I need to BUCK UP!

I like to listen to inspiring talks, cause it give me motivation to move on :D

Life's pretty bad recently. With problems at home, with problems at school and with problems with people, damnit. I'm not stressed, just emo and sad and feeling like shit.

Grandma's feeling sad and emo and dad's shouting at her, and I'm shouting at my dad. That's what happens at home almost every single day.

Aiya whatever, I don't really have the mood to post anymore. Throat's hurting like some crap and getting a cough real soon D: Hope I recover before ITC manzx, if not it srsly's gna suck.

Sorry squadmates for not going to the flag painting thing today, I really couldn't make it :X I wanted to go lah, but. Erm just sorry k cause I wasn't feeling very well.



I don't know what's wrong with me either; I srsly can't continue with this mood swing thing, it's affecting me too much. Neglecting everything, my family, my friends, my squadmates, my homework blah. But can someone just tell me what to do? I'm not used to it at all, not used to the new me, not used to everything.

): Please rewind time, to like, 1 year ago? Or 1 month ago ):