Worn out.

I'm tired from everything. From doing homework, from waking up so early every morning even though it's the holidays, from doing this doing that.

Anw today's course was a lot better than yesterday's one because I'm sitting with the people who I can talk a lot to heh :D Okay yah then listened to many many powerpoint slides and police knowledge still as boring, but homefront security was much better I think. Then went took tests and was released at around 6. Trained home with squadmates, went bukit batok buy things to eat.

Uhm just pray hard that I don't fail my tests if not I won't get the 2 badges. Worse still, I still gottta attend this course again ._. 18hrs course again z, please I rather pass haha :D Erm anw our instructor's kinda sick, disgusting T.T

Anw, that stalker's really disgusting right! (HAHAHA)

So I practically didn't do any homework today, again. Only did 1 for the time being. I srsly gotta chiong on Friday and Saturday alr. Sunday, spending it with squadmates at St.James(YAY!) :D Somehow seeing squadmates just make me happy and high :}

I've no idea what's wrong with me, I seem to be adopting the wrong attitude, towards homework, towards cca, towards everything. Hmmmmmm. I don't even find the need to do homework, huh WTF IS WRONG WITH ME SRSLY?! D:

I give people advices, I tell people how to handle their problems. Uhm but what about my own problems? I can't even help myself oh shitzx. I'm not emo, I'm just depressed.

Forget it z.