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This monday, tuesday, wednesday, friday, saturday.
Next tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday.
Out of these, 5 are 9 hours acts, 3 are 5 hours acts (2 promos, 1 weekly act), 1 shooting competition and 1 is practicing drill with squadmates. There's high chance we gotta wear full-u for all the acts (-.-)

I think it's gonna be 3 consecutive weeks I'm seeing squadmates since last week. Haix this is holidays uh, even my parents pity me z.

Tdy went to practice shooting with oonhim, felicia and ongmin :D Sian my shooting really sucks, all the shots not clustered one lol, all anyhow fly -.- Dunno lol shooting competition's only 5 days away haix I wanna get into finals leh! Anw felicia you really can shoot damn well lor I jealous leh haha.

After that went walk walk around in Hometeam NS, yay and we're going for laserquest one day for squad outing yay! So fun leh, we enter the place to see see then so excited alr, lol inside the room still got people shouting one leh! So fun! XD

K then after that parents came to fetch me and went to west coast for picnic! Haha it's been a long long while since we last went for picnic this kinda thing alr. Then sis and me went around to play play lol, and I think wcp's kinda screwed now lor the playground almost everything broken alr liao hahaha. K then went back to the mat there and eat eat eat! Haha got fried rice, fishball, hotdog and many many more food LOL. When I was eating I feel very happy idk why lol. But then got lighning so I a bit scared -.- Then I was so tired that I fell asleep on the mat after eating, must have slept for arnd 30mins lol. Haix now you get the idea how busy I am. /:

Anw I'm addicted to JJ's song all over again haha, that bian1 hao4 89757 that cd songs damn nice lor! Hahaha got the tu1 ran2 lei4 le4 and mei3 ren2 yu2 all v nice! :D

Shall go sleep now I don't feel well haix ._.

CRAZY.

Hello, it's been a hectic week z /: Everyday it's shooting, shooting, and more shooting. But squadmates are so fun to be with that I don't mind seeing them every single day :D Anw I still think my shooting sucks, nvm shall go for more trainings with squadmates when they're free.

Yay today's the last day of school whee~ After school stayed back to practice rifle dril with some squadmates then after that went to Westmall with Oonhim and Felicia to eat Udders ice-cream yay so nice! Bailey's :D Then went to Hometeam's shooting range. Actually we wanted to shoot one lor, but there's a competition going on so we can't shoot z. Decided to went to the bowling alley and talk crap there, okay and did some work. Then after that dunno do what lol and went home.

Walao I can't stand it anymore my mum's nagging at me to tell me go bath z -.- Iya forget it she's freaking noisy @.@ I so busy then she still keeps nagging at this nagging at that zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. K and there's cca tmr, I really feel like ponning but I know I can't. Z full-u again, thats the 3rd time I'm gonna wear it this week. Then there's shooting practice on sunday. Haix there goes my weekend. LOL, and I think I'm really seeing squadmates for one whole week haha ._.

No mood to blog alr freaking sian @.@

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I'm a busy woman hey.

25 May (Mon) - Cross Country Reconnaissance (3-5pm)
26 May (Tues) - Weapon Handling and Safety Training (4-6pm) Full-u.
27 May (Wed) - Cross Country Road Marshal (7-11am), Air Pistol Training (5.30-7.30pm)
28 May (Thurs) - Air Pistol Training (4.30-6.30pm)
5 June (Fri) - 0.22 Preliminary Shoot (AHHHHH! D:) Full-u.
6 June (Sat) - Sergeant Drill Promotion (Most prolly 8-5pm) Full-u.
10 June (Wed) - LMSC Course (Most prolly 8-5pm) Full-u.
11 June (Thurs) - LMSC Course (Most prolly 8-5pm) Pt kit.
13 June (Sat) - Sergeant Theory Promo (Most prolly 8-5pm) Full-u.

I'M SO BUST RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT! My life revolves around cca and trainings and squadmates and shootings and mugging for promo.

School was as usual today, Langarts and Maths rocked heh :D Chinese was kinda lame z Yilin drew me some stupid things haha. Langarts totally pwned wooohooo, Miss Hia super funny one lol anw Yingcui and Yilin was crapping around me so yay LA super fun hahah :D

I dowan talk about lessons alr, quite depressing. K skip to cca liao yay :D

Actually today I didn't do much during cca. Firstly went for Ms Khang's lecture, then road marshal briefing, then .22 shooting competition briefing. Lecture was okay, talked about some issues that the guys don't understand /: Then discussed about holiday activities and Mam told us our promotion for sergeant is on 6th and 13th June, haix GOTTA START MUGGING ALR LAH! D:

Then had road marshal briefing, yay we're gonna be road marshals again so fun! Dunnid to run for cross country leh haha, k hope that we won't let the people run the wrong route again /: Wenting, Hancong and me in charge of marshal point 5 yay, the point that I wanted! It's the junction thing that got 2 routes or something. Going to 'go through' the route on monday to know the points better haha ._.

After that the 8(eight) .22 shooting competition people went for the comp briefing while the rest of the squad went to pitch tent. When I was listening to Mr Oh's briefing about the comp, my hands were sweating and I was damn nervous lol dunno why. Then after that we know that there were 155+ schools taking part in the comp and everyone was like O.O?! And the we need to be the top 10 to get into the finals -.- And then, if your gun's stuck or whatsoever, you're gonna fix it yourself like omgwhat?! How to fix ourselves omg that's so freaking scary. The last time I shot my gun was stuck and I was super nervous and scared lol then I don't dare to touch the gun haha, tell me how do I fix it myself! Later explode how, or what if it catches fire alamak! D:

But I believe we can do it! Hahahaha WE ARE GOING TO GET INTO THE FINALS K SQUADMATES! :D Oonhim Felicia Ongmin Wenting Kuanyuan Matthew Haokuan and two other ncos JIAYOU! :D :D :D But actually it isn't really about winning but gaining experience right. But still try our best lor heh :D

Hmmmmm anyway, k I dunno what I wanted to say but anw I'm gonna study hard for promo :}

Bye, enjoy your weekend and all the homework ._.


I know we're drifting apart already, maybe it's because I'm busy with my stuffs and you're busy with your own stuffs too. I really dunno how, I dowan our friendship to fall apart but sometimes it's really very hard to talk to you. Haix I dunno why I'm so pissed with you sometimes too /: I think I've been neglecting friends cause I'm kinda busy nowadays and too occupied with feeling sad lol ._. K gimme some time, maybe a few more days, a few more months, or maybe a few more years I really dunno z. I'll try my best and yup hope you aren't angry with me or anything too :X Anw I don't think I'm making any sense here but whatever.


The Emperor’s face was a mask of rage. “Who are you to speak of will? You who have denied the will of others? You, whose very Geass is centered around it? You hypocrite!”
"To be hypocritical is human. And so what if I am a hypocrite? Even if I am wrong, that does not automatically make you right. Even if I am evil, that does not make you good."

Cool.

Oppppppps I realised I gotta do GPP and chemistry's dunno how many class exercises and langarts compre and study for promo and do this do that. So bye.

SIAN AHHHHHHHHHH D:

T.T

I. Think. I. Am. Depressed.

Oh anyway, hello z.

2009's a bad year haix so much things had happened and it's only half a year, WHAT?!

Iya I don't really have the mood to blog cause today's a sad day idk why. Basically no mood to do anything z /:

K but something happy! Ran (more than) 8 rounds for PE heh :D Cause we gotta like move from the inner track to the outer one and the more outer one after we've completed one round. Iya you get the idea right hahaha. K so ran with Charlene and by the 7th round we went crazy and kept shouting/screaming/cheering lol.

Hmmmm after school was CID session with Paola and Cheryl @ Cheryl's house k quite produtive lah idk /:

K I don't feel like blogging anymore z what a crap day :X



I feel like giving up but I know I can't. I'm affected by way too many things for this period of time. I find it hard to cope anyway, it's hard to stay strong. I really don't know /: The old me's dead and gone.

-.-

I think I'm kinda mean in the previous post thus I decided to delete that post /:

Midyear 09 really sucked big time, I already failed 2 papers dang T.T I mean I expected to fail alr so I just hope I can get one quarter of total marks hahaha -.- Z when I got back my physics paper, looked @ marks, laughed (LOL) I bet people think I passed zzzz hahah what a joke. NO I FAIL MY PHY.

Yay but luckily I have understanding parents phew :D :D :D K so no naggings/scoldings heh. (I know ure jealous lah hahahhahahhahaha)

Hmmmmm k, anw squad outing ytd was fabulous. Although I 'digged' sand until all my fingers are red and painful wah cry alr.

CCA tmr think it's gonna be hiong dunno lol. But I kinda look forward to it yay :D

Alamak okay I think it's super late alr (10.33pm) and I'm gonna sleep haha although I don't think I can fall asleep cause I slept 3hours in the afternoon but still haha.

Okiedokie I feel lamed out after typing this post. Iya dunnno lah oppps I think I gotta go pack my half u now byebye.

It's good to know people actually care :D

Thanks (:

Imy ):

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]