HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILING ;DD

I am not in the mood to post.




imma gna kill you ><

ive been dying to post ;D
PEOPLE PLEASE CHEER UP OKAY! (ESTHER, ALL URE FAULT LARH ;]) iie cant stand facing a whole bunch of emo kias in class everyday single day ;X (has this been th worst period of sec 2 or what == )
Hahas think of ytd larh, OUT OF OUT OF 10 EVENTS, RV WON 6 OF IT OKAY! <3 & th grand champion fer th straw structure thingy ;D YAY. RV ROCKS! <3
tsk, but apart from dhat, th day sucked larh. iie wonder how many people broke down when they rched home ><" loads of people failed history, practically everyone's GPA dropped from last year & one person from 2C even made it tooh th PAR list ;X

CHINGHUN, CHEER UP! <3 ignore th guy dhat keeps dao-ing yooh okay. Awws dont let one kid ruin almost 1/2 ure life ;X (btw arh, dao means ignore >< ) im gna kick his arse fer yooh someday.
Lawls. th year started so hyper-ly ;] ughs then now it sounds so .. sad ;X (even maple cant cheer yooh up, this ish so super unlike yooh. VERY BIG PROBLEM)

oh wells, gotta go lerh ><
x33 PC-CUBE PLUS EM-SQUARE ;] (girlfriends, you guys rock!<3 )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILING!!

CARISSA (:

I am thinking about some stuffs, reading some old smses, listening to some super sad song.

I wanted you - Ina

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I lvoed
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
... to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I lvoed
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you





i will try my best. (:

mixed emotion

I am currently feeling very confused.

I should be happy okay, since i got my Lance Corporal rank today. &I received my campcraft badge.

Hmms, for some reasons i became very emo at night >< especially after i talked to carissa. And maple makes me feel very sad. Someone is daoing me ><

Hey, this post doesnt sound like me. Shytt, what happened.












I wanted you - Ina

After 10 days, i finally decided to update.XD

Went for air pistol today from ten to twelve. I think air pistol rocks, even though the pistol is super heavy. However this time the pistol seems to be lighter. "because we do pumping until got muscles le." (:

AND I GOT PROMOTED.

YAY! THE WHOLE SQUAD GOT PROMOTED!! IM SO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ;DDD and the thing is that, we passed as a squad. <333 YAY SQUADMATES WE DONE IT!(:

I will keep this post short and really short.

Lessons are boring. And i seriously can't stand 1h20mins of langarts, its like a few bottles of coughing medcine which makes you really drowsy.

After school i went to do the ITC flag. And there was a problem with the spray paint, really stupid problem. The paint is super watery an it seeps through the flag. Whatthehell, and i was the one who bought the spray paints. I think our's flag is almost done, just touch up a little bit and it will be done(: We are doing on a topic, Bleach. It is a very very specific and ulu topic cause i didnt really know what to draw. So in the end we drew Rukia. LOL, it was not us who drew it luhs, Eugene drew it ;DD and it was very very nice.(: Thanks matthew for bringing him here.

Then after the flag drawing thing, we (carissa, cheryl, paola and me) went to Mac for lunch. Okay,it was already like 3.30? -nothing to elaborate-


ITC's is just 1 day away.
Im scared of the night trail and solo night
-screams and shouts-
According to Mr oh, we may be doing night trail alone if there's enough time. And we have to peel apple in the LT toilet, burn a candle outside the toilet and chant something. The thoughts of it makes me shiver AHHH! And there is a very high possibility that we might see something D: Don't even know if what he said is true alnot. Hmms, what can i do anyway.?


Yeah, sqdmates lets all jiayous.(:

"In difficult times like these, there's all the more reason to stick together and get through it." -xinyue mam.(:

We can survive through the camp ;D I promise not to fall out so easily.(:

Yes, and we shall run the 12 rounds together as a squad.


Over you- Daughtry. <3











There was nothing I could say.

Yay today is a gooood day. Super good mood today.(:
I am looking forward to ITC :DD

When i reached school today, i realised that we were supposed to hand in the chinese chaoxie today. Ohmytian, so i chiong-ed the chaoxie in 2hrs. And i finished the 3 and a half pages of writing duting malay lesson. It was raining so we stayed in class for assembly, it was the second day of the week.

The first lesson was science. I think i suck in science experiments, especially when i am doing it with meiling. I can't even measure the angle of incidence properly. We did the mirror-reflecting-the-pins experiment today. And from the mirror, i saw something very funny and just sat on the floor and started laughing. I asked meiling to see and she began laughing. So, the two of us were siiting-squating on the floor and laughing. Did i mention that i saw somebody's armpit from the mirror. Ahahas, so we used the mirror to see people doing experiment while we did the experiments. It was super interesting.(:

Then it was malay. And the period when i completed my chaoxie.XD I don't bother to copy the notes. Nothing to elaborate cause i spent like most of the time doing chaoxie.

Break was next. Random stuffs: i ate chicken chop with rice. Paola wanted to eat my chicken chop D: I exchanged a little of my chicken for paola's fish.

Then ClD. I seriously think that ClD is the most boring and not interesting lesson of the day, the week, the month, the year. The worse is that i am in chinese ClD, and we do nothing but research research and research. I want to join science ClD cause its the most fun ClD i think. Was doing nothing during ClD, i thought about cca stuffs and felt really sad D:

Well, then chinese lesson was next. Chinese lesson after chinese ClD isn't a nice thing at all. We went through the chinese paper and talked about the spelling and moxie stuffs. I love chinese lesson very much because it is the lesson when me and tf talked the most.

Next, langarts. I like langarts cause we always discuss in groups. I love group discussions :D I love my group members. So yeah, we had group discussions, but tf was the one doing everything.(: Heh, we were not slacking okay! We were discussing heights. And i felt that i am very short(i think this is the second time i am mentioning this) lk is also calling me short ><"

THEN IT WAS CCA!! Ahahaha, did i say that my love for my cca is back? Wohohos, was very hyper during cca today. We didnt do a lot of things, just had a total defence lecture and practiced dance. Mr oh is super cute and funny.XDD So i quite enjoyed the lecture.(: And this was the only time the guys practiced the dance together as a squad and i felt very happy :D Although the guys didnt really want to practice the dance but yeah, seeing us dnacing as a squad made me feel really happy and look forward to ITC.(: AND TODAY WE HAD A FULL SQUAD which made me feel double happy :DD

I bought the spray paint for the flag already. White, blue, orange and yellow.xD I don't like my squadmates at all, I love them <33




I think this sign =.- is super cute. It looks like a super diao face, and that thing has a double eyelid and a single eyelid, just like tengfoong.:D



conclusion:

TODAY IS A GREAT DAY :DD






I can't believe you were the one.

Today's a very bad day. Bad mood, bad people, bad things.

When i reached school today, i was in a very very high mood. Had mass dance during assembly and yeah, i guessed i did have fun. So before break, i was in a very good mood. And i was looking forward to chinese lesson.

Maths was the first lesson. Was okay, just that i didnt understand anything. So well, very saddening.

Langarts was alright. Romeo and Juliet is interesting.<3 Then we had group discussions. Nothing to elaborate luhs.

Then it was break. And the period when my mood turned 360 degree. I saw something which made me feel very very bad and sad.

Science was boring, did some super boring experiment. Im doing it with meiling so it was worse. :D

Then chinese! I have been looking forward to this lesson cause we are takng back our chinese paper. I scored 38.5/50. YAY!(: Luckily i didnt had another C5 if not im so gonna hate myself.

Then we had talks no swimming safety. Nt very interesting so spent all our time drawing, talking, passsing letters, laughing. So it was quite interesting afterall. :D

Was released at 1.35? Which was 25 minutes before the actual dismissal. Stayed in the classroom for some super random stuff. Eg drawing on the whiteboard and see who can reach the highest.

Tomorrow's tuesday. Im dreading tomorrow's cca, although a whole 3hrs of total defence lecture is nice.XD

Tomorrow's 4/3/08, which mean ITC is only 3 more days away. And i haven prepared all the items in the kit list = ><.



What happened to thebangbangsquad?
















I won't give up.:D

I give up.

Making people sad, angry and disappoined.
Is that what you all want.?

Ahh, cant you all don't be like that?
We are all tired.

Please change your attitude, if not things won't change.
And i don't want things to remain this way.





Lets be united.

Was talking to jovi about the squad on msn. What he said gave me lots of motivations and encouragements. Talked to him about all the difficulites, the squad bonding, PT and stuffs. He made me feel a lot better and yup, i promised not to fall out during PT if i still can endure ;D I try to do standard pumpings, run the 12 rounds without walking.

"even if u take 1 hour, we will still cheer for u"
I almost cried after reading that okay!


Thanks for that squadmate.XDD


And suddenly im looking forward to ITC. ;D

Everything seems to be affecting my mood.D:
I cant get happy and high.

The camp is just around the corner, yet you all dont seem to care.
The dance is not ready yet and you all dont even bother to practice.
And only jovi care to buy the mess tins that we need.
He bought 30 of them from beach road without complaining.
But you all dont even wanna help him.
Why are the girls doing everything?
Why are we the ones who had to prepare everything?
Spare a thought for us.



we are a squad

Grabbed this from Lihui's blog. :D

Light Yagami from Death Note is a gay.

Wanna know why?

Look:
Yagami.
Flip it over, it becomes
imagaY/ i'm a gay.

:D


Was talking to my parents about next friday's ITC. Then i suddenly burst out crying cause i felt really scared about the solo night and all the tough and hiong trainings. F, now im dreading the camp.

I still remember last year, i didnt enjoy the camp. I even cried when i slept cause i felt really unfair. We had to eat the cold, dried, hard fried bee hoon after running 2.4km. And we had to sleep on the cold and dirty floor without any blanket or sleeping bag. Then i just burst out crying.

And this year, there will be solo night which is the thing i dreaded the most. Seriously, i have a weak heart. Im scared i'll just freaked out and scream and cry and faint. Hmms, especially if im standing outside the LT toilets or the field. And this is the main reason why im thinking to pon the camp.D:

And we had to bring alot of stuffs to school on friday. 30 items, wow. Including a 1.5L of water bottle, full uniform + shoe bag, 1m pole, and a very very big bag to contain all the other 25 items and my school bag. Anyone kind people who are willing to help me carry all those? I will be very greatful to ure. :DD




Sheesh. Feeling super sad now. So will end the post here. Argh!

Happy leap year ;DD

I decided to post today because today is a very special day, 29.02.08.XD

Ehs? School was alright. Just that today's weather made me want to sleep. And there were a lot of stupid disgusting bees outside and inside the class.D:

Nothing much happened. Hmms, i can only remember the part when me paola zk and tf were crapping after history lessons ;D Talked about super ramdom stuffs and we were all ROFLed.
Was feeling quite emo out of a sudden sheesh, but i tried not to be. But after music felt super emo. Shyt, i hate the emo feeling.

Cca today was okay, very good i think. Spent the whole act in an air-con class and learning some geography stuff and first aid. I wasnt really concentrating, thinking about some stuff. Felicia wasnt present for act, if not we will have a full attendance again ;D

Were deciding whether to go out or not tomorrow. Shucks, now nobody want to go out le.X:

Seriously, i think this post is crap. So dunt bother to read it. But since you read it, then why don't tag? :D




Today isnt a good day. It sucked.