I asked myself why.

You said you knew the reason, but i think you dont.

Maybe we are from two different worlds.
I have no idea what to say, what to do.
I done what i'm supposed to and i guess there's no point worrying anymore.
Now everything lies in your hand.
So this was what it was all about.
This whole stupid situation that could most probably be solved over coffee and tea.
Alamak. But its not easy :X

I know you will be reading this, so please. Respond or not its up to you.

Well, actually i have lots of say yesterday.
But after today, i guessed i dont have much to elaborate cause i most probably wont be able to change anything.

Why do you always say the same thing.
Obviously nobody will wanna admit that they are wrong or what.
But its like, think about it from my point of view.
And i dont like the fact that by saying "________________", ure trying to imply that everything's my _____.

And we are both at fault. I didnt say i was correct all the time. Its weird how people think, sometimes. Most of the time. And they dont change their thinking.

Since you already made it so obvious, i shall say out everything now.

I changed group not because i dont like you. Like heh, since when did i even mention i dont like you. I changed group cause i thought that you prefer working with Person1. After all yall have more things to talk about, probably more then what we can talk about. Person1 and Person2 has some sort of problems between them and they simply cant communicate. So i changed group with Person1. So you can be with Person1 and i can be with Person2.

I thought that you will be happier with Person1. Seriously, thats what i feel. And sometimes it make me jealous.

I didnt know why you were angry with me until today when i reched school. People crowded around me and starting throwing questions like asking me if i knew the reason. Yeah and that was when i knew the reason.

Everyone thought the other person was daoing them. You think im daoing you and i thoght you were daoing me. But i guessed nobody want this to happen. Well, at least i didnt.

I dont dare to do anything cause i dont know what to do. One wrong step, one wrong word and there goes. Its like ure standing at the cliff of a top mountian, move and you'll drop and die.

I thought i made things better, but instead it was worse. A lot more worse than what i expected. And i think i made one wrong step O:

I thought i can live my life and not get affected. But i realised i still cant do that.

And this is what i call 自做聪明.

And now i dread school.

Enough of these stuffs.

Chinese paper, the second last CT paper today! :D Hehheh. I guessed it was still okay, just that the last question was totally screwed. Cause i wasnt concentrating :X I was thinking, about other stuffs. Yes i know its dumb to sidetrack during exams. Very very stupid like a pig.

But on a brighter side, at least i get to see squadmates after school tomorrow.
If nothing goes wrong again, me and oonhim will be accompanying kuanyuan and matthew to practice for the run :D We were supposed to run today but matthew has the supplementary thing and ky has Yakult factory ): But at least i get to see them! :D

And i feel super fortunate to have my squadmates with me. Squadmates are the ones who will always stay with you forever no matter what. Quarrels, fights, and the next day, evern thing will be fine. And these are what that made our friendships even precious (: Cause squadmates are more than just friends.

(If my squadmates aren't there, i think i would have already break down)

CTs are almost over, but,
There's still one more Maths paper next wednesday.
I plan to mug hardcore cause i guessed i've flunked all my other tests.
CT sucks donkeys but it'd suck more if I have Fs thrown in my face later.

Luckily there isnt anymore CT paper tomorrow (:

Its because nobody wanna take the first step. Its not hard, but not that easy either.

"I've learned that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. If someone says something unkind about me, i must live so that no one will believe it. "

Shit, i just realised i have Ace-learning to do :X Simply just cause i scored a B3 for maths and i have to do some online quiz :X

Im going for dinner now :D

Will be updating later, maybe.