to compete anymore alr lol.

The big day.

2009-06-04T20:11:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's our big day :D Nope, no one's getting married or whatsoever lol. IT'S... OUR .22 REVOLVER SHOOTING COMPETITION.

All out trainings @ hometeam ns and this and that, yay this big day is finally coming! :D Okay lets just try our best k squadmates. We may not get into the final (top 10 out of 155+ schools) oh well, but lets just have fun k :D And I know we can do it one lah right hehe.

Girls team: Oonhim, Felicia, Ongmin, Wenting and me!
Guys team: Matthew, Kuanyuan, Haokuan and 2 other ncos!

Jiayou all k :D Anw I think tmr at HTA the atmosphere is gonna be really scary, with all the sirs and mams standing behind, and all the other people staring at you through the glass thing. /: Pray for me my gun doesn't jam okay :X If it jams I'll be really really dead, uh what IA thing D: Scary. I step into the shooting room I damn nervous alr lol.

I shall faster go prepare my full-u gasps D: ANW, there's this really big blister with water inside z, very pain leh! How to wear black socks and boots liddat :X Liddat shoot halfway then the blister burst then I scream how? (-.-)

Then there's promo on saturday /: Drill promo, k I hope I can do well yay :D I gotta faster go study tonight alr since I won't have time tmr :X

(Ongmin, you wanted this part so here it is!)

030609; yesterday. Reached school at 7am for cca, and before that practice drill with Ongmin. Yay and we saw many squadmates in their full-u cause they were going for PK course. Hahaha we went for that course during december holiday alr so we don't have to go yesterday and today yay :D Anw that course is really boring lah z, esp that time only got 10+ people who went for it -.-

K continue, yesterday only 6 people fall in in the beginning ._. Charlene, ongmin, meiwen, eemin, jovi and me. Lol worse squad attendance ever I think. But nvm it was fun yay :D First we checked u for sec2; just walked around and see their uniform lol, quite fun anw. Then we did WOC for Sec2 squad too; woo damn scary. Cause their squad's very big and they look so O.O So I was a bit nervous. First was ongmin, then me, then jovi, then jixiang (yup he came late) and then no more. So now got 7 people in the squad liao haha. K then I think the rain got bigger so we went to the car porch instead. Practiced slow march and rifle drill yay and ncos told us that slow march is not gonna be tested for promo this time round. Hohohoho what great news right! :D

Okay, so went the rain got smaller we went back to the track and continued with rifle drill marching. It was freaking tiring lah z, my hand now got blue black alr lol.

The fun part is here haha. Cause it rained in the morning so there were many puddles of water on the track. I think you can guess what happened right :D We hentak-kaki in the puddles hahaha! K so water was splashing everywhere and my shoes got holes one so my whole shoes and whole socks got wet ._. Gross I know. But nvm so fun lah haha :D

(And we all skipped physics makeup heh, we had a long time persuading Jovi. But I think his heart is still with squadmates lah right, hor hor hor? Hahaha)

Then I think Shirley, followed by Jingxian, followed by Kenneth came o.o I can't remember the sequence and don't remember whether it's before or after lunch alr lol.

K so then during lunch, the 2nd highlight of the day: We billibanjang in the whole puddle of water in the netball court. You know, the circle thing in the netball court that collects water haha. Yup it's that one lol. The water's muddy and dirty with black dirt/thing everywhere in the water. Eeeeek it's very disgusting one lol but nvm since we are such brave and fun people, we billibanjanged in there. We = the girls. And everyone was enthu in splashing water and stamping hard on the water that we kept laughing and laughing. Okay maybe not everyone, maybe it's just me haha. K so damn fun lah :D

Then ALL our shoes and socks and slacks and legs were so freaking wet that we sat down on the court, took off our shoes and socks and let the wind dry our legs. Meiwen was disgusting cause she squeezed out water from her socks haha. Ok then me and charlene and dunno who did the same as well lah lol. And we all had black 'oreo crumbs' on our shoes, socks. And brown thing/mud on our slacks ._.

Then went to the toilet to wash our socks and shoes in the basin LOL. That's very disgusting lol but zuper fun. Like go sentosa liddat hahaha.

K lol then the rest of the act was kinda boring. Recrea, took jnrs for cc lesson for arnd 15mins, drilled with baton or smth, recrea. Ok so that's basically the end of the whole act. And eemin chased a small toad from the field all the way to the track. And one junior carried the toad with her hands and put it into the water. And jovi went to kick a ball at the toad. And the junior threw the ball at Jovi. Cooooooooooooooooooool.

Ongmin, my post very exciting hor hahaha.

K I shouldn't be blogging anymore cause the time now is already 9.40 gasps D: My full-u zzz. Tmr reaching school at 11am for drill practicing :D Haha this is gonna be the ___ times I'm seeing squadmates consecutively. Coool right :D

Yay, to end off. Squadmates rock my life : D

And you damn liar leh z, go out with your friends ah. Oh I see. Oh you mean you went out with your guy friend don't dare to say isit. Iyoyo, how come liddat ah, you also will paiseh one meh? Gasps sorry I really didn't know you so paiseh one leh alamak. Go out with your clique, oh how funny uh. Clique is one guy hor haha I didn't know leh, my poor english haix. Do you know you're downright disgusting. Do you know I have so much information about you haix, poor girl why do you have to lie? IF you didn't, maybe my impression of you would be a little better lor but too bad lah z. Better impression also hao3 bu4 dao4 na2 li3 qu4. But at least (maybe) I won't hate you like now, ok maybe not. You are just like the hu2 li2 jing2 in those movies/shows/whatever -.- Haix why did you want to lie ah, I mean not to me but to your friend? Oh I know alr, go out with your 'clique' too scared ah, scared we paste posters in the whole school telling everyone you went out with ___? D: Haix don't worry, I'm not like you I won't be this kinda thing one. Anyway, just you wait. Anyway why am I so angry ah zzzzzzz >D

2009-06-02T20:22:00.003+08:00

林俊杰-会有那么一天

一九四三世界大战

阿嬷年轻的时候

爷爷爱他那么多

他们感情很深

但是爷爷身负重任

就在离乡的那夜

给了阿嬷一个吻

轻声说到

我要离去别再哭泣

不要伤心请你相信我

要等待我的爱

陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天

我们牵著手在草原

听鸟儿歌唱的声音

听我说声我爱你

夕阳西下鸟儿回家

阿嬷躺在病床上

呼吸有一点散漫

眼神却很温柔

看著爷爷湿透的眼

握著他粗糙的手

阿嬷的泪水开始流

轻声说道

我要离去别再哭泣

不要伤心请你相信我

要等待我的爱

陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天

我们牵著手在草原

听鸟儿歌唱的声音

听我说声我爱你

我要离去别再哭泣

不要伤心请你相信我

要等待我的爱

陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天

我们牵著手在草原

听鸟儿歌唱的声音

听我说声我爱你

Touching song, I remembered I listened to this song very long time ago and then today I re-listened again. Touching, meaningful, cried.

Anw, it's weird how people change their mindsets so easily.

{Deleted the whole chunk here hah}

Today was another day with squadmates, went late for the drill practice, reached school at 11 instead of 10 haha, but no difference lah right. Did rifle drill, slow march, normal marching and other things, it was really useful today yay I learnt a lot of things :D Then while we were marching halfway Sir came and said we weren't allowed to do such thing (self practicing drill) -.- Okay forget it.

Then bused to Commonwealth for lunch w squadmates. Finished eating, went to Je library to do homework with Vanessa. Hardworking right. Okay luckily we didn't see _ and _ there lol z. Didn't really do much, I spent the 1.5 hours there doing 3 maths questions /:

K then skip skip then I reached home.

Tmr's another long day. Cca from 8-5. Phy makeup from 11-1. Er yup so gotta skip cca for 2 hours. I highly believe that Jx will be the only one left from 11-1 haha, goodluck manzx. Anw there won't be more than 14 people going for act tmr, minus all those people who will pon, hmmmm. Scarly we can only fall in in ranks of 2 lol z joke.

Okayyyy, it's late now! News: Singapore already has the 8th case of swine flu..

Maybe this will be the event that leads doomsday. Yay. I sound like some sadist.

I looked into G's room and cried a bit. Today's the 28th day already, how time flies right. I hope you're enjoying your time right now, don't worry about us, we are alright (: It's sad to look into your room and see that it's empty, it's really really sad. It's weird to know that you're already gone, the empty room, the empty seat and everything.

Shall stop typing already, I'm already tearing. Ah wipe away wipe away cannot let me sister see haha /:

@.@ Goodnight all.

I'm not jealous, no I'm not :X

If today was your last day;

2009-06-01T20:17:00.002+08:00

If today was your last day; nickleback.

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in loveIf today was your last day
If today was your last day

Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you areSo do whatever it takes'
Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

@.@

2009-05-31T21:22:00.002+08:00

This monday, tuesday, wednesday, friday, saturday.
Next tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday.
Out of these, 5 are 9 hours acts, 3 are 5 hours acts (2 promos, 1 weekly act), 1 shooting competition and 1 is practicing drill with squadmates. There's high chance we gotta wear full-u for all the acts (-.-)

I think it's gonna be 3 consecutive weeks I'm seeing squadmates since last week. Haix this is holidays uh, even my parents pity me z.

Tdy went to practice shooting with oonhim, felicia and ongmin :D Sian my shooting really sucks, all the shots not clustered one lol, all anyhow fly -.- Dunno lol shooting competition's only 5 days away haix I wanna get into finals leh! Anw felicia you really can shoot damn well lor I jealous leh haha.

After that went walk walk around in Hometeam NS, yay and we're going for laserquest one day for squad outing yay! So fun leh, we enter the place to see see then so excited alr, lol inside the room still got people shouting one leh! So fun! XD

K then after that parents came to fetch me and went to west coast for picnic! Haha it's been a long long while since we last went for picnic this kinda thing alr. Then sis and me went around to play play lol, and I think wcp's kinda screwed now lor the playground almost everything broken alr liao hahaha. K then went back to the mat there and eat eat eat! Haha got fried rice, fishball, hotdog and many many more food LOL. When I was eating I feel very happy idk why lol. But then got lighning so I a bit scared -.- Then I was so tired that I fell asleep on the mat after eating, must have slept for arnd 30mins lol. Haix now you get the idea how busy I am. /:

Anw I'm addicted to JJ's song all over again haha, that bian1 hao4 89757 that cd songs damn nice lor! Hahaha got the tu1 ran2 lei4 le4 and mei3 ren2 yu2 all v nice! :D

Shall go sleep now I don't feel well haix ._.

CRAZY.

2009-05-29T20:42:00.002+08:00

Hello, it's been a hectic week z /: Everyday it's shooting, shooting, and more shooting. But squadmates are so fun to be with that I don't mind seeing them every single day :D Anw I still think my shooting sucks, nvm shall go for more trainings with squadmates when they're free.

Yay today's the last day of school whee~ After school stayed back to practice rifle dril with some squadmates then after that went to Westmall with Oonhim and Felicia to eat Udders ice-cream yay so nice! Bailey's :D Then went to Hometeam's shooting range. Actually we wanted to shoot one lor, but there's a competition going on so we can't shoot z. Decided to went to the bowling alley and talk crap there, okay and did some work. Then after that dunno do what lol and went home.

Walao I can't stand it anymore my mum's nagging at me to tell me go bath z -.- Iya forget it she's freaking noisy @.@ I so busy then she still keeps nagging at this nagging at that zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. K and there's cca tmr, I really feel like ponning but I know I can't. Z full-u again, thats the 3rd time I'm gonna wear it this week. Then there's shooting practice on sunday. Haix there goes my weekend. LOL, and I think I'm really seeing squadmates for one whole week haha ._.

No mood to blog alr freaking sian @.@

/:

2009-05-22T21:06:00.003+08:00

I'm a busy woman hey.

25 May (Mon) - Cross Country Reconnaissance (3-5pm)
26 May (Tues) - Weapon Handling and Safety Training (4-6pm) Full-u.
27 May (Wed) - Cross Country Road Marshal (7-11am), Air Pistol Training (5.30-7.30pm)
28 May (Thurs) - Air Pistol Training (4.30-6.30pm)
5 June (Fri) - 0.22 Preliminary Shoot (AHHHHH! D:) Full-u.
6 June (Sat) - Sergeant Drill Promotion (Most prolly 8-5pm) Full-u.
10 June (Wed) - LMSC Course (Most prolly 8-5pm) Full-u.
11 June (Thurs) - LMSC Course (Most prolly 8-5pm) Pt kit.
13 June (Sat) - Sergeant Theory Promo (Most prolly 8-5pm) Full-u.

I'M SO BUST RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT! My life revolves around cca and trainings and squadmates and shootings and mugging for promo.

School was as usual today, Langarts and Maths rocked heh :D Chinese was kinda lame z Yilin drew me some stupid things haha. Langarts totally pwned wooohooo, Miss Hia super funny one lol anw Yingcui and Yilin was crapping around me so yay LA super fun hahah :D

I dowan talk about lessons alr, quite depressing. K skip to cca liao yay :D

Actually today I didn't do much during cca. Firstly went for Ms Khang's lecture, then road marshal briefing, then .22 shooting competition briefing. Lecture was okay, talked about some issues that the guys don't understand /: Then discussed about holiday activities and Mam told us our promotion for sergeant is on 6th and 13th June, haix GOTTA START MUGGING ALR LAH! D:

Then had road marshal briefing, yay we're gonna be road marshals again so fun! Dunnid to run for cross country leh haha, k hope that we won't let the people run the wrong route again /: Wenting, Hancong and me in charge of marshal point 5 yay, the point that I wanted! It's the junction thing that got 2 routes or something. Going to 'go through' the route on monday to know the points better haha ._.

After that the 8(eight) .22 shooting competition people went for the comp briefing while the rest of the squad went to pitch tent. When I was listening to Mr Oh's briefing about the comp, my hands were sweating and I was damn nervous lol dunno why. Then after that we know that there were 155+ schools taking part in the comp and everyone was like O.O?! And the we need to be the top 10 to get into the finals -.- And then, if your gun's stuck or whatsoever, you're gonna fix it yourself like omgwhat?! How to fix ourselves omg that's so freaking scary. The last time I shot my gun was stuck and I was super nervous and scared lol then I don't dare to touch the gun haha, tell me how do I fix it myself! Later explode how, or what if it catches fire alamak! D:

But I believe we can do it! Hahahaha WE ARE GOING TO GET INTO THE FINALS K SQUADMATES! :D Oonhim Felicia Ongmin Wenting Kuanyuan Matthew Haokuan and two other ncos JIAYOU! :D :D :D But actually it isn't really about winning but gaining experience right. But still try our best lor heh :D

Hmmmmm anyway, k I dunno what I wanted to say but anw I'm gonna study hard for promo :}

Bye, enjoy your weekend and all the homework ._.

I know we're drifting apart already, maybe it's because I'm busy with my stuffs and you're busy with your own stuffs too. I really dunno how, I dowan our friendship to fall apart but sometimes it's really very hard to talk to you. Haix I dunno why I'm so pissed with you sometimes too /: I think I've been neglecting friends cause I'm kinda busy nowadays and too occupied with feeling sad lol ._. K gimme some time, maybe a few more days, a few more months, or maybe a few more years I really dunno z. I'll try my best and yup hope you aren't angry with me or anything too :X Anw I don't think I'm making any sense here but whatever.

The Emperor’s face was a mask of rage. “Who are you to speak of will? You who have denied the will of others? You, whose very Geass is centered around it? You hypocrite!”
"To be hypocritical is human. And so what if I am a hypocrite? Even if I am wrong, that does not automatically make you right. Even if I am evil, that does not make you good."

Cool.

Oppppppps I realised I gotta do GPP and chemistry's dunno how many class exercises and langarts compre and study for promo and do this do that. So bye.

SIAN AHHHHHHHHHH D:

2009-05-20T21:58:00.003+08:00

T.T

I. Think. I. Am. Depressed.

Oh anyway, hello z.

2009's a bad year haix so much things had happened and it's only half a year, WHAT?!

Iya I don't really have the mood to blog cause today's a sad day idk why. Basically no mood to do anything z /:

K but something happy! Ran (more than) 8 rounds for PE heh :D Cause we gotta like move from the inner track to the outer one and the more outer one after we've completed one round. Iya you get the idea right hahaha. K so ran with Charlene and by the 7th round we went crazy and kept shouting/screaming/cheering lol.

Hmmmm after school was CID session with Paola and Cheryl @ Cheryl's house k quite produtive lah idk /:

K I don't feel like blogging anymore z what a crap day :X

I feel like giving up but I know I can't. I'm affected by way too many things for this period of time. I find it hard to cope anyway, it's hard to stay strong. I really don't know /: The old me's dead and gone.

-.-

2009-05-18T22:24:00.003+08:00

I think I'm kinda mean in the previous post thus I decided to delete that post /:

Midyear 09 really sucked big time, I already failed 2 papers dang T.T I mean I expected to fail alr so I just hope I can get one quarter of total marks hahaha -.- Z when I got back my physics paper, looked @ marks, laughed (LOL) I bet people think I passed zzzz hahah what a joke. NO I FAIL MY PHY.

Yay but luckily I have understanding parents phew :D :D :D K so no naggings/scoldings heh. (I know ure jealous lah hahahhahahhahaha)

Hmmmmm k, anw squad outing ytd was fabulous. Although I 'digged' sand until all my fingers are red and painful wah cry alr.

CCA tmr think it's gonna be hiong dunno lol. But I kinda look forward to it yay :D

Alamak okay I think it's super late alr (10.33pm) and I'm gonna sleep haha although I don't think I can fall asleep cause I slept 3hours in the afternoon but still haha.

Okiedokie I feel lamed out after typing this post. Iya dunnno lah oppps I think I gotta go pack my half u now byebye.

2009-05-14T20:59:00.001+08:00

It's good to know people actually care :D

Thanks (:

Imy ):

2009-05-09T18:08:00.002+08:00

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

Hello.

2009-04-20T18:26:00.002+08:00

We're so busy watching out for what's just ahead of us that we don't take time to enjoy where we are.

Tick tock tick tock. I remember this phrase always repeat itself in Enid Blyton's storybook. "The grandfather(?) clock went tick tock tick tock."

The picture above reminds me of a time machine. I wish I had a time machine, uh I need one. I did too much stupid stuffs in the past which made me lost quite a few of my good friends hai ): Now everything's different alr haix ._. I really really want to go back lah, I was a happier person then cause things were totally great ): I need to go back to the past cause I need to say sorry to many people and do things to make the current situation a little bit better.

Talking to Feli on msn about np and things now. Looking through the photos Mr Oh sent us, it's kinda saddening. The times we went for air pistol competition, the times when we went for 1 star kayaking, the times we went for unit trek, the times we went for road safety marshal and many many more. Be it as a unit or as a squad :D

Talking about how stupid we were in the past, complaining about np when we were in sec1. I don't want to be NCOs so fast, I don't want to ROD so fast. Time really really flies damnit and everything's gonna be over so soon. We witnessed 1 ROD, then 2, then the third one's coming really soon. And before we know it, it will be our turn.

This isn't an emo post, I'm just thinking, thinking about many many things.

I sersiously need to start treasuring everything in life now before. Treasure the people around me, my family, my friends, my squadmates. And most importantly, treausre time. ):

And I'm proud to say,

Being in RVNP is one of the best thing that ever happened to me :D

DANG T.T

2009-04-16T18:26:00.002+08:00

I'm screwed.

Tmd to that person out there, you better keep your mouth shut before I give you a slap srsly. You got any idea how irritating you are z, like why you do like to comment on everything. Dunno also must say something, think you very smart is it -.- Damnit why am I saying all these things here.

Please, pray hard for me, pray that it'll rain tmr :X

I believe you will.

2009-04-15T18:47:00.003+08:00

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

I'm not gonna lock this blog ever again z, so troublesome to unlock, lock, unlock again.

School's a little better today :D Went high with Veron and Charlene during break heheh :D PE was great too, girls captain ball pwn heh. There was once I was chasing over the ball which was rolling on the ground then chase all the way until the captain there still cannot catch. LOL then I turned around and see everyone else laughing hurhur -.- Sibei diulian z.

Had chem test make up instead of going to the chem talk. Test was still okay, yay I think I can pass so yay :D

Anw. Iya shit I think I really need a private blog heh :} Hohoho okay off to create one! :D

Quick.

2009-04-13T20:05:00.004+08:00

Optimism is the solution to all problems.

Didn't take chem make up after school today, pushed backwards to wednesday z. I spent weekends studying for it budden not today /: Mdm Ang cheat my feelings a lot of times alr lor, at first dunno is thurs, then monday, then wednesday. So I had to keep mugging and worrying for it :X Anw I think the make up test's harder than the original one z whatever -.-

After school went to eat with Veron at Clementi market heh :D Food was really fab -two thumbs up- K Veron ate twice the amount I ate, typical Veron. Yay I like talking to Veron cause we share the same thoughts (HAHAHA!) :D

K this' just a quick update. School was really disgusting today, I miss 2C damn much /: Iya I don't like school cause of many reasons z sucks :X School sucks, was kinda emo these days dang T.T

Editting if I have the time later, thats after I complete my journal and study chem..... -.-

P.s. Happy birthday kimberly! :D

P.s.s. Happy advanced birthday uncle jiwei! :D

P.s.s.s. Xiuhan's pc today was great heh :D

Ps.s.s.s. THERE'S CCA TMR! :D Just great (:

MY DAD'S FREAKING AWESOME I TELL YOU HAHAH :D

D:

2009-04-10T11:17:00.003+08:00

All those people sleeping make me feel... safe.

Today sucked too haha >D

Outing was canceled so stayed at home and rot. Z wanted to go to the movies alone but it's v gl LOL.

Iya nothing to do actually. Watched knowing and the curious case of benjamins button online just not. Quality was good budden I only watched halfway z. Really no mood do anything now (incl. studying chem, do hwk, mug)

Z. K that's all for today :X

Z.

2009-04-09T20:44:00.005+08:00

On a bad day, I have mood swings - but on a good day, I have the whole mood playground.

Sorry to those I daoed, ap-ed, scolded, etc. Really damn bad mood today due to certain things z. Today was a suicide day (?) if not for CID and recess yay I love 2C.

Just 3 words: Today Simply Sucked.

CHEERUP! :D

2009-04-08T20:20:00.003+08:00

Never give up when the night is at its darkest for it is just awhile till dawn.

Nothing much to blog about today actually. So iya I think school was kinda fun today cause I was really high and happy :D

Hmmmm then went learning journey with 3K and 3L with 6 other classmates.

Omg I still gotta do other things now! Byebye!

Happy Advanced Birthday, CARISSA! <3

Bad day.

2009-04-07T20:14:00.003+08:00

The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up.

Z staying at home for the whole entire day sucks. Did nothing much except go see doctor, read a bit of chemistry and sleep sleep sleep. I rather go to school seriously /:

I think I'm having red eye omgwtfbbqalamak. That means I may not be able to go school tomorrow again D: Omg it's red eye not red contacts leh chinhong! :X

Shit omg I hope I don't have to retake chem test tmr I will srsly screw it up dang T.T

I gotta stop blogging alr cause my eyes are hurting (NO RED EYE NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

D:

Missing school during this time sucks cause I'm missing out alot of stuffs. Ohwell great (-.-)

ZOMG IM FREAKING HAPPY! :D

2009-04-06T18:24:00.003+08:00

There are so many different ways lives work out, so many stories, and every one of them is precious: full of joy and heartbreak, and a fair amount of situation comedy.

I'M FREAKING HAPPY CAUSE.

1. I GOT GOLD FOR MY NAPFA!

2. I GOT GOLD FOR MY NAPFA!

3. I GOT GOLD FOR MY NAPFA!

! :D

First time in my entire life I got a freaking gold. Yup oonhim thanks a lot k heh if not for you I'll just go pack my bag and go home with a silver hahahah! :D And thanks to all those who cheered for me and clapped and shouted and yay I'm really very happy now woohoooo! :D

Z, school started bad today. Didn't dare to enter the class cause I had a really bad haircut, as in seriously bad. Dunno leh I was so worried that I didn't even have the appetite to eat breakfast ._.

Went for morning assembly at the track as usual. Woah, Ongmin's command was really really damn good :D And I'm stil wondering when it'll be my turn z scary D:

Then geog lesson, read map as usual, I think it was super hard z /: Gotta mug hardcore alr woo :X

Had break after that, erm early break at 9am LOL. Iya can't finish my plate of rice cause I think I ordered too much hahaha.

Erm then it was lessons, pe, lessons, lessons, lessons blah. LOL and Mr Tan even offered us $1000 if we manage to catch the 50$ note he dropped. Super interesting and exciting leh! Hahaha I should have went up to try heh, confirm tio the 1000bucks one lor! Anw maths lesson was hilarious as usual HAHA LOL I like maths lesson a lot yay whee~ :D

Then yay 2pm! -bell rings- :D :D :D Anw I was kinda/ver worried for my Napfa so we went to the hall to practice a bit z. Did standing board jump until my shoulder and back hurts z. Then did other things until my whole body was aching -.-

So after practicing a lil bit, went to canteen to eat z. I always tell myself not to eat Stall6's roti prata but I always end up eating. Zomg really sucks k, I promise today shall be the last time I eat haha!

Okay so after lunch spent the whole 1hr+ jumping, stretching, sit-and-reaching.

Hmmmm then the scary time is here! D:

First station was standing board jump (my lousiest z). K so I jumped, first try was 160cm. Dang, I need 165cm to get gold!! Okay then second try, 155cm. I swear I almost cried ): Okay then was depressed but iya still try my best for the rest of the stations :D Other stations were not bad hmmm, shuttle run was great haha! I didn't know I can run so fast one lor heh :D

(Anw I dunno hear from who, budden they say next time become NCO that time if wanna take squad need to get gold for napfa or smth z.) Guess that was the reason why I was so damn depressed when I couldn't get gold just cause of a freaking jump z.

Okay so after that saw 3A! Haha I like 3A a lot cause there are a lot of squadmates + 2c people there! :D Yay cheryl hahah. Then told oonhim about what happened and then she told me to rejump haha. K so I went for the jump, I think I jumped 4 more times or something but everything's voided cause I double-jumped or smth. WALAO I WAS DAMN SAD OKAY Z, esp when there are so many people watching me jump gosh :X Then anw they helped me to beg the tcher for another try and so on. Yay then in the end I DID IT :D Hahahaha 167cm!!!! YAY I WAS SO HAPPY/TOUCHED THAT I ALMOST CRIED LOL Z. This kinda feeling cannot describe one lor, esp when your close friends all get gold with you. Thanks to those who told me to jiayou and encouraged me :D Zomg really touched haha (:

So that prolly sum up my great day! OH NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO! THERE'S A F CHEMISTRY TEST TOMORROW ZOMG OH NO! ): I want to study hard cause I dowan to get 10/40 again z (-.-) MUG AHHHHHHHH. Shit I need to drag someone to the library with me to study alr, I cannot study at home! :X

I think I'm used to failing tests now. In the past it wasn't liddat omg. Where's the chinghun who cared/worried about her results! D: I'm really worried cause I don't even feel like reading chemistry right now. Shit, I need motivation! Maybe this Friday will be my motivation! PCCUBE, I miss you guys a lot ): <3 It's hard to find such good friends who are always there for you. (: Meetup okay! :D

It's weird that people think I'm emo just cause I don't talk for 10mins LOL hahaha, maybe next time I shall learn to talk lesser heh :D /Or maybe I shall just not stop talking hahaha.

Okay, I promise myself not to be emo/sad over little stuffs already :D I think a lot, thats why I'm always worrying about things, getting angry/pissed over little things.

Don't you think everythings looks/feels much more prettier when you're happy? :D

Oh well.

2009-04-05T14:27:00.002+08:00

One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.

Z today's a bad day. Actually going library to mug with squadmates then the thing was canceled. So stayed at home to study. Hohoho guess what, I didn't do anything at all for the whole day. Only managed to memorise the white colour solids for chemistry -.-

Went for a haircut just now, really sucks. Wonder how I'm going to meet everyone tomorrow z. I think the hairdresser dunno how to cut hair one or what cut until so ugly z.

Iya I don't really know what to post right now cause chemistry test is bugging me; 33 pages of notes to memorise in total z, crazy or what.

Then there's NAPFA tomorrow, pray hard that I can get a gold. Standing broad jump and sit and reach zomg /:

I think I'm going study chem now (seriously!) ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Very sian these days dunno why, I need squadmates (!) :D

Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action.

YAY/zzzzz.

2009-04-02T19:26:00.004+08:00

If you arrived at your destinations, you'd be greated with an exclaimation (!)

Yay shooting's fun and cool and exciting and awesome and -fill in nice nice words- :D Heh I think this is gonna be our last time shooting .22 revolver and that's very sad ):

Anw I GOT MARKSMAN BADGE! YAY I was still very worried when I shoot cause I shouldn't shoot one/some bullet and then the sir came to help me for a few times but still no bullet come out z. Then he changed the bullet for me and I think he missed out one bullet or smth. Cause I still don't believe 1 bullet didn't hit the target! I aim at the same place everytime, the same angle the same position so why didn't the bullet hit the target leh! Must be the sir missed out one bullet and didn't replace it /: If it's liddat I really very angry with him alr lol ._.

Budden 15 out of 16 bullets it's really good for me I think :D Somemore all in the middle one leh in the rectangular box hah. So I got 15x5=75. 75 points of out 80 yay whee :D :D :D But squadmates are very pro people and dunno a lot squadmates got more than 75 also z, liddat I cannot go competition alr lor hahha. Anw Felicia you're really damn zai k, wo pei fu ni :D To those who didn't get the badge, don't be sad alr k :D

Erm yah, expect for this shooting thing my day was really bad, really very extremely bad. Really pissed with someone aiya dunno leh. Bad mood = pissed with every single one I kan bu shun yan -.- Z esp during shooting that time, when we sat at the seats behind shooting range and watch people shoot. Then many people from coughyishuncoughtowncoughseccough was so freaking noisy and I swear I was 100% pissed off. Talk talk talk talk play play play play pulling each other pull pull pull siao somemore they look so disgusting and I don't like them lor z. But many other schools includ us were also talking but I just super pissed at them z.

I wish I could do it ):

You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

Busy like a beeeeee D:

2009-03-31T20:05:00.003+08:00

They say the best things in life are free.

What I'll be doing after school these days:

~~310309: Shooting~~

010409: Shooting
020409: Shooting
030409: CCA-Clementi Land Visit

040409-050409: Weekends(Pia tests!)

060409: Napfa + Phy test

070409: CCA

080409: Learning Journey

Plus chemistry test and physics test and maths test + idk what z. Shooting's fun but it's taking too much of my time away /:

To Do List:

1. Langarts book review

2. Compile chem notes

3. Mug chem

4. Compile phy notes

5. Mug phy

6. Mug maths
7. Buy/get 2 new notebooks

Z. Now I'm starting to feel the stress again. I don't understand physics and chemistry AT ALL. When I say at all I really mean at all, as in 100% ): I really dunno what to do and how to study lah, but I gotta do something right! How can liddat ah :X :X :X Alibababababa /: K I'm gonna drag someone to the library with me this weekend or what heh :D

Today's .22revolver dry shoot was boring. Basically it was studying/doing hwk session LOL. The Sir was the same sir who taught us last year. The same Sir who pumped Jovi (HAHA). The same Sir who commented on our greeting style (-.-). The same Sir called SirJoseph.

Okay then went through what we did last year, totally the same thing. Just that this time the atmosphere wasn't as scary and yah, much more better cause Sir wasn't as intimidating :D Then 10 people at a time, went up to the front to 'shoot'. Aiya, no bullets no target call what shoot -.- Z, dry shoot mah hahaha.

I gotta work harder for my second pressure thing, Sir say I'm like sea sick keep swaying here and there >:(

WAIT. WHY AM I STILL BLOGGING ZOMG. I must have forgotten that I have so many things to do ._._._.

You know it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you've realized how wrong you've been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it. God, I love this game.
-One Hill Tree

TODAY! :D

2009-03-30T20:10:00.008+08:00

You said it was alright, remember?

Today is a fun + moodswing + high day! :D

School's pretty alright, just that both Maths and Physics assignments were not collected today = I pia hwk during the weekends for nothing. Haha but actually I didn't really pia /:

I'm sitting in front of a lunatic/crazy/lame/siao zhabor called the fake einstein D: Everytime I turned around, I will either be laughing or laughing like crazy. Today even worse, she dressed herself up as a mummy D: Zomg wrapped my pink jacket + her grey windbreaker around herself + wearing a hoodie -.- She thought it was snownig leh. Told yall she was crazy. Now you believe me. Take your time to guess who she is haha :D

Went to Clementi to eat with Veron and Yilin after school. Wanted to eat at Clementi Mall(or whatever you call that black building), budden there isn't much things there. So went to the coffeeshop beside it to eat. I ate prawn noodles, 3$ for such a small portion, z cheat my money.

Then went IMM to meet my parents yay :D Shopping again wheeee, I like shopping leh! Okay but we weren't exactly shopping for clothes or what, we were there to eat and to shop for food :D Bought many many food from Giant LOL, I finally got a Kinderjoy.

Easter day's coming :D

Looks tempting uh.

So after I reached home, I was damn excited to open the egg. Yalah I know I very suagu, dunnid tell me haha. So I began my phototaking session with food! :D

Presenting to you...

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KINDERJOY! :D :D :D

Opening woohooo.

Oh, so this is how it looks like.

Two chocolate balls in milk?

Toy, hope I don't get the green colour monster!

Tearing, omg so exciting!

ZOMG IT'S SMTH GREEEEEN!

._. I got this stupid green elephant/bat/creature/monster.

It must be thinking: Why is this weird lady taking pictures of me? Am I so cute? :D :D :D

That's end of the Kinderjoy review. Okay actually I haven't try the chocolate yet alibaba sick leh how to eat! But I doubt it will taste nice lah z. 1.60$ somemore, for two balls and milk and a green monster to scare me D:

Bought two packs of dunno-what-japanese-cheese-crackers thing.

It looks like this. One's with almond topping and one's with cashew nut topping. Ohya got seaweed also.

So excited to open food one leh me!

So it looks liddat inside. Oh, okayyyyy.........

Anw I only bought it cause it's only 1$ for 2 packs. HAHAHAH YES I KNOW IM DAMN AUNTIE+CHEAPSKATE+THINK-OF-MORE-ADJECTIVES-RELATED-TO-AUNITE. Plus the packaging is really cute right!

Hahaha wanna know how it tastes like? Sms/call me to try this product, free of charge you know :D Heheheh it isn't awful seriously trust me (:

Ohyah then I formed this :

K I think that's the end for my food review. Still got langarts book review, chinese duhougan haven't do yet D: I spend my precious time updating for you guys okay! Must appreciate ah okay okay okay!

Anw there's dry shoot tmr :D Yay dry shoot's boring but squadmates are fun. Aye you gettit right! (:

Peyton: Can we be friends again?

Brooke: Sure.

Peyton: Like before?

Brooke: I don't think so, like before is gone, Peyton.

-One Hill Tree

I realised.

2009-03-30T00:41:00.002+08:00

I realised I've a lot of catching up to do, with my exclassmates, primary school friends, squadmates, classmates, friends many many more.

Think I'm turning into an anti-social emo kia alr D: I'm still not used to the hectic school life yet, not used to many many things lah zomg. I'm kinda quiet in school now, very not me. Aiya I said I was antisocial alr mah z.

Everyone's having mood swings now wheee, not only me but many many more hahaha. Okay everyone cheerup please :D

Anw, this weekend was really damn slack for me heh. Went to West Coast Plaza twice, went my aunt's house basically weekends was just fun play fun :D Ohya, did I mention that Cold Storage in WCP is really huge and nice and prettayeeeeee? Walked in there for 3hrs and only bought a pack of strawberry heh pretty strawberry (-.-)

And I wanted to buy Kinderjoy! First day I went there I took two, then my dad was like: Aiya, don't buy now leh, its not like you can eat right. (IM SICK!)

Then I put those eggs back. Yah, anw Cold Storage sells many many pretty easter eggs that NTUC doesnt sell so I was thinking to get a few for clique. Haha but I didn't. That isn't the point, the point is that on the second day we came back to the exact place budden NO MORE KINDERJOY ALR ): They put the Snickers Egg there gosh who wants snickers egg, I want Kinderjoyyyy D:

Alamak but it's okay since I can't even eat it now z. Yes zomg you guessed it right, I'm sick. For the 2nd time in this month alr, that's why I say container classroom sucks. Plus I really can't afford to be sick cause there are still many things for me to do (like study for physics test -.-, maths test, many many tests + assignments)

Who wanna go shop shop with me @ Cold Storage! I used to think that that's a place for aunties and ahmahs who prefer dead chicken to live chicken (?!) Didn't know that place is so wonderful lah omg! :D I'm like advertising for them but nvm it's srsly nice (with so many many chocolates and sweets and things you'll never see in NTUC ha)

K tmr's monday alr! Oppps no, I mean today's monday, IT'S MONDAY NOW! Hey monday (-.-)
Qianying asked me who is gna be the parade commander, is it npcc or ncc. Woooo I think it's np lah haha :D So exciting, who's gonna be the commander today~ I like Matthew's one, super loud, scary haha.

I haven't actually touched on my physics assignment. It's totally blank, not joking. Not that I don't bother to do, but idk how to do a single thing. As in seriously. Not that I know how to do any physics assignment lah LOL.

Been on the phone with Veron for almost 3hrs today. No we didn't talk crap, we talked maths. Yay which means I completed my maths assignment alr! It's kinda funny cause I don't gettit when I look at the questions myself but when I talked then I know how to do (._.)

Hmmmm, staying up late to accompany my sis do her physics oral pres script. She needs to memorize it and maybe present it tmr. And now's 1.25am and she's not even halfway done with her script. Is she zai or what?

I've been thinking a lot during the weekends. Okay thinking makes me emo but it's okay haha. It's time for some self improvement again! :D Gottta face the world with a bright smile, with a happy mood and :D everyday heh.

Did you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many people have pictures of you, how many moments of other people's lives we've been in. Were we part of someone's life when their dream came true, or were we there when their dreams died? Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there? Or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think, you could be a big part of someone else's life, and not even know it.
-One Tree Hill

I will stop thinking of the past, they say people gotta move on but.. where do I go? It's not like I still gotta second chance or what right, how I wish the trust's still there and things will totally be different now. I'd definitely be alot happier than now z. No matter what I say now, how many sorries I say, it doesn't really make a different right, that's why I prefer keeping quiet.

Goodnight people :D Oh, it's a few more hours to morning -.- I really need to get some sleep.

This post is screwed.

2009-03-23T20:43:00.013+08:00

Update on yesterday's event first k! :D Community resillience day at St.james with squadmates! Seeing them for the 6th day in the holidays heh.

Gotta wear this yellow bib -cheers: upon her chest ah, she wears a yellow ahem *points to bib*- HEH :D Me Charlene, Veron, Oonhim :D

Inside St.james power station heh :D PUB LEH -screams- :D :D :D

That's real fire, fyi. So we were lined up outside St.james there, and were talking happily to squadmates and stuffs. Then suddenly, BOOOOOOOOOOM. Everyone screamed. Then looked towads that direction. Then, another BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM. Scare the hell outta me manzx. Then I saw fire, then smoke, then everyone was like: EH, FASTER TAKE OUT PHONE TAKE PICTURE FASTER FASTER! LOL I know we very kiasu lah haha, but there isn't much chance you will get to see a car being bombed okay! Choy choy touch wood :D

See people's hands and phones? Snip snap shot.

Then after the evacuation thing (when the more than 1000(?) people walked across the big road junction and all the cars have to stop for us! you wouldn't get what I mean if you weren't there as in seriously. damn dua pai lor we :D somemore all are in yellow and hahahah we just look like walking banananana!)

After walking to a place and gathered there, was brought back to St.james power station by a bus. Yay we are going into the pub and play, party party play :D

Aiya I don't really feel like elaborating now so look at the pictures okay! (:

Instruments on the stage haha, look very purple-ish hor HAHAHA.

AIYA im super lazy to go adjust everything until nice nice or what lah. I think sleep's way more imposrtant than this HAHA. Ok still got tons of pictures with me heh.
K I love squadmates :D yay this post sounds so un-chinghun-ish -.-
WHATEVER!
ANW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILING<3>

Wish me luck.

2009-03-20T11:09:00.003+08:00

Langarts product factsheet
Langarts reading review
Maths 6 pages ws
Complete the rest of ws10
Chinese compo
~~Chinese bao zhang bao dao~~
Chiense compre
Geography Review
Chemistry R&W
Physics assignment 3
Physics overdue ASK
Physics overdue ASK (II)

I'm srsly not kidding. That's the amount of hwk I'm left with. Stressed but can't do anything oh great manzxc.

Worn out.

2009-03-19T20:04:00.002+08:00

I'm tired from everything. From doing homework, from waking up so early every morning even though it's the holidays, from doing this doing that.

Anw today's course was a lot better than yesterday's one because I'm sitting with the people who I can talk a lot to heh :D Okay yah then listened to many many powerpoint slides and police knowledge still as boring, but homefront security was much better I think. Then went took tests and was released at around 6. Trained home with squadmates, went bukit batok buy things to eat.

Uhm just pray hard that I don't fail my tests if not I won't get the 2 badges. Worse still, I still gottta attend this course again ._. 18hrs course again z, please I rather pass haha :D Erm anw our instructor's kinda sick, disgusting T.T

Anw, that stalker's really disgusting right! (HAHAHA)

So I practically didn't do any homework today, again. Only did 1 for the time being. I srsly gotta chiong on Friday and Saturday alr. Sunday, spending it with squadmates at St.James(YAY!) :D Somehow seeing squadmates just make me happy and high :}

I've no idea what's wrong with me, I seem to be adopting the wrong attitude, towards homework, towards cca, towards everything. Hmmmmmm. I don't even find the need to do homework, huh WTF IS WRONG WITH ME SRSLY?! D:

I give people advices, I tell people how to handle their problems. Uhm but what about my own problems? I can't even help myself oh shitzx. I'm not emo, I'm just depressed.

Forget it z.

Wasted 12hrs of my life.

2009-03-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

Went for police knowledge course thing, totally a waste of my precious time. I mean C'MON ITS THE MARCH HOLIDAYS NOW AND WE GOT TONS OF HWK TO DO Y'KNOW? -waves-

IM SO ANGRY THAT I'M TYPING IN CAPS WTH. NOT THAT I SRSLY HATE THIS COURSE, BUT SRSLY, SQUEEZING IN A HALL WITH DUNNO 20+ UNITS WHICH HAVE DUNNO A FEW HUNDREDS PEOPLE? GOING THROUGH 17 SETS OF POWERPOINT SLIDES, AND COPYING DOWN EVERYTHING WHILE WIPING YOUR SWEAT?!

Seriously you can't imagine how bad it is unless you actually went for the course. And the worst part is that only 14 squadmates went for this thing. Dunno what happened to the rest but some have shooting, some have lecture, some sick, some pon yah, so ended up with 14 pathetic people. Tell me lah, how to get high with only 14 squadmates and also I was separated from charlene veron ongmin jingxian cause there were no more seats left beside them and I have to go to another row.

Shit it, I srsly can't imagine myself going through the same thing again tomorrow, copy copy notes, memorise this memorise that, go for toilet breaks, blah, sit there stone, listen, fall asleep, getting really pissed at myself for no reasons, go for a test, get really really tired and feel like dying ):

Forget it, I don't really know what I can do now except for homework and study for test. Still need to get up at 5.30am tmr morning damnit.

This holiday's srsly damn screwed up alr, only completed 1 out of 16 hwk and yah, only left with 2 full days to complete everything. Complained to my family about the amount of stress I'm facing during dinner, then I got really pekcek halfway and scolded everyone and went to sleep. Uh actually idk why I scolded them anw, I alr told you after the camp smth's wrong with me. As in I do things without knowing what I'm doing.

Yah that's all. Shall go discuss maths with people and do langarts :D :D :D

ITC'09 <3

2009-03-16T11:21:00.002+08:00

Really enjoyed this year's camp alot :D Prolly the best one out of the 3 we attended yay. Haha and I'm too lazy to blog everything in details cause I still feel very blur now after dunno 10+ hours of sleep LOL /:

Yup anw camp was really fun even though attendance wasnt really great this year. Last year attending this camp as a cadet, of course the feeling will be different. Next year it would be our turn to organise it, our turn to steal flags, our turn to preapre this and prepare that.

Typing out really random things which I remembered.

Best thing that happened was the CANDLELIT NIGHT! (duh) :D :D Zihigh throughout the thing and even though our performance wasnt the best, the time we danced as a squad on stage was mmmmm cool :D Seeing the guys dance/pose like ultraman was the best part of the dance I swear hahaha. And how all everyone squat down and pointed to Zhiliang HAHAHA :D :D :D Yay and during the mass singing session thing, RVNP totally pwned manzxc, went up on stage and did billibanjang :D

Combined UG Amazing Race was totally a waste of time.

Outdoor cooking was fun and yumyum :D Even the chicken pasta thing which looks really disgusting tasted so nice :D Adding water to biscuits to make sponge cake. LOL then there was this piece of chocolate cake which Weiying had. THEN ZHILIANG POINTED TO THE PIECE OF CHOCO CAKE AND SAID: EH, SIR SAY ADD WATER TO BISCUITS CAN MAKE THIS AH? HAHAHAHAHA LOL then I laughed and laughed and laughed hahahah. You need to see his facial expression one, funny X 947924790147 times LOL

Rope obstacles was scary /: Our group did the switch-side (suicide) window first. I was the first to get up, then got down again cause I can't flip myself over so shi1 bai4. Ok but in the end I still managed to flip over okay! Then went for the horizontal rope thing thing but we didn't try it out cause we disturbed some class or smth zzz. Then went for vertical rope thing yay was so fun! I managed to climb up the rope got got a orange lil fruit which looked like a pumpkin haha :D

Ohyah, we had really hiong PT during the camp, I didn't thought I can endure through :D Must have done more than 200+ pumpings for the two morning PT + night PT. The morning PT of second night was the best cause "it was the hiongest PT of the hiong PT" haha. Did idk-what leg for 3 rounds arnd the track, sprinted for 20 continuously times across basketball court, plus dunno how many situps and pumping and jumping jets.

Night trail and solo night wasn't the least scary. Last year's one was a lot lot more scary. For solo night this year I was put near a staircase with many people walking past and I can hear pple shouting and running and there was light haha. Zhiliang was put outside the D&T room and I kept seeing him shine torchlight on the wall LOL and I shone back haha. As for night trail, we just went to the art room blindfolded and came back -.- More like night walk than night trail. And just feel pple touching/hitting/tickling me uh that's all.

Now, I'm voiceless, muscle cramps, muscle aches, blue blacks on knees blah blah, blah. And lack of sleep although I slept for 17hrs alr, shit I'm still having that kinda blur blur feeling. Like I have no idea what I'm doing and yes it's that kinda weird feeling! D:

Overall camp was (very) tiring but two thumbs up :D :D I think our squad bonded, matured, grew. Dunno how long our passion for NP can last but the longer the better :D

Okay I srsly have no idea what I'm talking about alr. I wannna go out and play but there's no time damnit. So many things to do, so little time. So many homework to do, so little time.

Really busy this holiday.
Mon: Homework + sleep.
Tue: Go library or some other places.
Wed: Police Knowledge Course.
Thu: Police Knowledge Course.
Fri: Outing/ idk what.
Sat: Class outing.
Sun: StJames Power Station (!! HAHA)

I still want to go popular fair, IT fair, play play. Siao where got time to do hwk you tell me! Grrr I haven't count the number of hwk we have but its more than 10 plus pieces damnit.

Zai Jian Le.

2009-03-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW'S THE DAY! D: The day that many of us dreaded, the day that we have to bring 231837109710947716 things to school. Although we get to see squadmates for 3 whole days, doing the same thing, eating the same thing(haha it's kinda cool) uh yah, basically seeing them every single minute.

It's ....... -drum rolls- ITC!

Haven't even started packing my stuffs and it's alr 9.18pm. I plan to sleep at 10 today but it's alr kinda impossible cause I havent bath, eat dinner, finish PI, prepare full u (!!). K so basically I've been doing PI since I reached home and accidentally slept for 2hours and yah.

YAY I JUST COMPLETED MY PI :D :D :D

There's still maths stuffs waiting for me to complete shit I just remembered. Forget it, I don't intend to do anyway heh :D Physics ASK, aiya forget it don't want do also. No time alr anyway.

K I gotta go polish my boots now alr ):

Wish me luck for UG camp alright :X Hope that our solo night doesnt fall on Friday 13th -prays hard-

D:

Busy Busy Busy

2009-03-11T17:12:00.002+08:00

School was alright today, yay today I good mood leh hahaha :D

Lessons were okay, but for some reasons I just can't concentrate today. But lessons were still quite fun lah hahah cause all lessons also very funny one hahahaha, no?

This is damn stupid lah, but everytime during Wed's SCS lesson, I confirm will get stomachache one :X Today even more weird, once Mre Yap stepped into the classroom, my stomach immediately pain alr. As in, immedaitely yup. Damn scary right!

Maths + PDP = HAHAHA JOKE! Yay I like Mr Gan's lessons :D :D So fun so fu haha :D :D :D

Then finally got back progress report today yay :D Ok lah, quite satisfied with my results budden I still failed chemistry ):

K then after school went jp with Cheryl :D (2 years ago hahahaha) Walked arnd for 30mins deciding what to eat then went Subway, go there eat cold sandwich. Talked, gossiped(!!), play 2 years ago, laughed yay so fun :D Then bought 4 very nice nice crispy cookie puff or smth woohoo, super duper nice manzxc :D :D

K thats all, I need to start on PI alr, my draft totally like shit ._.

Notes to self :
1. Finish geog ws
2. Finish PI by today
3. Start on Maths ws 10
4. Tell parents sign 2/3 consent forms
5. Do netball quiz on IVLE
6. Physics ASK 3
7. SEL
8. Do langarts ws
9. Contact NCO jingyi asap (!!!!!)
10. Start packing for UG camp

Oh, great, manzx. I just realised I need to finish a lot of hwk by tmr cause I need to leave sch at 9am on Friday. Thats. Seriously. Great. -.-

I need to BUCK UP!

2009-03-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

I like to listen to inspiring talks, cause it give me motivation to move on :D

Life's pretty bad recently. With problems at home, with problems at school and with problems with people, damnit. I'm not stressed, just emo and sad and feeling like shit.

Grandma's feeling sad and emo and dad's shouting at her, and I'm shouting at my dad. That's what happens at home almost every single day.

Aiya whatever, I don't really have the mood to post anymore. Throat's hurting like some crap and getting a cough real soon D: Hope I recover before ITC manzx, if not it srsly's gna suck.

Sorry squadmates for not going to the flag painting thing today, I really couldn't make it :X I wanted to go lah, but. Erm just sorry k cause I wasn't feeling very well.

I don't know what's wrong with me either; I srsly can't continue with this mood swing thing, it's affecting me too much. Neglecting everything, my family, my friends, my squadmates, my homework blah. But can someone just tell me what to do? I'm not used to it at all, not used to the new me, not used to everything.

): Please rewind time, to like, 1 year ago? Or 1 month ago ):

Pissed very easily.

2009-03-04T19:01:00.002+08:00

Life's pretty screwed. So many things to worry about, friends, family, other problems.

Damnit, I'm getting sadder and emoer each day ): Though morning walks with Cheryl and Zoenin made me feel a bit better :D

[letmetrytogethigh]

Ytd's cca was basically ~~practicing dance~~ slacking for the whole 3 hours. HAHAHA ZHILIANG'S A JOKER LOLOLOL. Who's gua's husband?(joke) heheh :D LOL, love his jokes + facial expressions to the max lah LOL :D

Oh and before that, got the kit list, erm yah so we gotta bring ALOT of stuffs for ITC. I srsly wonder how I'm gonna carry all those stuffs on Friday to school /: Like schoolbag, hand carry bag, 1.5L water bottle, 1m wooden pole, uniform bag, schoe bag. Really got a lot right! ): And I don't think we will be using everything -.-

Anw theme for this year is -durm rolls- POKEMON! :D :D :D Sounds really stupid right, hahah but it's funny :D Eg: Good morning mam, Pikachu reporting! LOL I bet I'm gonna laugh and laugh and laugh hahahaah :D

In Group 5 with Priscilla, Xiuhan, Kuanyuan, Matthew, Linhan! :D But on the first day Pris and Xiuhan's going for NPAP, which means I'll be left with 3 guys.

Nvm I just hope ITC's gna be fun. And most importantly, we won't have solo night on the first night! Cause it's Friday the 13th and if we have solo night... I wonder what we will see -spookes-

Saturday: Flag painting day! :D May be going, may not be going. Then after that going out with Oonhim or smth idk /: I still rmb last year our theme was Bleach hahah and our group painted a girl and added something wrong and it turned out to look like some ghost D:

[/letmetrytogethigh]

I'm trying to control my anger. I dowan to end up being some petty bastard but I seriously can't take it anymore. Who do you think you are? We are always here for you but where are you when we need you? You do what you want without thinking of the consequences, without thinking of how we, or at least I, feel. We always try to please you. Seeing you play, laugh, high with other people but not us, it really hurts. Why are you a totally different person when with others? Dont come ask me whether I'm talking about you. If you feel guilty, aha then it must be you.

How come everything's changing? You, her, him, they, or is it me?
I srsly miss the old me ): Carefree, optmistic and very very happy.

): Talking to Zoenin made me realised how stupid we were in the past. I miss the old times, I miss many many things. I regretted not treasuring things in the past.

Hello, can someone teach me how to be a lil more optimistic? ):

Do the right thing.

2009-03-02T18:00:00.004+08:00

I don't know how to describe my mood. Was very pissed/angry/sad/emo/sian/anti-social. I got angry/pissed over very little stuff. Just bad mood, mood swings D:

Nothing much happened today, or rather I didn't do much. Got back Maths paper, got scolded for the whole chinese lesson, watched video for geography, blahblah, blah.

Then after school stayed back for chem presentation, yay finally done with our presentation. Screwed up lah, but since it's over then I don't really care anymore. Went school library with Tracy to find the chinese book but can't find ):

Went commonwealth buy food to eat, then trained home.

I’ve Learned…

I've learned… that if someone says something unkind about me, I must live so that no one will believe it.

I've learned...that the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.

I've learned...that just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day.

I've learned...that sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.

I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned...that the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned...that everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned…that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.

I've learned… that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I've learned… that it pays to believe in miracles.

I've learned… that you shouldn't go through life with a catchers mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back.

I've learned… that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up.

I've learned… that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.

I've learned… that you can tell a lot about a man by the way he handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.

I've learned… that making a living is not the same thing as making a life.

I've learned… that there are people who love you dearly but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned...that opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.

I've learned...that when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.

I've learned...that one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I've learned...that a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

I've learned...that I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.

I've learned...that everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.

I've learned...that life is tough, but I'm tougher.

I've learned… that I still have a lot to learn.

I think I need to be a lil more optimistic ): Going out with Liting this thursday, yay meetup! :D There's so so so much I need to rant to her ):

Just continue to keep me in the dark lor, nvm.

And to another one out there, stop acting like you know everything. You wanna badmouth about me, do it in front of me; don't go around telling others. Dont be like a hypocrite. Hahaha hypocrite calling others a hypocrite. Very funny hor -.-

!@#$%^&*()

2009-02-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

Blisters on my feet cause of drill, marched too much, banged too hard. CCA was alright, laughed a lot though haha. Drill was tiring, as usual. Luckily it wasn't sunny and there wasn't the big bright sun smiling at us so still okay. Hands, legs, shoulders, feet, muscles are aching like some shitzx. Tmr still got PE need to run alamak.

Was kinda antisocial in school today, don't find the need to talk. Didn't have to present chemistry today so yay. Basically today was just slacking cause relief teachers dont bother teaching and yah.

Stop blaming others, it's mainly your fault. Something's really damn wrong w your bloody attitude and you don't wanna do anything about it. And please fucking stop swearing at me when ure angry or when you just feel like it, one day I'm going to just explode trust me. There's a limit to my tolerance too.

Walaooooooooo freaking pissed and idk what to do now. Yay almost completed all my homework alr so I'm gonna sleep at 9.30 tonight hahahaha so happyyyy!

2009-02-23T01:16:00.001+08:00

Look at the time now, 1.16am.
There's still school tmr, bloody hell T.T
Havent even done revising maths rest BOO.

We were meant to lose people. How else would we know how important they are?

2009-02-20T21:32:00.004+08:00

And so another day passed. Not in the mood to update about my life and stuffs, uhm yah blogging's getting boring like some shitzx.

What's weekend where there isn't play and fun ): Srsly no life manzx can go die alr wooo. Everyday just homework, test, projects, presentation, homework. Stress stress stress and more stress. Sometimes I wonder what if I just quit school and go work or smth hahah, bullshit -.- I don't think I can take the stress anymore, worn out. But since everyone's going through the same thing, I shan't complain so much.

Yah going library to mug tmr, one whole day of hardcore mugging. Just hope that I won't fall asleep or smth. Yingcui you must srsly teach us maths leh, all of us depending on you tmr liao D:
Things to be completed tmr: SCS assignment, Chem assignment, Maths extra challenging ws no.1, no.2, no.3 , mug damn hard for maths, edit physics debate script. Uh yeah -.- I think I'll already be damn happy if I can finish half of it.

Yay and I'm zuper happy cause we are doing the physics debates thing next week! :D Which means next week there'll be Maths test, chem oral presentation and physics debates. Hmmmm 1 more piaing subj only yay :D

I want go dowanload songs to make myself happier and stop feeling so sian and sad boooo.

Things not getting any better and I don't feel like doing anything alr. Just keep everything to myself, don't bother w you anymore. I can't help it but to feel this way, what else can I do ):

When it comes to the end, we have to let go.

How?

2009-02-19T20:23:00.004+08:00

Stupid mood swing these days /: I have no idea what to post about but school's nothing special. Chinese was very damn crazily funny today, laughed till I had stomachache literally haha :D

K let me talk about random things I can think of now.

1. There isn't cca tmr.
2. I'm super pissed w someone.
3. I think I really cant do anything about it.
4. Veron please bring Dove choco tmr :}
5. I think I better go do some Maths now.
6. Saturday go where study! :D

Alibaba I think I srsly need to go bath now or smth liao.

Dont ask me why, how, what, cause I also dunno /: Just go do whatever you want, I will try my best not to feel anything. Um its hard lah but what else can I do, like seriously.
Then, why am I helping others solve problems when I have the biggest problem. Just don't ask me what happened cause I'm bloody confused too. Sorry I didn't realised how important this thing mean to me ): Some thing just don't last, do they? ):

unhappy valentines.

2009-02-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

I'm still not well yet. Emo shit booo :X

FLUNKED.

2009-02-09T18:15:00.002+08:00

Okay I screwed physics test D: And maybe langarts presentation too but heck since its over :D I'm a little pissed and angry over something but it feels great after spilling out everything to people haha :D

Hahahah after school today I went up to many many people and say: HEY, stop striping!
Heh thats very very funny if you actually hear me say it LOL.

Then went to study with Tracy at the study room thing at the CC downstairs :D Not very productive cause we spent a lot of time eating chocolates and doing stupid things like singing and laughing like siao people -.-

I've no idea why I came online actually, not with tests and stuffs coming up soon :X Just finished laoyusheng-ing w family just now woohoo :D There's still tangyuan later or something haha, eat eat eat eat EAT! :D

Tmr's cca is recreation., juniors are coming in. Is that something to be happy? Idk, it's gonna be alot more stressful thats for sure. Yah my sis got into tabletennis LOL.

Okay I'm damn pissed right now T.T sucker.

Stress is back ):

2009-02-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

Shit I srsly can't put into words how stressed I'm feeling right now. Undone langarts script when the presentation is tmr, physics test tmr which my brain currently can't absorb a single physics shit now :X

Tell me what to do leh D: Mugging for 2 consecutive days in the lib with mosquitoes doesnt really seem to help ):

Omg I don't think I can sqeeze all the info into my brain now so I might as well go sleep zzz :D Budden I'm damn scared for physics test.

/Totally screwed up alr. Bye.

2009-02-07T08:58:00.006+08:00

Nice popcorn yay :D

K in another 30mins I'm going off to the library to mug w noobs :D Haha I hope this time it will be a more productive one hohoho. No more sidetrack yay boohoo :D

Shit, my sis' telling to me to go bath alr ): Okay bye peeps :D :D

STOP SIANNING! D:

2009-02-05T19:57:00.004+08:00

Yay I'd write about my life in point form today because I'm really too lazy to type proper connectors /:

0. Told many many people really funny/stupid/retarded/lame jokes before school started since many people so sian :X Yay I think stupid jokes rock lah haha :D

1. Had morning assembly in classroom.

2. Discussed about our product thing during langarts, LOL crazy crazy ideas. Cup with a key, rubber band with hair clips LOL.

3. Had break at 9am. Went to sit with 2C mates :D Yay long time no sit with them alr (: Talked nonesnse and yay so happy happy. Told them jokes and laughed our way to the toilet, in the toilet, back from toilet and still laughing LOL.

4. CID next, did a bit of stuffs in classroom then went to library to do research. Actually to me CID is just a lesson to meet up w old classmates, talk and gossip session hahah LOL.

5. Idk what lessons after what, but it was maths, chinese and physics I think.

6. After school wanted to go out w mosquitoes and after that Shaun joined us.

7. Wanted to go Shaun's house play mahjong then took 166 and on the bus A decided to pangseh us.

8. So went to IMM w Veron and Shaun to eat and study. Ate at Kopitiam and went Mac to study.

9. After completing homework went to walk walk arnd IMM and do some stupid things. Like playing with some virtual game thing LOL, I swear we look like some retards.

10. Bought some sushi and eat eat there while Veron played with the thing on the floor or something hahaha :D

11. Yay posting pictures now :D

Yay Ajisen ramen :D

Are you drooling alr? :D

The virtual playing thing.

Playing like some retards ._.

Okay thats all for today :D
I think I'm gna sleep now or smth haha yay (: Little hwk today so cheers :D

I hope I don't get influenced by the sian/emo people arnd me woohoo :D YAY! (:

Happy happy crazy day! :D

2009-02-04T19:12:00.002+08:00

School was fun fun fun manzx! :D Yay I like lame jokes hahaha super retarded but funny LOL. But sad thing there was no langarts today, best lesson of the day lah :D With a zi-high teacher and funny classmates yay, langarts rocks to the core hoho :D

Ran 2.4 for PE today. Was sick so cant really run, so pei Veron and Yilin walk walk and slack slack. I think I only ran 2 full rounds, then the rest was slacking. In the end, timing was 19.40 -.- Deproved by 5 mins gosh D: So need to go unfit group next week alr. Aiya nvm at least still got people in unfit group with me yay :D

Then break. Veron didn't eat leh, that's damn surprising.

Geog, SCS, Maths then assembly and PDP :D

PSL investiture for assembly, Zisiang keeps tou-xiao one LOL somemore cant take off the pin from his badge haha.

WOOHOO, PDP YAYE :D FUN FUN FUN I LIKE VERY MUCH :D Fold paper and pass it arnd for people to write positive comments about you, so fun and mysterious right! Then I got a lot of comments like: lame, funny, cheerful. HAHA LOL yay so fun right! I like to play these lame lame things yay :D

After school pangseh mosquito and went to mug w Tracy. Had lunch at the market first before going to the study room in CC. Not very productive, only did 2 pages of physics assignment. Slept for 30mins, and woke up and cant sleep properly cause my vision was damn blur. AND I THOUGHT I WAS GOING BLIND OR SMTH LEH! Scare the hell out of me manzx, literally D: I'm not gna sleep with my eyes pressed against my hands ever again. Then walked back home :D

Why is everyone emoing today? D: This one sian, that one sian, he emo, she emo. Aiyooooooo ah shit, I hope I dont get influenced by all the emo people lah omg :X K everyone cheerup and yay :D

Two, years.

2009-02-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

Just went to visit the squad blog just now, scrolled down to the tagboard, tagged, and saw something that caught my attention;

the real joviloo: happy birthday to vanessa and happy birthday to all of us, joined np since 2 years ago 020207

How time flies, the day I joined NP seemed like yesterday. I still remembered my first reaction when I got into NP was: HUH WTF?! Hahaha yes. Then it was all the PTing, marching, ITC-ing... that made us so close :D And gruadually made me like this CCA a lot :D

We witnessed 2 RODs already and 2 more years, it will be our turn. 2 Years, it sounds long but it's gna past very very fast. Like how we're Sec3 now alr.

Yes squadmate, maybe the situation now is really bad and not as good as it used to be. Things changes, the past is the past. But no matter what happens, we shall stay strong as a squad k :D

Yay, thebangbangsquad forever! <3

HAPPY BDAE VANESSA!♥

2009-02-02T21:08:00.002+08:00

YAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA! :DD ♥
ENJOY YOUR 15TH BIRTHDAY K, IT'S YOUR SPECIAL DAY (:
HOPE YOU LIKE YOUR BDAE PRESENT K, I SPENT A FEW HOURS DOING IT LAH.
YAY IM GLAD YOU LIKE IT OKAY, ITS SOMETHING YOU NEVER IMAGINED RIGHT :D
YAY I LOVE YOU LOADS LOADS K DEAR SQUADMATE ♥

These few days in school has been the same, wearing my pink jacket and shivering in the cold aircon classroom.

After school's almost the same; going out w mosquitoes to mug, eat, play (YAY supermarket + cooking outing next :D ) or either that go home and chiong hwk D:

School's really really damn fun, 3J's really really fun :D Today I literally laughed from the beginning of school to the end of school man, seriously. Especially w Yilin that lamer sitting behind me and many many funny people around me LOL. And I actually laughed until I got no voice -.-

CCA tmr, CD and CC. I think it's gna be really boring and yah zzz. Wanted to pon but I decided not to, even though CCA's getting boring and boring ): Where is my passion ah T.T

Okay I'm doing langarts compre now when the comp's on. 5qns done in 1hr wth ._.

YAY school tmr woohoo :D

CIP :D

2009-01-25T10:57:00.002+08:00

Class CIP yesterday was fun, Taman Jurong CC angpao giving ceremony(?) :D I like CIP very very much lah cause I always feel very happy after CIP (:

Was in charge of the food thing, like kiaping food for the people. So fun :D But we were standing under the hot sun so I was sweating like mad D:

Then after finished serving the elderlies their food then it was our time to eat :D I only ate like 2 nuggets and was very very full LOL -.-

After CIP went out w mosquitoes. Followed noob to his house then went KFC then ate and went JP library to study :D Yay we are hardworking people (:

HAPPY CNY PEOPLE! :D

I'm not actually looking forward to CNY this time. Omg, reunion dinner with 6 people wth.

Lets go conquer the world! ;D

2009-01-23T20:24:00.005+08:00

Little superhero girl :D
I'm super hooked on to this song now lah omg, nice nice (:

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wild world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to run
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore
And imagine how i'll make the world a better place

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na...

If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool
I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
Sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
Into pink poodles that bark but don't bite

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na...

Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me from myself
I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world

So read the lyrics and start singing now! :D I tried to download the song but failed ): Who have the song send me pl0x.

Really busy day tomorrow; class CIP at Taman Jurong CC, reunion lunch and mugging @ kfc/library after that w noobs :D

Btwfyi, Taman Jurong cc is just one road next to my house but I'm still going to Lakeside MRT to fetch the other 18 classmates. Meeting Tracy at 7.10 downstairs, then taking bus to Lakeside and then meeting the rest at 7.30 then coming back to cc. HAHA I'm like a tour guide right lol.

Talking to many crazy people now hahaha omg :D

Tell me big eyes = nice okay!
Walao but I still think I look fierce lah haha, who cares :D

Woohoo.

2009-01-22T20:35:00.002+08:00

I shall not blog about lessons since it's about the same everyday LOL.

Yay I'm so very very excited about the reunion ~~dinner~~ lunch after CIP this saturday woohoo :D The thought of food makes me feel damn excited yay :D Omg why am I becoming so much like Veron now!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Yayyyyyyyyyyyy.

School's only until 12pm tmr :D Cheers!

Alamak I am super excited for no reasons wth -.- YAY :D

? :D

2009-01-21T23:08:00.003+08:00

Lessons were awfully boring so I shall skip it. But classroom was super cold and those sitting in front were shivering like some mad cow. My hands and legs were super duper cold. Woohoo but I think when I'm very/too cold, I don't fall alseep easily so thats a good thing :D

Assmebly in hall to watch Yr5 CCA investiture, none of my business actually so skip skip. And then we got back our HSK results and I got grade A yay :D Sat with 2C and the feeling was like so :D I think the last time we sat together as a class was like dunno how long ago.

K so after school, many many things happened. Shan't elaborate cause some things are really really bad.

Then after a very very long while, decided to go Je library with 2 noobs (heh, LOL?) Then took 166 and went to Clementi to eat instead. KFC woohoo :D I know it's really fattening and unhealthy but it's been a long time since I last ate KFC :D Zingerrrrr, cheese fries, mountain dew yaye! (:

Then being very hardworking people, we stayed in KFC to do homework. I was doing my Geo worksheet halfway when we three just totally side track and talk about some blahblah stuffs. Shaking waterbottle, staring games, laughing like some crazy people, hitting noob1, gossiping and you-know-what-we-like-to-do woohoo :D Idk how long we've been slacking but by the time I finished my worksheet it was already 6.30 LOL.

Aha so trained home, ate, bathed, did Lanagarts and here I am.

Yay I actually kinda loko forward to school tomorrowif not for physics and Langarts presentation omg D: Pray hard that I better don't laugh during presentation tomorrow woot :D

K it's time for me to sleep alr :D

/:

2009-01-19T20:14:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what to post, school's boring and it's getting more boring :X I don't understand physics, don't understand conversion, don't understand Einstein /: Chinese teacher even worse. The best lesson today was most prolly Langarts and PE :D

Many many problems making me damn stressed T.T

I feel like being anti-social. So don't bother with me if I don't talk or what tomorrow :D

Yaye we buzzzzzzzzzzz.

2009-01-18T20:38:00.003+08:00

HEY ALL CHINGHUNS! :D Je library and IMM outing with fellow mosquitoes today. Mosquitoes outing = crazy :D Met Alfino at 11pm and yay he got a table woohoo :D Then did maths and chemistry while we munch on chocolates, biscuits, m&m, sweets that I brought in :D

Yay I'm so hardworking (:

:D

Then asked Veron to help us take away Mac since she's on her way here. So she went to TiongBahru to help us get food :D At one point of time I was talking too loudy on the phone that one guy actually 'shhhh' me T.T

-talking on phone-
Veron : Hey I at Tiong Bahru already, what you all want to buy?
Alfino : Help me buy one ice-cream cone.
Veron : Walao, don't talk crap lah, you mean you want me to bring melted ice-cream all the way to Je isit -.-

So we ended up eating apple pie, McChicken, large fries, McWings IN THE 2ND FLOOR OF THE LIBRARY. YES, 2ND FLOOR WHERE NO FOOD AND DRINKS ARE ALLOWED AND THE CRAZY SECURITY WILL CHASE YOU OUT OF THE LIBRARY. Yes, it's that place.

And we had a damn hard time eating please, I had to hide under the table when I eat the McChicken and hide fries in my bag and imagine eating McWings -.- Yay but it was damn funny seeing the way how Veron eat okay, classic.

Thats how we hide the food behind Veron's bag.

FRIES!

Alfino eating, Veron looking out for security guards.

She just ate the McWings so normally LOL.

Veron: Fries, where are you?

Woohoo spicy McWings LOL.

Then used laptop, ate, talked and listened to how Veron complained that she was treated like a servant by us. Then copied some homework, packed and headed off to IMM :D

Walked around while Alfino was searching for his jacket. Went several shops, then he finally bought one from IP-Zone. LOL I still dunno why he trusted our taste, grey jacket.

Then decided to go makan at Kopitiam since Veron is still/always hungry. They ate while I stoned there, haha I was alr very full.

Veron: Wow, heavenly :D

Alfino: Aiya, bu4 yao4 yi4 zhi1 tou1 pai1 wo3 lah!

Aiyo, I'm still hungry. What should we have next?

Waited for them to eat finish then went Giant to shop. So there was this really really stupid idea of mine. We took food/things that we wanted as we walked through Giant and put into thr trolley. But of course we put everything back and only ended up buying 3 boxes of sweets LOL.

Yay I want cashew nuts, food, food and more food! :D

See the boxes of tissue paper?

We are shopping for CNY stuffs hor :D

LOL switch -.-

Aiyoooo, so kawaii leh :D I want I want!

Lays woohooo :D

Then walked, walked. 5.45 nothing to do so went to the Garden Plaza, talked and slacked. 1 whole day out, it was very tiring :X

Actually wanted to post many many unglam pictures of the two mosquitoes but they (obviously) don't allow D:

NOOB1 jiayou for tmr's competition :D Aiya reserve also must jiayou lah LOL.

VERON, THIS IS FOR YOU! YAY YOU ROCK YOU ROCK YOU ROCK :D MOSQUITO, NOOBEST YOU ROCK LAH :D

Okay, I don't really know how you feel, and why you are feeling this way. But since you asked me, I gave you a honest reply. You don't believe, or you choose not to believe also not my fault right.

Crazy mosquito stop buzzing.

2009-01-17T16:19:00.002+08:00

Alfino rocks :D You are like the best mosquito I've ever seen and yay thanks for being such a nice and great friend :D

Okay, why do you think I would post this kinda stupid things here without someone pointing a dagger at my throat D:

PRETTY RIGHT! :D

2009-01-17T16:08:00.002+08:00

YAYE :D

SAY MY BLOGSKIN IS DAMN CHIO OKAY! If you say it's not, well I know you are joking lah so I won't mind :D

No proper update today okay :D

Yaye I'm randoming to people in msn now and WOOOHOOO, being random does make me high :D

THREE MUSKETEERS :D

2009-01-13T21:25:00.002+08:00

Okay enjoy the pictures :D Nah, I'm not gonna elaborate okay, just see lah haha LOL. Yay yesterday was a fun fun and more fun day! :D After school JP outing with musketeers rock my RV socks okay :D Aiyah, see the pictures okay, shhhhh..

See the plain plain mango cake.

Squeeze hard! :D

Yay I make one okay!

Yay he drew something :D

LOL.

Feeeeeeee! :D

For someone special owh :D

Almost done :D

Side (:

Musketeer at work HAHAHA.

Cake says: Come and eat me, I'm so delicious!

So we cut cut cut and aha xD

Bye poor cake ):

Okay byebyebye. My dad's nagging like a !@#$%#^&^%*&^%#$ ha :D

Jiayou musketeer hahah :D

Yaye

2009-01-11T15:05:00.002+08:00

Thanks Zoenin for the class video <3 Nice nice, very nice (: I watch watch watch until want to cry alr ):

The songs we sang, the sundance we danced, the jokes we shared, the time we spent. Thanks for the memories, 2C'08 :D Love you guys <3

It's only 5 days of school and I'm feeling the stress already D:

THANK YOU EVERYONE! <3

2009-01-09T20:36:00.002+08:00

YAYE! :D :D :D I'm finally 15, old but mature lah ha (:

Today's a great great day, happy happy happy! :D

Thanks to all those who wished me a Happy Birthday! Many many people like:

2C'08 - Paola, esther, carissa, queenie, xiuhui, cheryl, zoenin, meiyu, meiling, junbo, tianhang, bihao, zhikai, kailun, amanda, shirley, zhiying :D Stood outside my class and sang birthday song twice, sang in the canteen once hurhur :D

3J'09 - Idk who lah cause they sang birthday song for me in the class :D Awww made me so paiseh then dunnno how to react ha >:/ But thanks for the present Charlene, Veron, Tracy :D Haha Alfino you owe me one :D

Squadmates - BIGGEST surprise of the day! :D Yes a birthday cake and two super loud birthday song ever :D And the cake was very very nice lah. Oonhim you bought a nice cake (: Yaye I was really touched k, card's great too :D So nice yaye thanks a lot squadmates! <3

And to people like Puikai, Liting, Stalker etc :D Ha thanks for the birthday msges haha (:

I heard 7 brthday songs today :D So touched touched touched (: Thanks for the presents everyone! :D

090109, date so nice right! :D

Isn't getting any better.

2009-01-06T21:37:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I'm referring to school - isn't getting any better :X Everyday's like the same lah, morning assembly, lessons while shivering, break, more lessons, more shivering, home D:

I just can't be optimistic about this thing y'know ): Container classroom kinda sucks cause everytime I'll be too cold to pay attention lah zzz. Then Charlene and I will be burying our hands in our bags haha. I think I'm gonna bring my pink jacket tmr lah :D Awww but it's so attention seeking leh haha xD

And I don't like our chinese teahcer cause she's like so zzz. Yah you get what I mean T.T Boo and I think I'm really antisocial in class manxzxz.

Saw a lot of 2C people during recess today :D Hugs and Hellos, it was happy but sad ): I miss them really really badly grrrrrrrrrrrr D: Almost made me wanted to cry esp when I see them together ): And Cheryl and Zoenin told me they think I'm moving on really well with my new class. Hell, NO! D:

I mean 3J's not bad, laughter and jokers, but yeah I still can't get over the fact that I miss my old class really really badly. Aiya whatever, I shall stop dwelling about this anymore, I try (:

CCA! :D Omg squadmates long time no see :D And it's great to see yall leh seriously :D I mean I'm really really happy when I saw you guys okay :D K, had drill with the rest who are taking drill promotion, the weather's a lot lot better than the other time we had promo.

Uh I don't have the mood to blog anymore. Shall go have sleep now :D

Yayyyyyye! PC CUBE LUNCH OUTING TMR WOOHOO :D I guess it's the only thing that I'll look forward to tomorrow :D So yay, cheer :D

I know its damn stupid but I'm trying not to cry.

Time to move on :X

School :X

2009-01-02T17:16:00.002+08:00

Today was kinda boring, boo.

Reached school at 7 and waited at the canteen for Veron to reach. Meiyu and her friend were waiting for Zhiying so I went to join them.

Finally Veron reached lah :D Walked to 3J and it's like so far away from the main blocks and the canteen. Then on the way we both were damn nervous and scared cause, ya it's a new class leh omg.

Then went into the freezing cold classroom then put down our bags. No other seats, so first row -.- Then looked around the classroom and was very scared so rushed out of the class lol.

Then it was all the walking around everywhere and talking to ex-classmates time. AHHH I SAW CARISSA (WITH HER FRINGE!!) AND CHERYL. OMG. I was like so happy and sad at the same time ): I miss them alot sia ):

Then skip skip all the way until morning assembly. Welcomed the Year 1, UG marching blah blah, blah.

Went back to class for form teacher period or something. Actually I was seated beside Veron one right, then after that they say want to separate to form rows of three. So we split ed table so now I'm sitting with Linhei and emo guy /: Yeah, both guys on the first day of school -.-

Then break, 2 CLASS RECESS! :D Wooohoooo it's really nice seeing ex-classmates eating together after a so long period of time :D I SWEAR I MISS THEM ALL! :D But the break was only 30mins and we still have to change into PE shirt so boooo ):

After that changed into PE shirt then went back to class for indoor teambuilding games. Hmm this is the quite boring part. Shifting tables, hitting balloons everywhere, shouting cheers, going to places to play games to get materials to build some structure.

Skipskipskip, mass dance.

During mass dance that time I suddenly missed 2C a lot ): Cause we used to perform sun dance together on stage before and it brought back lots of wonderful memories :D Uh, I really want 2C leh. Especially after all the hugs and so many 'hello, omg i miss you' thing, yeah I really miss them alot ):

Then stayed in the hall for CIP briefing, about tmr's flag day. Actually just now I was still very excited about it until now ._. I kinda regretted now, cause tomorrow's a SATURDAY and I can spend that four hours doing some hwk :X Or at least I can just stay at home and sleep right.

Zzz but nevermind, CIP with Veron and Charlene's gonna be fun cause they are squadmates! :D We are going somewhere really really special which I don't think anyone in the school will think of that kinda place :D

Oppppps. I think my phone sot alr, can't recieve sms or can't send sms, idk which one :X ALAMAK!

Hope that it won't be as bad as it seems.

Last post of the year ):

2008-12-31T19:57:00.004+08:00

31/12/2008

1.5 more hours to 2009, a new year, a new beginning, a new chapter.
2008 was a great year, many many things happened. Good things and bad things, but I learnt many many things.

There's seriously too many things that happened and idk where to start from. Okay, those memorable ones. Okay, no, there are too many memorable things too haha XD

(I somehow lost my blogging ability LOL. I stoned in front of the comp for 15 mins with my hands on the keyboard and staring at the screen)

I just hope that 2009 will be as fantastic as 2008 cause i <3 2008 :D

This year I learnt to treasure my classmates and the class, the year I got more and more enthu and extroverted, the year I made really really good friends (PCCUBE!<3), the year I bonded really well with my squadmates, the year bangbangsquad went through a lot of ups and downs, the year 2C bonded really well but it was a bit too late ):

To sum up the whole year: A really short year indeed, learnt many precious lessons esp through quarrels with carissa haha. I mean we always quarrel and cold war over very small stuffs. Then I will always reflect and think think think. Yeah, learnt how to think in people's shoes :D

Shit, I can't remember those significant things leh zzz :X

:D

Actually my family wanted to go Vivo to celebrate New Year when I had a terrible stomachache, sucks right T.T

3, 2, 1! :D HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!

Time always flies, but 2008 flew away the fastest. Maybe it's because I'm enjoying it or maybe the earth really turns faster this year, or maybe there's really lesser days this year D:

I don't look forward to 2009 at all

It's 3J.

2008-12-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

3J'09 I wonder how the class will turn out to be. Just like what Brandon said : ____________. Yeah, totally agreed man ):

But luckily I still have 3 other squadmates with me in 3J :D Charlene, Veron and Linhei :D And Brandon and Junbo from 2C lah :D :D

K, I think I definitely need to be more optimistic cause at least ____ isn't in my class and maybe 3J will turn out to be great after all(uh yeah -.-).

2C'08 is still and will always be the best :D I can't imagine I will be in a class of strangers and weird people 5 days later. That kinda sucks right, forming new cliques, making new friends.

Ahhhhhh. The i-miss-2c-feeling is back again ): ): ): It's back again ):

Yeah it's gonna be really hard to adapt to a new class but I think I can do it :D

And to those out there who are complaining about their classes or classmates, be optimistic k! :D

2 tough years ahead

KUISHINBO! :D

2008-12-28T14:20:00.002+08:00

Yayyye :D Kuishinbo for dinner tonight with my sister (: I'm so gna stuff myself with food until my stomach bursts lah :D :D

Bwahahhaha okay bye, just a quick update :D

CRAP T_____T

2008-12-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

It's already 12.52am now. By right I can already play audition now if there wasn't any bloddy error when it was alr 100% downloaded T.T

Totally mad and crazy now >< Downloading it again and it will be until 2.30 if I can play again, and that if it works.

MADNESS T.T

I guess there's nothing more I can do but to go type my essay out and text someone >:/

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :D

YAYYYYYYE :D

2008-12-26T21:13:00.002+08:00

Civil defence promotion finally passed lah omg :D I spent a lot of time studying for this thing leh. I slept like after 12am every night and sacrificed my christmas(not merry) mugging for the whole day okay!

BUT I STILL TOTALLY SCREWED THE PRACTICAL TEST LAH! Okay, I was damn nervous when I stepped into the room cause there were many CIs in the room then it was very quiet. Saw a few squadmates like Jovi, Kuanyuan, Linhan and some other few but I can't remember hahhahaha.

After asking for permission, I was like damn blur cause there were many empty seats then idk where to go. Then Sir Cher-e was like: What's your name? Come and sit here.
So I followed him to the table and yeah, introduced myself and sat down.

Then all the embarrassment and paiseh moment started. So Alicia was my model and I was supposed to tie an arm sling on her. Okay, this part was still okay cause at least I know how to tie a proper arm sling :D Then I was asked to tie a ring pad, it was fun tying cause we have to turn and twist the thing hahah so fun! Then I gave the finished ring pad to Sir and then he was pulling here pulling there, looking here looking there. LOL then I was trying my best not to laugh cause THE RING PAD LOOKS LIKE A DONUT LAH. Don't you think so ? :D :D Then Sir looked like he wanted to eat the donut so I was laughing hahhahahaha XD

Then it was the question and answer part. I guessed I screwed this as well cause I said something really dumb and stupid T.T I remembered one of the question was : Whats the similarity about gunshot and puncture wound. Then I stunned for a moment and then I was trying to find the correct word to use. So I was like : Hmmmm, they both had a small entry of hmmmm (looking for word to use) hmmmmmm, small entry of object. Then Sir and Alicia were down there laughing then I just kept shaking my head T.T

Wah, the worst thing of all : RECOVERY POSITION OMG. Cause I didn't study this cause it wasn't included in the list T.T So I just kept turning Alicia round and she kept shaking her head lah, I don't even know whether I was right or wrong -.- Then I remembered that the leg have to be open (err, yeah) so I was trying to pull her legs apart. Then Sir was like : Eh, bu yao luan luan kai ren jia de jiao. LOLOLOL, very funny right HAHHAAHAHAHHA.

Okay, then waited for hours for lunch to arrive and discussed for hours what to have for lunch. In the end, decided on Mac chicken and fries :D Then had lunch and blah blah, blah.

Theory test next, was easy loh. Seriously not worth spending so many hours and nights studying lah :X Cause it was all those you-should-have-alr-known-it kinda questions.

Was released at 4pm :D Yayyyye early horh (:

Campcraft and GK promo next tues D: More mugging coming up ): CC is damn hard /: K jiayou squadmates :D &&remember to pack lunch heh :D :D :D <3 squadmates! XD

I cant believe I'm actually,

jealous

Bloody hell.

2008-12-21T21:25:00.002+08:00

I'm very very very stressed about promotion ): Just hope that it doesn't rain on Tuesday and then we will have 3 more days to study for promo! :D :D

Ohwell, but what if it rains? D: Then I'm gonna be so so dead T.T

Wish me luck manxzxz :D

Mugging really hard until 301208 :)

HAHAHAHA :D

2008-12-13T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hello people.

It's been a longggg time since I last update. Naw, I wasn't overseas, I wasn't at some chalet or some camp. My laptop was dead like a banana T.T I completely didn't touch the comp for 1 week and it drove my crazy ): It's like banana without skin, papaya without seeds, chinghun without food. Get it?

Yes, I'm aware that this is getting awkwardly lame. But awayway, it feels good with a comp back. Awfully fantastic :D

But a new comp isn't very nice cause there are stil plenty of things waiting for me to download. Things like audition, blah blah, blah.

Pretty busy these days, shopping for this, that, this and that. Busier next week for sure; unit chalet(!<3), shopping for bag with carissa and cheryl, one-whole-day-of-homework-day, studying and preparing for promotion(O:).

10 more days to promotion and I practically haven't done anything thing yet. Bu I'm gonna be a nice girl and study hard for it cause I want to be a Coporal~ :D

Less than 3 weeks to the end of holidays, it that crazy or what! I haven't got the chance to enjoy the holiday and now it's ending ): That's very soon and I don't like it. I don't like and don't want school to start cause I'm afraid that I will be the only one from 2C who gets into the new class(which has a very high possibility). If only we won't have to change class and then I will be looking forward to school.

K, stop thinking about it already >< Making me even more nervous and dread visiting IVLE even more :X

There's only my grandmother and me in the house now. My parents and sister are taking-away KFC :D Even I had a fulling dinner but who can actually resists yummy KFC cheese fries and chicken :D Cheers, we are people who love our stomachs :D

I think the memory card in my phone has some problems and the phone can't sense it. Maybe it's cause I've been transfering the memory card with my sis' new memory card and playing with it. But it definitely has no reason to pangseh my phone right. Crap, now I can't even listen to any songs. ):

Bye, I'm off to discover more wonders in the Internet! (Uh, I sound like some stupid ass who hasn't touch the comp before)

muffin where are you? ):

WALAUUUUUU.

2008-12-04T09:31:00.003+08:00

Someone please pass me some calming pills thanks.
Crap crap crap this thing is driving me crazy.
Thanks a lot, subject combination.

I just went to check IVLE to see if the classes for next year are out yet. Then I saw the new subject combination list. So I scanned through the list and see who will most prolly get into the same class as me.

GUESS WHAT I SAW.

THERE'S ONLY 1 MORE GIRL WHO GOT THE SAME SUBJ COMBI AS ME. WALAO WTH PLEASE. THEN THERE ARE ONLY 5 GUYS. SO WHICH MEANS 2C ONLY HAS 7 DAMN PEOPLE WHO GOT CPG.

THIS IS TOTALLY CRAZY PLEASE. WHAT IF I DON'T GET INTO THE SAME CLASS WITH ANY OF THEM?

SOMEMORE THAT COMBI THAT I'M GOING FOR IS DOMINATED BY CLASS 2*. IF I GET INTO THE SAME CLASS WITH ALL OF THEM ...

I SHOULD HAVE TRIED APPEALING FOR CBPG LAH, SO MANY CLASSMATES AND SQUADMATES TAKING IT ):

KNSKNSKNSKNSKNSKNS.

THIS THING IS FREAKING ME OUT. I DREAD THE CLASS ALLOCATION LIST PLEASE. I THINK I'M GNA LOCK THE COMP SO THAT I CANT VISIT IVLE :D

I'M GONNA LISTEN TO DAVID ARCHULETA'S SONG TO CALM ME DOWN AND LOOK AT AARON JOHNSON'S CUTE FACE :B

OKAY, I CANT EXPRESS HOW SAD I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW OKAY. BYE

SUCKERS.

too many barriers

Pretty city lights.

2008-12-02T18:54:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not posting for the past 10 days. Was very busy auditioning :D So when I finally came online and started blog-hopping, going msn, I realised I was kinda out. Out as in I didn't know what was happening for the past week O:

K, then I found out that my primary school friend got into campus superstar top 12 :D I think he doesn't want me to say his name here cause he's shy HAHA ): See you on the teevee soon groupmate! (:

Audition rocks and sucks at the same time. I hate it when it disconnects itself automatically at damn wrong time ): But it's loved cause you meet lots of nice people there :D :D Like * and * (:

Blablabla, blah. Everyday's the same at home - waking up at 7am in the morning to play audition, off the comp at 12, read, eat lunch, eat fruits, lie on the bed listening to music, sleep, wake up, do random stuffs to kill time, eat dinner, watch teevee till 1030 and sleep.

Basically everything's the same. But I'm too lazy to go out of house. Haha, people complains that they can't get out of house but for me it's the other way round. I dowan to go out :X

Waking up especially early tomorrow cause I'm meeting Paola and Carissa at Clememti at 9am, after that meeting Tianhang they all for th badminton thing at Bukit Batok. Oh well well well >D Badminton is fun lah, teehee :D Actually I'm quite pro in badminton haha. Well, I'm not kidding (:

Ending the post here.

My blog lacks tags ):

2008-11-24T13:46:00.002+08:00

I think it's time for me to update now. Just came back from Malacca yesterday and the trip was still okay, maybe a little boring though. The place reminded me of the west msia trip with 2C, where we dined at the restaurant together :D

Audition's damn lag nowadays. Gahhhh can't even play properly now ):

Some crazy pimples have invaded my forehead /:

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. I think that's all, more updates coming soon. If I have the time to update (:

My posts are getting more and more boring now O:

K bye.

12 or 9?

2008-11-18T21:50:00.002+08:00

Now I finally knew the result for the subject combination thing. Got into my first choice, double science and geography. But then I'm confused and struggling again. Sad face.

Scanned through the list and there are only 13 people taking triple science and history. So I will have a higher chance of getting into triple and hist than triple and geog right. Cause I think half the school is taking triple and geog.

K, class msn conver now. :D I think I'm gonna give the class excursion to the chinese exhibition a miss cause I'm tired. Haha, that's all.

:D Class chalet was fun but not very bonding. (:

Whatever, I'm waiting for Miss Wong's reply before deciding whether to appeal or not :D Hopefully if I appeal I can get in LOL.

Burnt.

2008-11-14T20:36:00.002+08:00

I'm too tired to elaborate on anything already. Kayaking was even more tiring today, capsizing in the middle of the sea, kayaking non stop, pulling the very heavy kayak into the basin and out of the basin. Luckily when I was doing the capsize drill today I didn't breathe in/ suck in a lot of water like yesterday.

Class chalet tomorrow, I think I'm gonna do the dedications if I have enough time uh. (It's already 9pm now) Gonna spend quite a long time doing the dedications cause I want everyone to read my letter and cry during chalet-dedication-time bwahaha :B

K, enough crap. I'm off :D For 3 days, don't miss me k! :D I know you guys will miss my posts but continue tagging okay! Don't be like Jingxian who reads my blog but don't tag.

(PS. I'm having some kind of weird feeling as if I'm floating on some floating device or something. My head's feeling wavy ._. this kinda sucks cause I don't like this floating and swaying feeling)

BYE! :D :D :D

CLASS CHALET!

I almost died today, literally.

2008-11-13T19:31:00.003+08:00

Well, the tittle says all doesn't it? Yes, KAYAKING ALMOST TOOK AWAY MY LIFE! Okay, actually not really kayaking but it was during the swimming-to-the-instructor part.

It was freaking scary and it totally freaked me out. Although we had the PFD (Personal Floatation Device) on, I thought I was going to drown cause I had difficulty breathing and swallowed a lot of water. Then I started struggling in the water and was really really afraid.

That kind of feeling was indescribable, like I knew I won't drown, but I was drowning. I remembered the last time I almost drowned was when I was 6 years old woah.

Luckily Oonhim was near me and she noticed me having difficulty then she came over and help me. Only one word to describe - relief. I seriously can't describe my exact feeling but it's how you feel hmmm. For example you knew you are going to die, then you realised you were actually dreaming. That's how relieved I felt.

And thanks Felicia for letting me pull you when I was drowning LOL (:

It's really heartwarming to see squadmates always around you, like always there to help you and save you. Haha :D

Then after kayaking it was lunch at Ghim Moh market. The food was quite nice and a lot cheaper than Vivo's. So nobody regretted going to Ghim Moh :D Had a really fulling meal + dessert LOL! :D

Then walked to Buona Vista MRT station and there was a train stuck on the platform cause it wasn't working ._. It kinda sucks cause we waited for like 20mins with everyone so tired and tired and tired. Finally the next available train came and everyone was cheering in their hearts haha LOL :D

Slept for 2 hours and then woke up at 7pm when I reached home.

Overall, kayaking was very very fun except the part that I almost drowned ._. Capsizing drill was okay for me cause I was one of the few who succeeded on the first try :D

There's still kayaking tomorrow (: See you guys again, squadmates! <3

THEN THERE'S CLASS CHALET ON SATURDAYYY. UH HUH, I'M ALREADY VERY EXCITED NOW :D
SEEING CLASSMATES REALLY SOON HURHUR <33

Like, a big family.

2008-11-10T07:40:00.003+08:00

, cause we are more than just a class and we call it family :D

071108 marks the end of school for the year 2008.

I guess I was too traumatized by my results that I didn't get a chance to enjoy the last moment spent with my class, like all the hugging and crying stuffs. Now I really regretted it.man.

So I'm kinda of happy that Miss Wong gave us the result slip right at the end, if not I won't even have mood for mass photo taking and cleaning the classroom hahah :B

Pictures first or dedications first? -flip coins- PCTURES. Eh no wait, I can't do it this way. Hmmmmmmmmm, pictures and dedications :D

#01 BONGEEMIN - Squadmate! Although we are not really close cause we have different cliques, be in in class or cca, you are a great friend :D I still remember the time when you lent me your golden colour glitter pen and I used it until no ink but you weren't angry with me (: We will always see each other again right? Hope your permanent flu recovers and may your headaches get better. Classmates and squadmates forever and I'm gonna be damn sad when it's our turn to ROD ):

#02 QUEENIECHOONGWEILING - Ok, I'm gonna miss you truckloads especially when we realised we actually had so much to talk about on the second last day of school. I will always remember the fast sucking bubble tea technique of yours. Although you were kind of being ostracized in year1, you didn't mind and change for the better :D Thanks for bearing with us when you were being left alone. But still you are a wonderful friend with so many secrets to share. 97 and bubble tea and sexyback performance outing next year? (:

#03 ESTHERCAISHIHUA - It's true that we weren't really on good terms but I will definitely miss you. I know it's kind of stupid to say all these now when the past has already passed. I don't regret meeting you, although I admit I didn't really like you in the past. I know you are a nice girl, no matter what people say or no matter how much people dislike you, you won't retaliate. And really thanks for that, it's really heartwarming to know that I have such a great friend who I didn't treasure. I will miss you and your keesiao and crazyness. Don't ever let that hyperactive passion fades away k! :D

#04 LEESIRUI - We don't really talk to each other much but I'll still miss you cause you are my classmate. It's good to see how much you'd change in the past 2 years. From a quiet and shy girl to a more hyper and talkative girl. You always pose very sexy-ly when taking photos, like you will slant your body to one side or something. You have a great figure and maybe you may want to be a modal someday. Hope your friendship with Shirley, Zhiying and Xiuhui lasts forever k. It's really great meeting, knowing and most importantly, being friends with you :D

#05 LERWEITING - The girl with a special surname, with long and natural curvy hair and with a dark red coloured specs. It's great being your classmate and friend, although we don't really talk much. And thanks for the effort you put in when we were in the same group for Chinese CID. I know Esther and I were kind of slack but you didn't complain and your ppt was great :D Many people think you are chio cause you have wonderful fashion sense and the clothes you have are all very sexy :D I still remember the clothes you wear after swimming lesson (: It's good knowing you and you won't have the chance to scold me anymore when I don't empty the dustbin on Wednesday. (: Take care :B

#06 LIUSHIHUA - The second Shihua in 2C. Although she didn't really mix well with the class, she is a great classmate :D Remember the times we spent at Eemin's house doing project and playing city towers on Paola's and Eemin's phone :D I feel kind of sorry for not treating you better. But no matter what people say to you or what, you didn't care and ignored how others treat you, that will be really tough for me :B Talk more and be more extrovert to make more friends, I'm sure you can do it! :D Classmate forever k!

#07 LOWMEILING - Chairperson of the class :D It was very heartwarming to see you putting in so much effort to try to bond the class, it was not easy I know but glad that you did it (: From Year1 to Year2, 2C really changed a lot, from a bunch of un-bond kinds to a bunch of bonded and loving kinds. Really thanks for all your effort, be it class party, class chalet or any competitions. I will always remember you standing in front of the class and trying to make an announcement when the class was super noisy :B You are the one who stood beside during morning assembly and we always wanted to say hello to Miss Wong remember? Famous for your blur-ism but still, you are a truely wonderful mate :D

#08 NGCHINGHUN - Bwahahaha thats me :B This girl didn't like her class in Year1 cause she felt really out in the first place. She didn't know she was introvert and thus didn't bond with the class. That time I wised 2 years past faster but now, I wished time would stop here. When everyone was enjoying the bonding and loving the class, we had to split. Now I finally understand the true meaning of 'time passed quickly when your are enjoying it'. Like, how true, isn't it? It's fate that brought the 32 of us together but it's also fate that separated us. This isn't the end, it's only the beginning :D It's the start of something new (: (Sounds damn cliche but still,)

#09 ONGXIUHUI - Ahhh the cute one one :D I like her hair cause it looks so jumpy and fluffy. I still remember the really happy times we spent last year, always making fun of Shirley and pairing her up with guys. Your friendship with your clique seems ever lasting and hope your friendship continue to remain this way :B It's really really great meeting you an hope we can remain as good friends :D I'll miss you borrowing my minotaur tee and zilian-ing with it. Your zilian skills really pwns and you look really nice :D Nah, I'm not joking (: And it's rare to find chio people with a GPA of 3.8 but you are one! :D

#10 PAOLASEOWYUQING - I have lots of things to say to you, Paola. You are always the one who laugh at whatever I do or whatever I say even though they are not funny. Haha and that will be my motivation to do even more weird stuffs. Although last time I don't like you because of your voice and your complain-type-attitude, now I realised those are special things which made you the Paola you are today. The one who thinks McDonalds is better than KFC, the one who likes JP's library Roti Prata but hates the auntie selling it, the one who eats a lot for West Malaysia's breakfast. Lastly, thanks for being there for me when I'm having a cold war with Carissa :D It was really great with your companion. Thanks for completing the 'P' in PC-CUBE. If I get history next year, I will study together with you :D And then we can go eat Roti Prata together :D I have endless things to say but I can't put them into words. Thanks, my wonderful friend. Don't get a shock when someday I go to your class and look for you, waving my hands and saying hello :D

#11 PENGCHENG - Hello PC kia, thats a unique name which I gave it to you okay! You are the one who most prolly knew most of my secrets, who I like, what I think and stuffs. If you are gonna spill them out, I'll definitely kill you. But I know you are too nice to do that, thus I told you everything (: But you must also thank me cause I taught you a lot of stuffs right, well. Not in the sense of academic stuffs but well, only you understand. Although you are very lame, but you really made my Term4 lesson more bearable as my great tablemate! :D Must not be so easily frustrated anymore and love your parents cause I believe they love you too :D

#12 KAILUN - Science rep of our class, thanks for giving me people's assigment when I asked for it :D Although we weren't really close friends and I don't have much to say to you, you are a great friend whom I'll never forget :D I know you like to eat, just like me! :D Maybe one day we can have a eating outing and we just don't stop eating :D But then we will definitely grow fat haha :B Stay happy and excel in your CCA and studies yah, dear classmate (:

#13 SHIRLEYKANGHUIXUAN - Heyyyyyo classmate. I'm already used to calling you squadmate now it sounds kind of weird when I call you classmate. Remember the times when we bullied you, always pushing you to Minghong or Likai or Jiajin. It's becuase you have endless of rumors, be it in class or CCA :D People like 'square' hahaha :D I like the smile you always put on your face cause I didn't see you angry before. One of the person I wouldn't find any bad points in. Stay kind and happy :D Carry the smile on your face around and make people around happy. We will definitely see each other again and often during activity. Volunteer more during activities k (: Classmate and squadmate forever :}

#14 CHERYLSIMHUICHIN - One of the very very very wonderful friend I had. In Year1, we totally don't talk and I didn't really like her cause I think she was a paikia with that rebonded and dyed hair of hers. Then I didn't know when we became so close to each other since Year2. And then we would have endless things to talk about like how much we talked from the trip from Lakeside to Bedok :D Remember ABABAB? Remember the times we spent walking outside JE's specs shop? Remember the times we went JP to get Esther's birthday present? Although she can't keep secrets(HAHAHA), I still think she's nice :D Another one who always laugh at my expressions just like Paola. Always complaining about her legs. Cheryl, hope your legs get better, or you want to try out Brazilian full body wax? "Do you regretted meeting me so late?" I know your answer. Always keep in touch (: Thanks for everything you've done and I won't forget you, 'C' of PC-PCBE :D

#15 SOHMEIYU - Hello Meiyu auntie the obasang :D Everyone knows you are an auntie although you strongly thinks you are not one. It's great knowing you although you are so violent and so zi-kua. You + Meiling = hard core muggers. Next year don't forget to ask me along for your mugging sessions okay, though I doubt we will be in the same class. Remember the times we spent hitting people's butt, although it's kinda childish and disgusting, those are times I'm definitely gonna remember. Remember that time when Carissa and me were having cold war and you took me into your clique? Thanks for that (:

#16 CARISSATANROUXING - Finally it's your turn :D I have tons and tons of things to say(if only you have an autograph book) and you most prolly have the longest dedication here. Year1, we were from totally different cliques, remember our failed-east-coast-park-outing and your successful-vivo-movie-outing? We didn't really like each other well. I feel really bad with somebody hating me though. Then after I got together with Zoenin we two became closer. Okay, not exactly closer but at least we have a bit more things to say. Do you still remember last year during class dinner @ Causeway Point's Swensens. After dinner we both were like walking around the shopping centre then I was feeling damn awkward cause I didn't what to say. Then outside one CD shop, you told me "Luckily you are not a guy, if not nobody wanna be your girlf cause you are so quiet" LOL. The maple session during last year's Dec holidays made us a lot closer :D Then I joined your clique and formed PC-CUBE. Although we made a promise that we would stay together forever, but then here and then, there would be quarrels and cold wars. I bet you remember those times when we had cold wars and then debating who should say sorry. It was indeed hard to survive through those days, those days that we won't even look at each other when we walked past. Many many quarrels which brought us closer together and me realised how important you are to me :B Endless things to say, endless things to write here. Remember me k, cause we are both 'C' in PC-CUBE! :D

#17 TANZHIYING - Ahhhhh Zhiying, the one who's always hooked onto WeiXiaoBao during West Msia trip. She basically stoned in front of the television in the hotel when everyone was busy chasing the cockroach. A really nice friend I'd met, always so calm and I admire her kind of I-don't-care-what-you-say-about-me attitude :D Like the rest of her clique, she got a GPA of 3.8 and that made me jealous hahaha :B All the best Zhiying :D

#18 AMANDATENGSEEWEI - Amanda and her mushroom hair :D Pengcheng once told me that Amanda don't really like me but well, she's still my classmate so it's okay and it happened last year so, :D A really nice and patient girl I would say and she looks really nice in her Girl Guide uniform :D I will still see you quite often cause we are from UG and I will see you when you are marching on the field. Continue to excel in your studies as well as CCA :D

#19 ZOENINANGZUONING - I'm gonna miss you so much. The first person I met on the first day of school, the first friend I met in RV, the first person who sat beside me in class, the first person who had recess with me on the first day of school, the first person who told me I was introverted and made me feel damn sad. Last time I was very angry at her for leaving me and somehow we drifted apart and hardly talked. Then we formed different cliques and didn't talk anymore. I don't know when and that's when we started talking again and became close again :D Although we are from different cliques, we were close friends with many things to talk about. I wrote a lot in your autograph book and when you are free, feel free to take a look at it and don't cry. Cause those are memories we had together (: It's not gonna be sad, it will be happy and cheerful cause we are still friends forever. I never regretted meeting you though you are the one who made me realised how fragile friendship it. Keep in touch, dear friend (:

#20 BRANDONPEETENGWEI - The one with a very unique surname and everyone laughs at your surname. I don't really know you well cause we hardly talk. But still, I can see the passion and love you have for this class. Remember last year you totally weren't like this, you disliked the class, you hated the class and you were damn irritating except those random comments made in class which made the class and teacher ROLF. I guess you realised the importance of class this year? It was really heartwarming to see you guys willing to bond together and thats how a class should be. Must keep in touch hoh and best of luck for your future with ___ haah :D

#21 CAOJUNBO - You must have seen most people write this on their blog, "Junbo, the tallest guy in our class" WOW. Indeed, 190cm, it's really hard to find a girlfriend you know. I still remember the times I used to irritate you when you sat beside me as table mate. I asked you very very weird and sensitive questions and you always gave me very very very funny replies heh. Brainwash? Hahaha, inside joke :D And you would always complain about SJAB and I would tell you how wonderful NP was. Hope you enjoy your CCA more and when I see your squad march, I always see one head popping out LOL and the guy who always stand at the most extreme side duwing sizing :D Good luck for whatever you do and keep in touch k! :D

#22 LAMTENGFOONG - Helllo Term2 table mate! :D I guess you somehow must have get very irritated by me cause I talked a lot and you are the one who's always copying notes and listening attentively to teachers. But thanks to you and your coaching, my results improved by a lot for Term2 :D You are most prolly one of the best table mate I ever had cause you understand all my lame jokes although your facial expressions will be always the same. Then I would always ask you whether you prefer basketball or the class :B And I would always tell you secrets haha. You've been a great chairperson with funny actions and such :D Bushman, remember the times we had at Zhikai's house and the pizza eating session? It was great indeed. Opps and sorry for pulling your shirt really hard when Zhikai's dog came running towards us cause I was really schocked haha :X All the best and learn to like basketball more :D

#23 LIZHIKAI - Term3 group mate :D We used to have a lot of fun as a group with Tengfoong and Paola remember? I think that was the best group I ever had seriously. Cause we were all serious in work as well as playing. The times we spent at your house was the most memorable cause we ate like 5 pizzas and we fought over the pink PSP and we were all afraid of your dog. Last year you weren't really well liked by the class, but it's good that you changed for the better and this year, I totally can't believe you actually love the class :D You are a really nice friend who is the most willing to bond with the girls. Thanks for liking the class. Although you have AP sometimes and is kind of petty, you've been a really great group mate and friend. Next time remember to invite Paola, Tengfoong and me to your house for the egg-with-cup-noodles meal and pizza okay! Oh I remembered you have a very lame ancient-snatching-territory game in your comp! Keep in touch okay! :D Tell me if MrChoy replied you -.-

#24 LIMJIAJIN - One of the jokers in class. I seriously can't imagine how the class would be like without him cause he kept trying his best to bond the class. Like asking the guys to come for class outing and such, really very gratful to him for everything he done :D Ex class chairperson of the class and he definitely did his job well (: Although he is very vulgar, he's a really nice guy friend. Very talented and tries his best in whatever he do. Just like how great his CID model for the building was, really really artistic and fabulous :D He can draw well, can run fast and is humorous :D You + Brandon in class is totally LMAO. When I'm like sitting next to you guys, it was totally fun and nice (: We might even be in the same class next year woah :D Keep in touch k! (:

#25 POHLIKAI - Term1 table mate which only lasted for 2 months cause he finds me too irritating. I would always ask him a lot of questions about his rumors and now looking back, I find myself damn stupid. We have endless stuffs to talk about, although it was me who did mostly all the talking, but still. Remember those times when I waved to someone outside the class and you would be like "your boyfriend ah?" LOL. And because we don't pay attention in class, we scored like damn badly for Term1 :X And you keep telling me you have very chio juniors in Rulang like blah and blah. You have a very gay handwriting which looks like a girl's handwriting. Remember 'x3'? HAHAHAHAHAHA I HAD A GREAT LAUGH AT THAT LOL. Oh, I apologise for being so bad and keep teasing you. Good luck(though I doubt you will need anymore luck cause you are already so clever) and all the best, the guy with nice hands. And I'll always remember your pink eraser :D And stop hating people.

#26 SEEMINGHONG - Hello bread lover and xiao hong mao! Don't forget I'm the one who gave you the name of Xiao Hong Mao okay! :D I still remember those days in Year1 when you always got bullied by the girls, covering your head with red plastic bag, teasing you about your eating bread habit. There was once when the door kiap your finger right, and then you cried and accused I was the one who pushed the door. But seriously it wasn't me okay! Get it right! Always remember you as the one who has a duck voice, has very large action, likes to kah jiao poor girls like Shirley and Esther and Cheryl. Stop playing maple already, it's so lame. And when you talk to me on MSN, please don't nudge me like what you did this morning. It's very irritating haha :D Keep in touch and run faster :D Don't be afraid of girls and don't be afraid to take pictures anymore k!

#27 SUNBIHAO - Hello guy with a big smile on your face :D I think your surname suits you very much, know why? Cause you always have a smile on your face like a sun. LOL, don't get it nevermind :D You once made Cheryl went crazy and yeah, although we don't really talk much but still. Stay happy and cheerful. Bring the smile of yours to everyone and make the whole world happy! (: Thanks for being part of the class and talking back to some teachers and making everyone goes WOW :D It was really great being able to be your friend (: Keep in touch and best of luck for your studies and in basketball as well :D

#28 TAIZHANGYONG - Heyyyyyyyyo Zhangyong, I don't really talk much to you but my first impression of you was: Hey, this guy is so lame and skinny. And I still remembered how you would talk back to lilaoshi and other teachers last time :D But luckily this year you were a lot better, not that lame anymore. And I hope you like the class more now (: Eat more and grow fatter :D Next time when you march i hope to see a fatter(as in not that fat, but not this skinny. you get it right?) Zhangyong k. You have a chance of being a great commander next time cause you have quite a loud voice I supposed? 2C, we are not bersurai-ing, it's only kular-baris :D Keep in touch :}

#29 RICHMONDTANZEHUI - Hello sister :D Actually I have no idea why people call you a sister, hmmmmm. Maybe it's because you have very white skin? Then you should go for sun tan more often. :D I will always remember you as the very lame guy with a dam loud voice who is sometimes very irritating. I remembered that time I was trying to concentrating studying Geography and then you were talking at the top of your voice in class. That's irritating. I see that you bonded really well with Zoenin and all the best for your future :D

#30 WANGMINGKANG - Ohmygod, this is totally sick. You totally won't believe how sick he is unless you actually know him. Quite a nice guy actually, one of the few who actually don't mind me prank-calling him. The JaneTan and MrPotatoChips joke and prank call :D Although he knew it was me, but he continued playing as if he didn't know. That's cool and nice of him to let me finish my prank :D We don't even talk last year, then this year he became closer to the girls. From a guy who didn't want to bond to a guy who's now even willing to come for class outings, that's pretty heartwarming. Hey friend, keep in contact. Just don't get so horny next time :D

#31 WANGRUI - The cutest and most adorable guy in our class. When you look at him, you would definitely want to pinch his cheeks :D Really funny and one of the class jokers. Always there to talk back to lilaoshi and make her angry and stuffs. Really appreciate you for your lame ad stupid jokes :D Thanks for making the class everytime. The class won't be the same without all these jokers seriously (: All the best for your studies, CCA and also your love life bwahahah :B Keep in touch alright :D I still have one picture I took of you last year and you looked damn cute haha :D

#32 XUTIANHANG - Ahhhhh the oldest and most matured guy in class. He's one of the nicest guy in class, always there to organise class outings, always there to help bond the class. Class cycling day and many many more :D You are one guy who definitely don't mind being with a group of girls. Just like how you, me and Carissa took endless amount of pictures during art lesson remember? :D Keep in touch, nice guy :D

I took 4 and a half hours to finish these dedications. Better appreciate it :D

I'm shredded to pieces.

2008-11-09T10:04:00.002+08:00

Triple science or double science?

I've been asking around. Most people are gonna appeal and take 9 subjects like triple science and geography.

I've decided not to appeal cause I doubt I can appeal successfully. Although many squadmates and classmates are gonna appeal but well, ):

1. Physics, Chemistry and Geography
2. Physics, Chemistry and History
~~3. Triple Science with SS.~~

Naw, I think I'm not gna take the third option cause people say its very dangerous haha. I have no idea what I wanna be when I grow up so idk what to choose now :X But Bio is kinda useless so I'm dropping Bio for sure cause I'm obviously not gonna be a doctor next time.

But now I'm worrying cause I think there's a very high chance that I'll get into a class with no classmates and squadmates at all omg O: Cause I can't find anyone with a GPA of 3.2 except Veron, but she's not gonna take the same combi as me O:

How? ):

I think I'm going to ask my cousin for his advice now :D

Bye folks :D

2008-11-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

I still can't get over the fact that I got a quite low GPA. I don't know whether I still can enjoy myself during unit trek tomorrow.

Been stuffing myself with food for the whole day. Chocolates, lollipop, bread, chips, crackers, seeweed, sweets :B I'm too moodless to do anything except eating. Maybe the 9km walk tomorrow will help to burn away all my calories.

It was then I realised that, 2C has separated. I kept thinking about my results that I don't even have time to think about 2C. It was after reading everyone's blog that made me realised: HEH. NEXT YEAR THERE WON'T BE ANYMORE 31 CRAPPERS AROUND YOU!

You guys made my Year1&2 life even more bearable.

After these two years, I will miss:

Eemin the cute mushroom head classmate cum squadmate
Queenie the super ai4 mei3 one always found with a comb
Esther the super hyper and keesiao one with the high pitched voice
Sirui the quiet, shy girl when sometimes can get crazy and hyper too
Weiting the nice one and scolds me when I don't empty the dusbin
Shihua the clever and the projec-efficient one
Meiling the blur and motherly class chairperson and my assembly mate
Chinghun the (fill in the blank) one
Xiuhui the cute one who likes to zi4 lian4 with my mino tee
Paola the always laughing at my lame jokes one and a prata lover
Pengcheng the one who knows almost all of my secrets and table mate
Kailun the science rep who always tell us to hand in our homeworks
Shirley the boy crazy and a-lot-of-rumour classmate cum squadmate
Cheryl the orange colour lover who once wore a light blue goggle specs
Meiyu the very obasang aunite who still think she's still a pretty girl
Carissa the very funny one yet doesnt think I'm funny girlfriend
Zhiying the one who watches WeiXiaoBao like hell during West Msia
Amanda the girl guide who sells very nice chocolate mint cookies
Zoenin the very pro Mrs Usain Bolt with very lame jokes and nice one
Brandon the coolio olio guy with the 'kua' sound and his pjc
Junbo the very big giant and the funniest table mate I ever had
Tengfoong the very calm and bushman-like term2 table mate
Zhikai the guy who likes to imagine himself in FBTs and ex groupmate
Jiajin the one who can't stop staring and very very artistically talented
Likai the one who complained that I was too noisy and ended our tablemate-ship
Minghong the xiaohongmao who has duck voice and loves bread very much
Bihao the second giant in my class and once made Cheryl went WOW
Zhangyong the lack-of-nutrition one and likes to rock on his chair
Richmond the as-white-as-a-sheet guy and likes to show off his white teeth
Mingkang the sickest guy ever, Mr Potato Chips& Jane Tan
Wangrui the cutest in the class and very very funny and sick too
Tianhang the oldest and matured who can watch NC16 movies already

-Yes I know, there isn't proper dedications yet so stop pressing F5-

Next week k, I promise. Rolling down from register number by next week :D :D :D And it's gna take me a really long time I supposed.

And I have a sudden craving urge for McDonald's large fries :D

Opps, my backpack, 1.5L bottle, and poncho are waiting for me. BYE