Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Squadmates, there is squad outing tmr yay whee yay :D

Friday, June 19, 2009

Rants, rants and more rants.

At this rate, the physics video is never gonna be done T.T I'm not angry/pissed/whatever but srsly we don't even have time/don't bother to meet up and do stuffs. Some don't even bother thinking of ideas zzz. It's really very pekcek to sms you guys and asking yall to complete this and that by this time, and the reply will be like: Okay sure, no problem. But in the end I'll receive nothing. Anw thanks to those who really put in effort for this proj, haha shan't name them cause it'll be pretty obvious who didn't contribute anything -.-

Everyone's busy; CCA, homework, other commitments. Just spare a lil time and put in a lil bit more effort, what's so hard. We all gotta learn time management and set our priorities right. Now since nothing's done, and nobody's replying my msges, the phys meeting tmr's canceled; and sunday's meeting may be canceled too. See, how can we get things done like that. We have at most 3 more days to complete everything- preparing experiment, filming, editing, putting in subtitles all those shit. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE! If yall don't even bother about this proj, then why am I so concerned anw, it's a group work c'mon :X We can all just throw everything away, don't bother about all this shit and say something like: Oh, I got no time for this proj. Or. Oh I don't see any reason why I need to do this thing, it's crap anyway. to mrtan when school reopens right.

Iya don't even know why I'm so pekcek anw -.- (Paola I finally understand how you feel when I don't hand up proj tasks on time) :X Seriously I'm not angry or whatever, I just feel like ranting.



Anw you guys know about the bus which crashed on the way to/back from genting right. And there's this girl who's quite heavily injuried and still in malaysia's hospital right now. Uh yeah, I just found out from my mum/and the newspapers that she's someone I know. She just lives some roads away from me. Shocking isn't it, I saw her picture; lying on the hospital bed with her family standing beside her on the newspaper. Her sister was my primary school friend and I used to go to her house and play last time. I swear it was freaking scary/shocking when I saw the newspaper. Just a few weeks/months ago, I saw her in the study room and now, she's lying in hopsital haix. Hope she recovers soon, prays hard prays hard.

See how fragile life is. Like one fine day, on the bus ride to genting, the bus crashed. Scary. That's why I always have a probia of going overseas, by bus, by areoplane or cruise. I always worry a lot when I'm about to go overseas.

To vanessa who's most prolly on the areoplane to Korea right now, take care k. Bon voyage! :D
And to Oonhim who's enjoying in genting/KL now haha, remember to eat that pizzahut @ genting k super nice :D Take care too.
And to Ongmin who's dunno, still in Australia take care and don't catch swine flu okay!~ :D



Today's a pretty nice day. Went downstairs with mum and sis to shop at NTUC for food hiahiahia :D Bought a lot of things I like yay, calbee jagabee thing, chocolate biscuits, and some coffee wafer sticks, and ice cream and things for dinner yay. It's been a long time since I went down to shop shop with family alr lol.

K then once I reached home I opened all the food and eat eat eat haha nice food I like :D Then mum cooked some desserts and then dad came home and crapped with him haha. K then helped to cook dinner yay so fun :D Spag for dinner + salmon hehe ^^ Coooooooooooooool :D



It's sad when people you know become people you knew.
When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them.

Invincible.

I can't believe I woke up so late today (10.30am)

Hiahiahia anw I dreamt about something really stupid. Something like me and my squadmates were trapped in a big house with some animals cause it was raining heavily outside. Then we all grabbed umbrellas and ran all the way to west coast market. And when we were running someone came and told us we weren't allowed to run (?) Iya something liddat then when we reached the market we were deciding what to eat and dunno how come my family was there too. Er the rest I can't really remember hahaha, stupid dream I know ._.

Yup no proper update these days cause I haven't been doing much. Stay at home, do some homework, sleep, eat, text, talk crap. Nothing much /: I feel so empty right now, I want/need CCA! ): Haix nvm I think there will be more ROD discussion sessions hehe :D Yay I (L) squadmates :D

Iya gotta go do physics research + chinese ppt now alr! Cya haha :D K anw ytd was great hehe ^^

Thursday, June 18, 2009

I feel like an idiot right now.

'Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all
If you're listening to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall'
Cause it's us against the world tonight
(Us against the world- Westlife)

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

The songs we sang together;

I rather have NCO modular course today, instead of staying home right now. Aye nvm there's still squad outing in the afternoon if it isn't canceled :D And I'm already very excited now hehe.

Anw yesterday was a hectic day, but awesome! Saw squadmates for the whole of yesterday, arnd 16-17 hours :D NCO modular course in school and unit bbq at east coast park.

The course was fun although we gotta keep running here and there. Had foot drill in the morning, learnt the basics and stuffs. Then halfway through drill I felt like vomitting and my legs and hands were numb so I fell out with Alicia ): Then the rest continued with drill under the hot sun and more and more squadmates fell out. In the end I think there were a total of 6 casualties and Mam Shihui asked us to form a Civil Defence committee and later gotta teach our squadmates some stuffs lol. K then we went to discuss what we wanna do and stuffs.

Then it was Campcraft lesson whee the casusalties got to sit down haha. K went through pressure lamp and hurricane lamp. And a bit of topography.

After a while it was lunch time! Yay frst time we got to travel out of school for lunch then come back again in the middle of act! Haha went to queensway and ate Macs. Iya it was super ganjiong and everyone was glupping down their food, okay not that exaggerated but still. K after we swallowed all the food with people asking others to finish their fries for them, we chionged to took the bus back to school. While the guys went to accompany Linhan to cut hair lol. The HOs told him to get his hair cut during lunch hahaha.

K so we fall in by 1pm yay :D Iya then the officers not here yet so the guys don't bother falling in -.- Then they were talking and sitting and slacking there when they suddenly saw officers coming lol then scolded and we got punished /:

So it was arms drill, k rifle drill. Luckily the weather was nice cause no more sun alr and it was very windy so good weather to do drill ^^ Learnt/recap and I guessed we all learnt quite a lot :D But holdig the rifle in the hormat position was super tiring lol, and the baring senjata position also very xinku :X But it was great to hear solid bangs (: Like seriously :D

Then drill session ended and it was Civil Defence lesson. The rest splitted into groups while we remained in our CD committee haha. Taught/go through with them how to tie arm sling and elevation sling haha. Lol I think I didn't speak more than 2 words during the teaching session HAHAHA. Hmmm okay that pretty sumed up what we did during CD and the rest was Mams talking to us and asking us to improve and talk less do more and no small talks that kinda thing.

Then I think we fell in outside Np room and gave out wallets and bersurai :D Teehee anyway that's not the end of the NCO modular course, it's ony the beginning heh.

Hmmm then everyone went to change into squad tee. Okay not everyone, around 16? Hmmm I think only 5 squadmates went home or smth and the rest, off to unit bbq! :D I think we made a lot of noise on our way there; on the bus, on the mrt haha. The bus ride from Bedok to east coast park was the funniest manzxc haha. Zhiliang was doing some/alot of stupid things hahaha, like making stupid faces and thinking how Oonhim would react when she found out that her wallet's stolen by Zhiliang hahaha JOKE.

Then walked walked walked and finally reached the bbq pit. It's damn far from the main area there so we walked/ran there cause we were freaking hungry. We were expecting some food to be laying in front of us when we reached and we can gobble the food alr. But no, they were just starting the fire for our pit. Uhhh we all rushed to ate the beehoon, as in everyone taking a fork and just dig the beehoon and eat lol. Then juniors came over and told us the beehoon was spoiled ._____________________.

Nvm, then some fanned the fire, some exploring the food and we all saw stingray and got so excited hahaha. Okay then finally we can bbq already! :D Zhiliang the satay man was making the satay, "50cents for one piece!!!!" Hahaha lol and some put the stingray into the fire, some bbq the hotdog, some bbq the otah all those. Then when the food was ready we just snatched them and swallowed LOL. Then we look like people who haven't eaten for days and we just snatched them lah hahaha. Fun :D

But there were some misunderstandings lol, like we were just there to eat, not to prepare and bbq ourselves and not supposed to clean up ourselves lol. Anw last year's bbq was the best I think haha cause we organised one mah :D There were damn lots of food and when people came we just served them the food and we were there the earlist and left the latest cause we cleared up everything and haix actually that's the way it's supposed to be isn't it.

When we were full we went to the beach, sat down and highed/emoed. Haha then cheered EVNP and the guys didn't want to cheer -.- They went to threw sand at each other instead /: Sat at the beach and talked, and me, Oonhim and Felicia went to play at the beach there haha, when the waves came we just backed. Lol I have no idea how to descirbe but it was exciting/fun :D And we kept singing songs haha zihigh :D

Then it was (very) dark and more and more people left. Then the rest just bbq all the satay and we yi bian zou yi bian chi haha. We stayed until 10pm and left cause the guys waited for us at Macs woo.

Meiwen's dad came to fetch us and we (5 people) squeezed into his car hah so squeezy and Meiwen didn't really have a space to sit /: Paiseh! :D But thanks a lot anyway.

Then reached home and went to bath, the lights went off when I was bathing halfway z scary :X Cause I was freaking tired so I just blew my hair dry and went to sleep. Then when I was lying on the bed my sis kept asking me about bbq stuffs and I told her about what happened for the whole day and fell asleep haha :D

Ytd was fun lol, super fun, I really don't mind seeing squadmates everyday for the rest of my life. My mum kept saying that I'm too busy with my cca and squadmates that I'm so shag everyday and have no time for homework all those. But I guess if I'm really happy with them I don't mind being shag and sleeping at midnight everyday heh :D

Yay k it's alr 12 noon and I havent't eaten my breakfast z. So I'm gonna end of my long post here hahaha. Squad outing later @ Wenting's house. I don't think attendance will be great but who cares yay as long as I'm gonna see squadmates :D

Wheeeee when was the last time i posted such a long post? Only squadmates could make me do this :) Iya actually all my posts also very long and cause it's about rvnp and squadmates :D

I love you guys.

Monday, June 15, 2009

^^

I'm looking forward to tomorrow thus I'm in a high mood now :D Tmr there's NCO modular course, and unit bbq haha so exciting right! :D

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Squadmates.

As you guessed it. Since my life revolves around squadmates and np everyday, then my post will be about squadmates and cca right common sense haha.

Anw, today's THEORY + PRACTICAL PROMO for GK, CC, CD. I only started studying one day before the promo, which is Friday, so I chionged until 2am lol but nothing much got into my brain anyway. But luckily NCOs prepared a mock promo for us ytd which was really helpful ^^ And after cca, went to oonhim's house to (supposedly) study, but we end up taking stupid/retarded/lame videos. Which means we didn't really study but nvm it was fun anw :D

K lets talk about today. Woke up in the morning and was feeling rather worried cause I didn't really study. Lol then ate some nice sandwich for breakfast and off to school. I thought there will be a lot of people chionging last minute in school leh, just like last year when I saw everyone tying arm slings, ring pads, this and that. Then today I only saw Pris, Weiying and Alicia lol and started my last min revision. Then everyone started coming and coming and coming. And ended up with 20/21 squadmates in the end.

Attendace taking damn joke lol. Sick or sick with question mark lol cooool :D I think only Feli was the only sick one lol. K then took temperature, did this did that and went to fell in outside 4D. Lol I swear I was damn nervous and scared at that time k :X

Then went into the room, splited into two groups. And the group I was in did the theory paper first. Lol I kinda screwed up anw but I guess I will still pass? Hopefully :D Iya cannot say out the questions here gotta be careful heh. Hmmmmm k nothing to elaborate anymore already.

Then the ones who did practical were already done and then a while later we were done too. Lol so we switched. And woah practical was wayyy scarier than theory cause you gotta talk to officers LOL scary eh :X

I was one of the 6 who went for the practical first, iya faster get over it better right :D Then went into the room and was O.O cause there were so many officers there sitting at their stations waiting for us, and there were 6 stations woah scary :X But we only gotta go for 2 stations lah scare me.

K so first I went to Mam Huiqing's CC station first. Er yup CC still okay, quite easy lol :D Good good heh but my lashing was screwed cause my hands were trembling throughout the whole thing T.T Then I think I did the CC section very fast cause I gotta wait very long to go to the next station lol.

Then after that I went to Sir Xiaoyi's CD station and Oonhim was my casualty lol -.- I see her wanna laugh already how to do practical ._. K so when i was doing some thing on her we kept laughing at some squadmates and dunno why just kept laughing. Oh yah then when I was doing thing on Oonhim, this happened:

Sir: Er what's your name?
Me: Chingh(an), sir.
Sir: Oh okay, not Chingh(oon) ah?
Me: Erm no sir.
Sir: Oh the name tag spell wrongly?
Me: No sir. (LOL)

LOLOL then me and Oonhim laughed and laughed and laughed LOL -.-
I was trying not to laugh okay and finally I succeed when Oonhim left. Anw CD was quite scary cause I didn't know how to quite a number of questions and gave crap lol.

And the whole promo ended at arnd 11 woah cool :D Everything done in 3 hours only hehe so efficient. Then after that officers briefed us about this thing that thing and NCO modular course, and some other things.

So the whole thing end already lor PROMO's OVER! :D

Erm after that went to Jp with Oonhim, Vanessa and Charlene cause we wanna eat good food :D Wanted to eat pizzahut in the first place then when we entered Jp then we remembered today's a saturday = no student meal. But we still went into pizzahut and see see lor, who knows the food cost so damn ex that we went out after sitting in there for so long haha. So paiseh niahaha :}

So in the end settled at Mos burger, uh our so called good food ): I ordered some vege fish burger and fried potato thing eh not fries hor LOL. K then after we ate then Charlene left and we went to walk walk. Then we decided to sit down and talk so we went to Ben10 cafe and eat ice cream LOL. 3 people share one pathetic cup of ice cream lol, plus the GST and service charge it's 6.80 (-.-) Anw we all pok alr mah haha.

Then eat finish already went to walk a while here and there, then since everyone was so tired so we went home hehe ^^

And there's squad ROD dance/meeting session @ Om's house. Uh yah I'm still deciding whether I should go or not but most prolly would be going.

And then there's NCO modular course this tues, and unit bbq's on tues as well. And wed's squad outing. Hmmm and some other ROD meeting and Games Day planning and this and this.

So conclusion. Holiday makes me anti-social cause I'll only see squadmates for the whole holiday. Great. Uh I'm not being sacarstic lol z really yay I (L) squadmates! :D

(: Goodnight it's already 1.18am haix :X I wanted to sleep early today but.. Forget it since I said I wanted to do homework and ended up using comp for 5 hours T_T

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Tired.

Yup 2 days of courses finally ended :D Yay it finally ended hahaha okz but actually I learnt quite a lot of stuffs lol just cause of something and I can't concentrate z /:

K anw time passed damn fast during these 2 days lol, I can't really remembered much expect the fact that we were being scolded early this morning and rvnp's in group 6 and we played games, had lectures and and and er er and ... :X

Don't wanna elaborate anymore alr. Anw Sir Xiaoyi's really nice hehe :D And er I don't really know what happened LOL I can't remember alr @.@

Ohya, there's CCA tmr and there's promo on sat oh gosh :X K I've been seeing squadmates for dunno how many days alr lah LOL there isn't really any free days to do homework or something since there's NCO modular on the 4th week and squad outing and dunno what phy makeup.

Which means for this whole hoilday I'm only gonna see squadmates and squadmates and squadmates woolala :D

And I've been so busy for the past few days/weeks that I felt as if I'm going crazy lol. A bit scared cause I thought I was dying -.- Really scary ):

Haix so yup CCA tmr, mock practical woo scary. Anw I'm gonna reach school at 7 although cca starts at 9 ._. I shall bring go study there lol a bit gl leh sian :X

K bye. Anw everyone's a hypocrite lol seriously, nope not targetting anyone here although some faces are floating around in front of my eyes. Okay, yup but srsly lor everyone's a hypocrite lol. If not you aren't human alr lol -.-

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Squad, rusok senja ta!

Hehe drill promotion is finally over! :D Not as bad as I expected though lol, but drilling in the (HOT) sun seriously sucks. And it's worse with only 2 waterbreaks :X Not like the other group lor stand in the shade and drill with dunno how many waterbreaks zz I jealous alr liao lah /: But nvm, I think I have a greater sense of achievement drilling in the sun yay~

So in the beginning our squad was splitted into 2 equal groups. Was in the same group as Felili, Veron, Charlene, Meiwen, Shirley, Eemin, Xinyi, Jixiang, Linhan and Hancong. Was taken by Mam Shihui and Sir Cher-e. I think at first everyone was quite sian lol, cause there isn't really any enthu people in our group :X

So I was the first timer for drill, z I think it was kinda screwed up. Then I got scolded for answering to mam the incorrect way ): Nvm but I think I was loud enough hehe then when I was dying, Xinyi became the timer heh thanks squadmate :D

I can't remember much about what happened during drill promo so shall name some random points that I remember hehe:

Ohya, my MOI and WOC haha I almost forgot to mention.

Did WOC for baton drill k, luckily I wasn't very nervous lol but I forgot some command haix. Actually I gave the correct command one lor, then I thought it was wrong so I keep samula-ing ): Nvm lah haha I think my WOC still not bad LOL.

Then due to the lack of time, and that the other group had already finished their drill promo, we (Veron, Linhan, and me) went to the other group to do MOI D: Woooo their group damn scary lol everyone so serious and they look very zai :D

And Jixiang's WOC was super funny lol. The rest was still okay, I mean we were all alright right hehe :D

K so mam asked for a volunteer out of the 3 of us. So obviously I went first lah, cause the first one will be the easiest one right lol. And my MOI was to teach the "shouldering of the arms". K that was what mam told me to teach then I ask: "erm, is it rusok senja ta?" Then she replied "Erm dunno, you think it is then it is lor."

Lol xia si wo leh, luckily I went to read the english translation thing during the 2nd waterbreak phewwwww :D And I know it's rusok senja ta lah lol. Then did MOI and I forgot quite a lot of important stuffs haix. K lor I think that's all.

Anw after drill pomo today, after lunch with squadmates and when I reached home, I fell asleep for 4 hours haha wah shhhioooook ah! :D

Anw,
Last command for the day:

BERSU-RAI
Turn check-check up-check down-check left right left-I LOVE NP!


K bye guys :D Sian I'm still damn tired now haha and I know this post sucks lol hehe. Oonhim I dowan to compete anymore alr lol.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

The big day.

Tomorrow's our big day :D Nope, no one's getting married or whatsoever lol. IT'S... OUR .22 REVOLVER SHOOTING COMPETITION.



All out trainings @ hometeam ns and this and that, yay this big day is finally coming! :D Okay lets just try our best k squadmates. We may not get into the final (top 10 out of 155+ schools) oh well, but lets just have fun k :D And I know we can do it one lah right hehe.

Girls team: Oonhim, Felicia, Ongmin, Wenting and me!
Guys team: Matthew, Kuanyuan, Haokuan and 2 other ncos!

Jiayou all k :D Anw I think tmr at HTA the atmosphere is gonna be really scary, with all the sirs and mams standing behind, and all the other people staring at you through the glass thing. /: Pray for me my gun doesn't jam okay :X If it jams I'll be really really dead, uh what IA thing D: Scary. I step into the shooting room I damn nervous alr lol.

I shall faster go prepare my full-u gasps D: ANW, there's this really big blister with water inside z, very pain leh! How to wear black socks and boots liddat :X Liddat shoot halfway then the blister burst then I scream how? (-.-)

Then there's promo on saturday /: Drill promo, k I hope I can do well yay :D I gotta faster go study tonight alr since I won't have time tmr :X

(Ongmin, you wanted this part so here it is!)

030609; yesterday. Reached school at 7am for cca, and before that practice drill with Ongmin. Yay and we saw many squadmates in their full-u cause they were going for PK course. Hahaha we went for that course during december holiday alr so we don't have to go yesterday and today yay :D Anw that course is really boring lah z, esp that time only got 10+ people who went for it -.-

K continue, yesterday only 6 people fall in in the beginning ._. Charlene, ongmin, meiwen, eemin, jovi and me. Lol worse squad attendance ever I think. But nvm it was fun yay :D First we checked u for sec2; just walked around and see their uniform lol, quite fun anw. Then we did WOC for Sec2 squad too; woo damn scary. Cause their squad's very big and they look so O.O So I was a bit nervous. First was ongmin, then me, then jovi, then jixiang (yup he came late) and then no more. So now got 7 people in the squad liao haha. K then I think the rain got bigger so we went to the car porch instead. Practiced slow march and rifle drill yay and ncos told us that slow march is not gonna be tested for promo this time round. Hohohoho what great news right! :D

Okay, so went the rain got smaller we went back to the track and continued with rifle drill marching. It was freaking tiring lah z, my hand now got blue black alr lol.

The fun part is here haha. Cause it rained in the morning so there were many puddles of water on the track. I think you can guess what happened right :D We hentak-kaki in the puddles hahaha! K so water was splashing everywhere and my shoes got holes one so my whole shoes and whole socks got wet ._. Gross I know. But nvm so fun lah haha :D

(And we all skipped physics makeup heh, we had a long time persuading Jovi. But I think his heart is still with squadmates lah right, hor hor hor? Hahaha)

Then I think Shirley, followed by Jingxian, followed by Kenneth came o.o I can't remember the sequence and don't remember whether it's before or after lunch alr lol.

K so then during lunch, the 2nd highlight of the day: We billibanjang in the whole puddle of water in the netball court. You know, the circle thing in the netball court that collects water haha. Yup it's that one lol. The water's muddy and dirty with black dirt/thing everywhere in the water. Eeeeek it's very disgusting one lol but nvm since we are such brave and fun people, we billibanjanged in there. We = the girls. And everyone was enthu in splashing water and stamping hard on the water that we kept laughing and laughing. Okay maybe not everyone, maybe it's just me haha. K so damn fun lah :D

Then ALL our shoes and socks and slacks and legs were so freaking wet that we sat down on the court, took off our shoes and socks and let the wind dry our legs. Meiwen was disgusting cause she squeezed out water from her socks haha. Ok then me and charlene and dunno who did the same as well lah lol. And we all had black 'oreo crumbs' on our shoes, socks. And brown thing/mud on our slacks ._.

Then went to the toilet to wash our socks and shoes in the basin LOL. That's very disgusting lol but zuper fun. Like go sentosa liddat hahaha.

K lol then the rest of the act was kinda boring. Recrea, took jnrs for cc lesson for arnd 15mins, drilled with baton or smth, recrea. Ok so that's basically the end of the whole act. And eemin chased a small toad from the field all the way to the track. And one junior carried the toad with her hands and put it into the water. And jovi went to kick a ball at the toad. And the junior threw the ball at Jovi. Cooooooooooooooooooool.

Ongmin, my post very exciting hor hahaha.

K I shouldn't be blogging anymore cause the time now is already 9.40 gasps D: My full-u zzz. Tmr reaching school at 11am for drill practicing :D Haha this is gonna be the ___ times I'm seeing squadmates consecutively. Coool right :D

Yay, to end off. Squadmates rock my life : D













And you damn liar leh z, go out with your friends ah. Oh I see. Oh you mean you went out with your guy friend don't dare to say isit. Iyoyo, how come liddat ah, you also will paiseh one meh? Gasps sorry I really didn't know you so paiseh one leh alamak. Go out with your clique, oh how funny uh. Clique is one guy hor haha I didn't know leh, my poor english haix. Do you know you're downright disgusting. Do you know I have so much information about you haix, poor girl why do you have to lie? IF you didn't, maybe my impression of you would be a little better lor but too bad lah z. Better impression also hao3 bu4 dao4 na2 li3 qu4. But at least (maybe) I won't hate you like now, ok maybe not. You are just like the hu2 li2 jing2 in those movies/shows/whatever -.- Haix why did you want to lie ah, I mean not to me but to your friend? Oh I know alr, go out with your 'clique' too scared ah, scared we paste posters in the whole school telling everyone you went out with ___? D: Haix don't worry, I'm not like you I won't be this kinda thing one. Anyway, just you wait. Anyway why am I so angry ah zzzzzzz >D

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

林俊杰-会有那么一天

一九四三世界大战

阿嬷年轻的时候

爷爷爱他那么多

他们感情很深

但是爷爷身负重任

就在离乡的那夜

给了阿嬷一个吻

轻声说到

我要离去别再哭泣

不要伤心请你相信我

要等待我的爱

陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天

我们牵著手在草原

听鸟儿歌唱的声音

听我说声我爱你

夕阳西下鸟儿回家

阿嬷躺在病床上

呼吸有一点散漫

眼神却很温柔

看著爷爷湿透的眼

握著他粗糙的手

阿嬷的泪水开始流

轻声说道

我要离去别再哭泣

不要伤心请你相信我

要等待我的爱

陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天

我们牵著手在草原

听鸟儿歌唱的声音

听我说声我爱你

我要离去别再哭泣

不要伤心请你相信我

要等待我的爱

陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天

我们牵著手在草原

听鸟儿歌唱的声音

听我说声我爱你

Touching song, I remembered I listened to this song very long time ago and then today I re-listened again. Touching, meaningful, cried.

Anw, it's weird how people change their mindsets so easily.

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Today was another day with squadmates, went late for the drill practice, reached school at 11 instead of 10 haha, but no difference lah right. Did rifle drill, slow march, normal marching and other things, it was really useful today yay I learnt a lot of things :D Then while we were marching halfway Sir came and said we weren't allowed to do such thing (self practicing drill) -.- Okay forget it.

Then bused to Commonwealth for lunch w squadmates. Finished eating, went to Je library to do homework with Vanessa. Hardworking right. Okay luckily we didn't see _ and _ there lol z. Didn't really do much, I spent the 1.5 hours there doing 3 maths questions /:

K then skip skip then I reached home.

Tmr's another long day. Cca from 8-5. Phy makeup from 11-1. Er yup so gotta skip cca for 2 hours. I highly believe that Jx will be the only one left from 11-1 haha, goodluck manzx. Anw there won't be more than 14 people going for act tmr, minus all those people who will pon, hmmmm. Scarly we can only fall in in ranks of 2 lol z joke.

Okayyyy, it's late now! News: Singapore already has the 8th case of swine flu..

Maybe this will be the event that leads doomsday. Yay. I sound like some sadist.

I looked into G's room and cried a bit. Today's the 28th day already, how time flies right. I hope you're enjoying your time right now, don't worry about us, we are alright (: It's sad to look into your room and see that it's empty, it's really really sad. It's weird to know that you're already gone, the empty room, the empty seat and everything.

Shall stop typing already, I'm already tearing. Ah wipe away wipe away cannot let me sister see haha /:

@.@ Goodnight all.

I'm not jealous, no I'm not :X

Monday, June 1, 2009

If today was your last day;

If today was your last day; nickleback.

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in loveIf today was your last day
If today was your last day

Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you areSo do whatever it takes'
Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day