Hello.

We're so busy watching out for what's just ahead of us that we don't take time to enjoy where we are.

Tick tock tick tock. I remember this phrase always repeat itself in Enid Blyton's storybook. "The grandfather(?) clock went tick tock tick tock."

The picture above reminds me of a time machine. I wish I had a time machine, uh I need one. I did too much stupid stuffs in the past which made me lost quite a few of my good friends hai ): Now everything's different alr haix ._. I really really want to go back lah, I was a happier person then cause things were totally great ): I need to go back to the past cause I need to say sorry to many people and do things to make the current situation a little bit better.

Talking to Feli on msn about np and things now. Looking through the photos Mr Oh sent us, it's kinda saddening. The times we went for air pistol competition, the times when we went for 1 star kayaking, the times we went for unit trek, the times we went for road safety marshal and many many more. Be it as a unit or as a squad :D

Talking about how stupid we were in the past, complaining about np when we were in sec1. I don't want to be NCOs so fast, I don't want to ROD so fast. Time really really flies damnit and everything's gonna be over so soon. We witnessed 1 ROD, then 2, then the third one's coming really soon. And before we know it, it will be our turn.

This isn't an emo post, I'm just thinking, thinking about many many things.

I sersiously need to start treasuring everything in life now before. Treasure the people around me, my family, my friends, my squadmates. And most importantly, treausre time. ):

And I'm proud to say,

Being in RVNP is one of the best thing that ever happened to me :D

DANG T.T

I'm screwed.




Tmd to that person out there, you better keep your mouth shut before I give you a slap srsly. You got any idea how irritating you are z, like why you do like to comment on everything. Dunno also must say something, think you very smart is it -.- Damnit why am I saying all these things here.


Please, pray hard for me, pray that it'll rain tmr :X

I believe you will.

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

I'm not gonna lock this blog ever again z, so troublesome to unlock, lock, unlock again.

School's a little better today :D Went high with Veron and Charlene during break heheh :D PE was great too, girls captain ball pwn heh. There was once I was chasing over the ball which was rolling on the ground then chase all the way until the captain there still cannot catch. LOL then I turned around and see everyone else laughing hurhur -.- Sibei diulian z.

Had chem test make up instead of going to the chem talk. Test was still okay, yay I think I can pass so yay :D

Anw. Iya shit I think I really need a private blog heh :} Hohoho okay off to create one! :D

Quick.

Optimism is the solution to all problems.

Didn't take chem make up after school today, pushed backwards to wednesday z. I spent weekends studying for it budden not today /: Mdm Ang cheat my feelings a lot of times alr lor, at first dunno is thurs, then monday, then wednesday. So I had to keep mugging and worrying for it :X Anw I think the make up test's harder than the original one z whatever -.-

After school went to eat with Veron at Clementi market heh :D Food was really fab -two thumbs up- K Veron ate twice the amount I ate, typical Veron. Yay I like talking to Veron cause we share the same thoughts (HAHAHA!) :D

K this' just a quick update. School was really disgusting today, I miss 2C damn much /: Iya I don't like school cause of many reasons z sucks :X School sucks, was kinda emo these days dang T.T

Editting if I have the time later, thats after I complete my journal and study chem..... -.-

P.s. Happy birthday kimberly! :D

P.s.s. Happy advanced birthday uncle jiwei! :D

P.s.s.s. Xiuhan's pc today was great heh :D

Ps.s.s.s. THERE'S CCA TMR! :D Just great (:

MY DAD'S FREAKING AWESOME I TELL YOU HAHAH :D

D:

All those people sleeping make me feel... safe.

Today sucked too haha >D

Outing was canceled so stayed at home and rot. Z wanted to go to the movies alone but it's v gl LOL.

Iya nothing to do actually. Watched knowing and the curious case of benjamins button online just not. Quality was good budden I only watched halfway z. Really no mood do anything now (incl. studying chem, do hwk, mug)

Z. K that's all for today :X

Z.

On a bad day, I have mood swings - but on a good day, I have the whole mood playground.

Sorry to those I daoed, ap-ed, scolded, etc. Really damn bad mood today due to certain things z. Today was a suicide day (?) if not for CID and recess yay I love 2C.

Just 3 words: Today Simply Sucked.

CHEERUP! :D

Never give up when the night is at its darkest for it is just awhile till dawn.

Nothing much to blog about today actually. So iya I think school was kinda fun today cause I was really high and happy :D

Hmmmm then went learning journey with 3K and 3L with 6 other classmates.

Omg I still gotta do other things now! Byebye!

Happy Advanced Birthday, CARISSA! <3

Bad day.

The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up.

Z staying at home for the whole entire day sucks. Did nothing much except go see doctor, read a bit of chemistry and sleep sleep sleep. I rather go to school seriously /:

I think I'm having red eye omgwtfbbqalamak. That means I may not be able to go school tomorrow again D: Omg it's red eye not red contacts leh chinhong! :X

Shit omg I hope I don't have to retake chem test tmr I will srsly screw it up dang T.T

I gotta stop blogging alr cause my eyes are hurting (NO RED EYE NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

D:

Missing school during this time sucks cause I'm missing out alot of stuffs. Ohwell great (-.-)

ZOMG IM FREAKING HAPPY! :D

There are so many different ways lives work out, so many stories, and every one of them is precious: full of joy and heartbreak, and a fair amount of situation comedy.


I'M FREAKING HAPPY CAUSE.

1. I GOT GOLD FOR MY NAPFA!

2. I GOT GOLD FOR MY NAPFA!

3. I GOT GOLD FOR MY NAPFA!

! :D

First time in my entire life I got a freaking gold. Yup oonhim thanks a lot k heh if not for you I'll just go pack my bag and go home with a silver hahahah! :D And thanks to all those who cheered for me and clapped and shouted and yay I'm really very happy now woohoooo! :D

Z, school started bad today. Didn't dare to enter the class cause I had a really bad haircut, as in seriously bad. Dunno leh I was so worried that I didn't even have the appetite to eat breakfast ._.

Went for morning assembly at the track as usual. Woah, Ongmin's command was really really damn good :D And I'm stil wondering when it'll be my turn z scary D:

Then geog lesson, read map as usual, I think it was super hard z /: Gotta mug hardcore alr woo :X

Had break after that, erm early break at 9am LOL. Iya can't finish my plate of rice cause I think I ordered too much hahaha.

Erm then it was lessons, pe, lessons, lessons, lessons blah. LOL and Mr Tan even offered us $1000 if we manage to catch the 50$ note he dropped. Super interesting and exciting leh! Hahaha I should have went up to try heh, confirm tio the 1000bucks one lor! Anw maths lesson was hilarious as usual HAHA LOL I like maths lesson a lot yay whee~ :D

Then yay 2pm! -bell rings- :D :D :D Anw I was kinda/ver worried for my Napfa so we went to the hall to practice a bit z. Did standing board jump until my shoulder and back hurts z. Then did other things until my whole body was aching -.-

So after practicing a lil bit, went to canteen to eat z. I always tell myself not to eat Stall6's roti prata but I always end up eating. Zomg really sucks k, I promise today shall be the last time I eat haha!

Okay so after lunch spent the whole 1hr+ jumping, stretching, sit-and-reaching.

Hmmmm then the scary time is here! D:

First station was standing board jump (my lousiest z). K so I jumped, first try was 160cm. Dang, I need 165cm to get gold!! Okay then second try, 155cm. I swear I almost cried ): Okay then was depressed but iya still try my best for the rest of the stations :D Other stations were not bad hmmm, shuttle run was great haha! I didn't know I can run so fast one lor heh :D

(Anw I dunno hear from who, budden they say next time become NCO that time if wanna take squad need to get gold for napfa or smth z.) Guess that was the reason why I was so damn depressed when I couldn't get gold just cause of a freaking jump z.

Okay so after that saw 3A! Haha I like 3A a lot cause there are a lot of squadmates + 2c people there! :D Yay cheryl hahah. Then told oonhim about what happened and then she told me to rejump haha. K so I went for the jump, I think I jumped 4 more times or something but everything's voided cause I double-jumped or smth. WALAO I WAS DAMN SAD OKAY Z, esp when there are so many people watching me jump gosh :X Then anw they helped me to beg the tcher for another try and so on. Yay then in the end I DID IT :D Hahahaha 167cm!!!! YAY I WAS SO HAPPY/TOUCHED THAT I ALMOST CRIED LOL Z. This kinda feeling cannot describe one lor, esp when your close friends all get gold with you. Thanks to those who told me to jiayou and encouraged me :D Zomg really touched haha (:

So that prolly sum up my great day! OH NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO! THERE'S A F CHEMISTRY TEST TOMORROW ZOMG OH NO! ): I want to study hard cause I dowan to get 10/40 again z (-.-) MUG AHHHHHHHH. Shit I need to drag someone to the library with me to study alr, I cannot study at home! :X

I think I'm used to failing tests now. In the past it wasn't liddat omg. Where's the chinghun who cared/worried about her results! D: I'm really worried cause I don't even feel like reading chemistry right now. Shit, I need motivation! Maybe this Friday will be my motivation! PCCUBE, I miss you guys a lot ): <3 It's hard to find such good friends who are always there for you. (: Meetup okay! :D



It's weird that people think I'm emo just cause I don't talk for 10mins LOL hahaha, maybe next time I shall learn to talk lesser heh :D /Or maybe I shall just not stop talking hahaha.

Okay, I promise myself not to be emo/sad over little stuffs already :D I think a lot, thats why I'm always worrying about things, getting angry/pissed over little things.

Don't you think everythings looks/feels much more prettier when you're happy? :D

Oh well.

One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.

Z today's a bad day. Actually going library to mug with squadmates then the thing was canceled. So stayed at home to study. Hohoho guess what, I didn't do anything at all for the whole day. Only managed to memorise the white colour solids for chemistry -.-

Went for a haircut just now, really sucks. Wonder how I'm going to meet everyone tomorrow z. I think the hairdresser dunno how to cut hair one or what cut until so ugly z.

Iya I don't really know what to post right now cause chemistry test is bugging me; 33 pages of notes to memorise in total z, crazy or what.

Then there's NAPFA tomorrow, pray hard that I can get a gold. Standing broad jump and sit and reach zomg /:

I think I'm going study chem now (seriously!) ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Very sian these days dunno why, I need squadmates (!) :D

Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action.

YAY/zzzzz.

If you arrived at your destinations, you'd be greated with an exclaimation (!)

Yay shooting's fun and cool and exciting and awesome and -fill in nice nice words- :D Heh I think this is gonna be our last time shooting .22 revolver and that's very sad ):

Anw I GOT MARKSMAN BADGE! YAY I was still very worried when I shoot cause I shouldn't shoot one/some bullet and then the sir came to help me for a few times but still no bullet come out z. Then he changed the bullet for me and I think he missed out one bullet or smth. Cause I still don't believe 1 bullet didn't hit the target! I aim at the same place everytime, the same angle the same position so why didn't the bullet hit the target leh! Must be the sir missed out one bullet and didn't replace it /: If it's liddat I really very angry with him alr lol ._.

Budden 15 out of 16 bullets it's really good for me I think :D Somemore all in the middle one leh in the rectangular box hah. So I got 15x5=75. 75 points of out 80 yay whee :D :D :D But squadmates are very pro people and dunno a lot squadmates got more than 75 also z, liddat I cannot go competition alr lor hahha. Anw Felicia you're really damn zai k, wo pei fu ni :D To those who didn't get the badge, don't be sad alr k :D

Erm yah, expect for this shooting thing my day was really bad, really very extremely bad. Really pissed with someone aiya dunno leh. Bad mood = pissed with every single one I kan bu shun yan -.- Z esp during shooting that time, when we sat at the seats behind shooting range and watch people shoot. Then many people from coughyishuncoughtowncoughseccough was so freaking noisy and I swear I was 100% pissed off. Talk talk talk talk play play play play pulling each other pull pull pull siao somemore they look so disgusting and I don't like them lor z. But many other schools includ us were also talking but I just super pissed at them z.

I wish I could do it ):

You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.