Pissed very easily.

Life's pretty screwed. So many things to worry about, friends, family, other problems.

Damnit, I'm getting sadder and emoer each day ): Though morning walks with Cheryl and Zoenin made me feel a bit better :D

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Ytd's cca was basically practicing dance slacking for the whole 3 hours. HAHAHA ZHILIANG'S A JOKER LOLOLOL. Who's gua's husband?(joke) heheh :D LOL, love his jokes + facial expressions to the max lah LOL :D

Oh and before that, got the kit list, erm yah so we gotta bring ALOT of stuffs for ITC. I srsly wonder how I'm gonna carry all those stuffs on Friday to school /: Like schoolbag, hand carry bag, 1.5L water bottle, 1m wooden pole, uniform bag, schoe bag. Really got a lot right! ): And I don't think we will be using everything -.-

Anw theme for this year is -durm rolls- POKEMON! :D :D :D Sounds really stupid right, hahah but it's funny :D Eg: Good morning mam, Pikachu reporting! LOL I bet I'm gonna laugh and laugh and laugh hahahaah :D

In Group 5 with Priscilla, Xiuhan, Kuanyuan, Matthew, Linhan! :D But on the first day Pris and Xiuhan's going for NPAP, which means I'll be left with 3 guys.

Nvm I just hope ITC's gna be fun. And most importantly, we won't have solo night on the first night! Cause it's Friday the 13th and if we have solo night... I wonder what we will see -spookes-

Saturday: Flag painting day! :D May be going, may not be going. Then after that going out with Oonhim or smth idk /: I still rmb last year our theme was Bleach hahah and our group painted a girl and added something wrong and it turned out to look like some ghost D:

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I'm trying to control my anger. I dowan to end up being some petty bastard but I seriously can't take it anymore. Who do you think you are? We are always here for you but where are you when we need you? You do what you want without thinking of the consequences, without thinking of how we, or at least I, feel. We always try to please you. Seeing you play, laugh, high with other people but not us, it really hurts. Why are you a totally different person when with others? Dont come ask me whether I'm talking about you. If you feel guilty, aha then it must be you.


How come everything's changing? You, her, him, they, or is it me?
I srsly miss the old me ): Carefree, optmistic and very very happy.

): Talking to Zoenin made me realised how stupid we were in the past. I miss the old times, I miss many many things. I regretted not treasuring things in the past.


Hello, can someone teach me how to be a lil more optimistic? ):