I wasnt feeling really well today.

A really big ulcer in my mouth.

Shyt, i cant even chew my food properly.

And i didnt talk much too(yes? no?)

Today was a rather tired and stressful day for me.

First period was Lang Arts.

A rather boring start.

Only the R&J role play was interesting.

LOL and I spent most of my time studying for my promo.

So had science after LA?

I cant really concentrate cause my ulcer had turned into sore throat(LOL?)

Btw, the ulcer is still there(smth's wrong with my um okay, wadever)

We then got into groups for discussion xD

After that it was break.

Ate chicken noodle+egg n a watermelon.

Hey, i really had a hard time chewin my food.

And i had to pull my cheeks so the ulcer doesnt touch my gums.

But i finished everything cause the food is really nice :D

Then it was chinese.

YAYYY I successfully sabo-ed Likai for the calligraphy thingy :D

Anw i dont understand why we had to seperate our tables ><

LOL everyone expect me dont wanna join it back.

Next it was history.

Russia revolution again.

I was really bored but i didnt talk :l (my ulcer is really hurting)

We watched a video and i fell asleep (:

Maths was next?

I simply cannt understand maths.

For goodness sake, can someone coach me maths?

I asked likai n i dont understand his explaination.

Yup, Im simply stupid n i suck in maths seriously.

(N i used to be the top few students who excel in maths)

GOD please save me!!

YAY next was music (:

We did our music performance.

N i rocked big time.

Hohoho, and i played the triangle niaa.

I have no music talent at all.

I cant even play the recorder well.

Im so disappointed in myself.

Then, geography.

whatthehell? history of transporation?

I dont get it n i dont think i will ever get it.

I fipped through the promo notes n

i found out that i didnt learn anything, nothing.

And i got really pissed with someone.

So I just think about the promo n felt really sad n stressed.

Okay, lesson ended.

Changed in to full-u and went to the canteen.

Squadmates were busily preparing for promo,

reading notes, discussing n feeling stressed.

Haha, they dont even bother to eat.

And we fall in, greeted sirs n mam really well (:

Im proud of my squad xD as in seriously.

Then we had our promo.

Actually it was okay?

Well, it was easy. Haha (:

I didnt know it would be so easy :D

i got 7/10 marks. YAY I PASSED ((((:

We were released at about 4.45?

Then went to change into sch u.

And we practiced drill on our own after that.

We want to do well for tml's promo :D

Im still not very sure of some command. GOSH :X

I really hope that everything will be fine,

and I can be promoted to Lance Corporal :D

I was tired and stressed these days.

Stressed because of NP.

Stress because of Promo.

Stressed because of Maths.

Stressed because of Science.

Stress because of certain problems.

Sorry people

if i ever lose my temper on you.

I seriously am stressful.

The stress that was given to me is

making me feel that i'm a very weak person.

I just feel that the stress is killing me.

I just hope that everything will be alright,

and it will be over as fast as possible.

I dont think i can take it anymore.

I want to tell you the truth, but

I dont have the courage♥