OMG IM SO IN LOVE WITH 1 LITRE OF TEARS.
IT MADE ME CRY AND CRY AND CRY.



so right now, im sitting in front of the computer screen and crying.
i finally found the episode i was looking for.
when the girl cried, she made me cry as well.



I LOVE THE EPISODE 8. PART 3/5 THE MOST <3

im sick and tired about blogging. Zzz so if there's nothing special, i really wont post

okay. so now i have nothing to post .

MY COMPUTER IS FIXED ;DDDD

haish, paola, i totally agree with you

CLICK
(refer to the post on 28.01.08)

um yes, i cant stand them too ><

all of them are hypocrites

and i seriously cant stand it anymore.

Want play AP and we do it with you ;D

cant stand us then quit and resign.

Dont like us then say it

in front of our face.

Dont have to treat us nicely

and then talk behind our backs.

Ohgawd. i shant elaborate anymore. I dont know why but i feel like crying, or rather disappointed. Maybe its because last year was really really alot better. No complains or talking behind the backs or whatever.

Okay, im feeling very sad now. want know more then go and visit Paola's blog What i want to say is the same as her's.

Im really disappointed. I love my class too much ><

If only we are all in fantasy land. Then all the bad people and monsters go far far away and leave us alone and we stay together forever ;D

But will that ever happen? no and that's a very sad thing.

We also thought that you all like us. LOL are we being too navie or what?

STUPID PEOPLE GO FAR FAR AWAY !!!!~

(i have no mood to talk about anything now. maybe i'll post again later)

Whee i'm high today ;D

Ahlalala~

I have nothing to blog about.
These are the things which are currently on my mind :

1. should i go for the dinner tml?
2. do i have a spray paint at home?
3. are there anymore hwk ?
4. what are my lines for the skit?

hohoho, im so so sian :l just maple-d for a while just now and yay, xzcutiemagex rocks (:

and tml, we have to skip Civil Defence lesson to go for the reharsesal for skit performance on saturday ;D

today lessons was as usual, um, EXCEPT THAT HOME ECONS IS REALLY REALLY NICE AND DELICIOUS :DDDDDDDDD.
I LOVE HOME ECONS ALOT YAY! we made chicken burger and it is really delicious, just that it's very very salty xD um, btw there are alot of ants in the kitchen wtf??

after that it was geo n mahs. LOL throughout the whole geo lessons me, lk n mk were like crapping? lol talked about how people shytted and talked about a guy who shyt in class. he just stand up and the shit will pop pop pop to the floor ~ disgusting mah? haha, i laughed n laughed until i got stomachache liao. zzz, OR iizit the chicken burger ? O.O

then after school stayed back to make the props for the skit. um, yes. *remind me that i have to bring the bimbo bag n the super big handphone *

okay. i decided to go for the dinner tml
LOL its until 10pm?
okay.

WE WON WE WON WE WON !!! :DDDDD

RVNP WON THE SKIT COMPETITION!!! xD YAYYYYY ;D

I LOVE RVNP! I LOVE RVNP! I LOVE RVNP! <3

I still rmb the first few activities, we all totally dislike np LOL. It's like so tough, disciplined and i still rmb that we had to copy down all our sqdmates' contact and i was so stressed ><

Hmmm, today's pt was too 'hiong' for me. erm, did 30 pumpings, 30 sit-ups, 201 jumping jets (we broke the record :DDD) and i ran for half a round before i gave up. I felt like dying, seriously. 'shouldnt elaborate'
Then had recreation, captain's ball. We won yay! ;D but we lost to the nco's squad, they are very very very tall.

Lets talk about school now. um, lessons are like a routine, langarts, maths, science, chinese blah.
Im bored :l ~ ahhhh. i dun really have anything to say abt sch lols. wanna know more then refer to my previous post. im not in the mood to post abt lessons ><

I only want to blog abt RVNP :DDDD

yeah, thanks squadmates for everything :D
thanks for cheering me when im sad, angry or pissed.
Even if we are angry with each other, we will forget everything later.
Thats the magic of RVNP :D
We love each other and care for each other.
We laugh together and yeah, do everything together.
Pt together, drill together, work hard together.
Dont care about whatthe others say. We know we love RVNP! <3
Jiayous, although we aren't perfect but we try our best in everything.

Squadmate, I LOVE YOU GUYS (:
*I laughed when i do jumping jets cuz i love you guys (:
Im lucky i met you all. You all are already part of my life <3












♥ you just left liddat?

Im feeling like crap.

Now im going to blog properly(:

Haish, reached school and everybody was emoing.
Actually i very hyper derh until Meiling n Zoenin emo-ed.
(Dont shed tears ;D)
Then i also become very no mood lerh.
And i swear when i'm emo. (Beware xD)

First two lessons were Maths and Langarts.
Totally boredom. I cant even understand the freaking maths problems.
Argh, Maths just ain't my type :D
Surface Area? Volume? Stupid stuff. I hate MATHS.

For Langarts we played some really stupid and very uninteresting games.
The girls lost and the guys won. haish, wadever :D
The whole class was like totally sian :l
No one actually paid attention. LOL wad fun lesson :D

Next was break. Ate some really disgusting food.
Yuck i only ate the chicken but not the noodles (:

~Science was next.
BORED :l
Did experiment in the lab and i spent the whole lesson cutting paper towels -.-"
And we had fun splashing the distilled water :D
That's probably the most fun thing xD

Then, chinese.
Luckily i wasnt called to do the presentation ;D
F, i lost my chinese newpaper for the copying.
But i borrowed YAY!(:

Hohoho, then swimming :D
I thought it was fun but I went for the wrong class so it wasnt fun at all.
I faked leg cramp so i didnt have to swim laps.
If not i would have drown O:
I swam until i felt really breathless and felt like dying.

Carissa and i ate cup noodles before going home :D
And it costs like 1.50bucks per cup? shen jing bing O:
If not for my hunger i wouldnt buy the noodle luh.
And god, the chlorine in the swimming pool makes my hair dry and wet, grassy O:





And for goodness sake, stop pretending that nothing as happened.
You were the one who caused those troubles and tsk, you pretended.
I had enough of you. Who do you think you are?
Fuck off







♥Have faith in yourself.
Self confidence is everything :D

Its All Over, finally. ♥

Yup, over.

Everything.

Theory, Drill (:

Today's entry will only be about RVNP♥

Yay, after all these days of hard work,

its finally over.

The 10pages of notes,

the marching, commands.

Our hard work really paid off :D

Okay, actually i wanted to type put something

when i saw something that made me felt really scared.

I shall stop here.

Anws, grats sqdmates,

WE MADE IT :D

if we try our best, we have a 50% chance of passing.

if we don't even try, we have a 0% chance of passing.

thats's so right (:

i love my squadmates xD

BANGBANG ROCKS BIG TIME :D

I wasnt feeling really well today.

A really big ulcer in my mouth.

Shyt, i cant even chew my food properly.

And i didnt talk much too(yes? no?)

Today was a rather tired and stressful day for me.

First period was Lang Arts.

A rather boring start.

Only the R&J role play was interesting.

LOL and I spent most of my time studying for my promo.

So had science after LA?

I cant really concentrate cause my ulcer had turned into sore throat(LOL?)

Btw, the ulcer is still there(smth's wrong with my um okay, wadever)

We then got into groups for discussion xD

After that it was break.

Ate chicken noodle+egg n a watermelon.

Hey, i really had a hard time chewin my food.

And i had to pull my cheeks so the ulcer doesnt touch my gums.

But i finished everything cause the food is really nice :D

Then it was chinese.

YAYYY I successfully sabo-ed Likai for the calligraphy thingy :D

Anw i dont understand why we had to seperate our tables ><

LOL everyone expect me dont wanna join it back.

Next it was history.

Russia revolution again.

I was really bored but i didnt talk :l (my ulcer is really hurting)

We watched a video and i fell asleep (:

Maths was next?

I simply cannt understand maths.

For goodness sake, can someone coach me maths?

I asked likai n i dont understand his explaination.

Yup, Im simply stupid n i suck in maths seriously.

(N i used to be the top few students who excel in maths)

GOD please save me!!

YAY next was music (:

We did our music performance.

N i rocked big time.

Hohoho, and i played the triangle niaa.

I have no music talent at all.

I cant even play the recorder well.

Im so disappointed in myself.

Then, geography.

whatthehell? history of transporation?

I dont get it n i dont think i will ever get it.

I fipped through the promo notes n

i found out that i didnt learn anything, nothing.

And i got really pissed with someone.

So I just think about the promo n felt really sad n stressed.

Okay, lesson ended.

Changed in to full-u and went to the canteen.

Squadmates were busily preparing for promo,

reading notes, discussing n feeling stressed.

Haha, they dont even bother to eat.

And we fall in, greeted sirs n mam really well (:

Im proud of my squad xD as in seriously.

Then we had our promo.

Actually it was okay?

Well, it was easy. Haha (:

I didnt know it would be so easy :D

i got 7/10 marks. YAY I PASSED ((((:

We were released at about 4.45?

Then went to change into sch u.

And we practiced drill on our own after that.

We want to do well for tml's promo :D

Im still not very sure of some command. GOSH :X

I really hope that everything will be fine,

and I can be promoted to Lance Corporal :D

I was tired and stressed these days.

Stressed because of NP.

Stress because of Promo.

Stressed because of Maths.

Stressed because of Science.

Stress because of certain problems.

Sorry people

if i ever lose my temper on you.

I seriously am stressful.

The stress that was given to me is

making me feel that i'm a very weak person.

I just feel that the stress is killing me.

I just hope that everything will be alright,

and it will be over as fast as possible.

I dont think i can take it anymore.

I want to tell you the truth, but

I dont have the courage♥

im not in the mood to post LOL

the skit competition is finally over1 :D i think it's quite well done though. YAY SQUADMATE, WE RAWK!(:

let me blog properly today. okay, i shall do that ;D

went to sch n wished xiuhui a happy birthday (: then hypered arnd with carissa b4 heading down for assembly. i stood in the back with carissa cheryl meiyu LOL for the first time. hehehe xD

and i found out that i got in to the chinese lang arts cluster. stoopid ><

then it was science. didnt do anything much. passed msg with carissa for the whole period(rmb doing that when i was in pri sch haha xD). likai n mingkang snatched the paper from me AHHHH~ and they read everything EVERYTHING ohmygosh. so they knew everything? hahaha~

after that, malay. was okay, my cube is with carissa so im bored. passed msg with her again n likai copied my malay notes for me(hmm, last week i copied for him LOL)

then went for break. okay, sang bdae song for xiuhui. LOL that's like the third time we sang within 15 days? um, well okay.

after that, CID. i have nothing to say, just watched a documentary and time flies flies flies.

next, chinese. we split our table into 2 by 2. um, having a really hard time passing the note to carissa. LOL and shihua's like so irritated?

Langarts, oh how i hate that tcher. gosh, im practically half asleep. i got nothing btr to do but to chat with lk n mk LOL. im sian, as in seriously. and in the end, i dno a word what's ms lim talking about, shyt ><

.lesson ends.

went for cca? um, not realy cca but went for the skit competition. ROFLMAO um, we performed quite well? um, at leat i think we are better then the other grp. um, we are practical won? haha(dont so hao lian)

well, i guess that's all for today.
nth much happened anw.
SKIT IS FINALLY OVER WEETS!(:










i just want you to know. i rather not say anything, seriously.

im too lazy to type~

Pictures Parade















im just posting random pictures cause i have nothing better to do. sheesh, im blasting INCONSOLABLE into my ears. AHHH np promo is coming lerh, im really really stressed. and then there's the muster parade for tml's act. rmb to bring full-u! yayy, im going for the skit competition so umm, dun have to go for act.

i shouldn't describe everything in details, i still have to find the GK stuff for np.
let me sum up bah, after school, went for swimming. after that mrt-ed to lot 1 and dined at food junction.

OMG, im so in love with english songs "all thanks to carissa uh"








Inconsolable by Backstreet Boy

i close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, OOoh
if you were here right now
I swear, I'd tell you this

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin this inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

No, no, no

I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)

Cause,

BABY, I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable


and i successfuly downloaded the song into my phone :D oh god, im so happy today(:

YAY!(:

the crime prevention skit competition's script is finally done!
although i didnt really participate in the discussion all those. im guilty :x
but yeah, we made it finally xD

this is a really short post but i promise the next one will be a lot longer :D

im in no mood to post right now.
im tired after cca, always.





(dont lie to me)

Was super tired but didn't carry the tired mood to school. Reached school and dont feel like talking. walked here and there, listened to people talking. then i got a little hyper and hit people's butt at th back of the classroom oh yup, and we sang birthday song to jiajin yayyy, lol, only the girls sang luhs, the guys dont even bother siaaa.

haish, first lesson of the day : chinese. lol, presented the chinese thinggy hohoho, thnks goodness i didnt laugh or else i will be killed by likai :X sheesh O.O
next was history, okay? everything on the screen was in th notes so dont bother copying. ROFL xD
break was next. we wanted to sing bdae song to jiajin again but no one dared =X lol, when everyone decided to sing, he walked off. geez, we sang the song while he walked away. but we still finishe singing bleh xD
home econs was next and WOAH, THIS WAS THE BEST LESSON I EVER HAD THIS YEAR wow. amazing(: ahaha. wangrui looks like so pro ehs. um, i drank 5 cups of tea in total (dun say im greedy horhs.) and xiuhui and my egg bread is suoer nice xD

um, after that was geography. lol, learned about transport and it was so wadever :X i played with my cube throughout the lesson and that kept me awake(: wakakaka, but when likai took the cube away, i fell asleep. lol, but i couldnt find a comfortable position to sleep so i woke up a few minutes after? geez, i always love geo but i dunno why i slept.

maths lesson was the last. yayyyyy!(: (i yayed because it was the last lesson but not bacause i love maths) i wanted to sleep but ms wong will def notice derh, and thus i continue to play my cube and complete my ytd's hwk.

sch ended all right, but i stayed back to discussed about the crime prevention skit thing thing. hehe xD we laughed and discussed and laughed and laughed until we cried. lol, i dont know if we finished the script alnot though, i was busy doing my maths assignment 1. pris n jovi coached me cause i suck in maths >< i dun even know how to find the area n circumference of a circle. i know im stupid. ~lalala, left the library at 4.45pm and bused home with pris. lol, veron, oonoon, felili stayed in the library until 5pm i supposed?

oh grats, i haven prepare my full-u yet. but thnks to my dad, he polished my boots(: the only thing i have to do is to pin the badges to my uniform, and sleep. zzz

TAGS REPLY
passerby: um, who are you? sheesh, ROFL. thnks uh.
CARISSA': LOL. if 9april the cube still popular, i will buy one for u :D hey, i watch horror movie will cry ehs. diulian>< and i will be wasting the movie tix $ coz i du think i will open my eyes.
-W3ii.TinG-: tyty :D lol, all the cakes? make me so fat ><
jasmine: hmmm yup. ure fine? ahahaha xD
oonhim: i miss you too!(: tyty worhs, thks for relinking too xD
esther: lol. the third time you said that to me. anws, TYTY ILY(:
liting: geez, lol. 14 yr old very old meh? haha, yup ^^ i miss you!!
ah mah: ty. u irritated me?
JOVI: ahahaha, you are th only guy who is so concerned abt that xD anws thanks
lihui: haha haha haha. -.-" um, thanks alot(:
weiying: okayokay. lol. i didnt 'force' you to tag horh *stares at weiying*
felicia:YUP ^^ tyty!(: ILY TOO LAOGONG XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAJIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUIKAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIENDONG
ytd was mine and today it is yours(: LMAO I KNOW IM LAME

blah blah this is a long post and im super tired. i take abt 15 min to pin my badges so im going to do it right now!(: buhbye people!






(thankyou.)

Happy birthday to me(:

AND MY PARENTS JUST CAME BACK FROM JP, AND THAY BOUGHT ME A RUBIK'S CUBE!(: i love them yay! and they bought a fruit cake frm prima deli LMAO.

thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday(in random order)
-esther
-zoenin
-carissa
-meiling
-meiyu
-queenie
-amanda
-pengcheng
-jiajin
-palao
-cheryl
-xiuhui
-zhiying
-liting
-noorul
-lihui
-puikay
-felicia
-weiying
-oonhim
-jovi
-priscilla
-vanessa
-wenting

iknow i miss out somebody, but i just cannt rmb. ~lalala, i dont mind u tagging st my tagboard telling me i missed out ur name xD all presents' pictures in next post (providing the software works cause there are some probs these days lmao)

yup, i opened all my presents during class and i shared my toblerone with ppl arnd me xD im super nice okays? haah, all wished me happybade except likai -.- and i gave him one toblerone sheesh. um, we started talking more but still im bored. i tried my best trying to talk lawls. sch's getting better, at least i didn fell asleep today(: assembly was boring though, i slept for a while and then woke up again cause my head keeps 'banging' into shihua's back ROFL.

ehs, and i need to really thank carissa x3 she bought me the toblerone n helped me buy my maths tb(: lol, tml i dont need to share my maths tb with sirui n likai lerh(:

um, sch ended at 2.15 today? went to jec for lunch with ester and carissa. had long john and the food is super salty. hmm, seriously i dont like long john lawls. went popular, hoping to buy the maths tb but to no avail geez, bought exercise book instead.

when i reached home, i felt super super emo. i laid on my bed and started crying for no reason? hmm, and i called some friends up to chat lol. i cried cause i thought my parents dont wanna buy me a cake, stupid? iknowiamstupid. at dinner, i cried again. geez but of cause my tears didnt roll down, lolm or else my rice will be saltly LMAO

then at night i TURNED HYPER AGAIN(:

i hate history tsktsk. memorising notes, tests n stupid stuff.
i still needa decorate the paper file.
ppl help me!! my bdae is turning into a disaster! wtf.






(i dont mind u telling me all that. i will always trust you xD)

im sick of campbell soup.

um, school is as usual, boring. there are lots of presentations these days, i shan't elaborate ehs. and its so bored that i fell asleep during lessons. zzz if not for the rubiks cube(:

well, cca was okay? l0l. PLS, WE NEED TO COME OUT WITH THE PROPS TML. COOPERATE LUHS.
i missed pt and that was awful): i love pt x3! haah but my legs are super extremely tired and pain. ehs promo coming le, jyjys(: we can do it. YAY, our rank~

for some reason, im going to stop using my zinc bag lerh. sheesh, it's heavy -_-"

im now thinking of some random stuff to say, im tired.

wakaka xD oh shyt, someone stole my maths tb 1B wtfwtf?

this post is stupid and boring. u can stop reading cause i have nothing to say either.

geez, i just realised something
1)my phone is off -.-"
2)i haven done my chinese hwk yet
3)i hate campbell soup
4)im half asleep, half dead.

oh well anws, im having sleepless nights these days. i had been thinking a lot sheesh.



(if u dont wna talk, its okay. but pls stop saying irritating things to me. im sick and tired of them, pls spare a thought for me.)



hohoho, wish me a happy birthday ppl(:

im going to enjoy sch starting from tml >< its tough

im currently not going to post anything today xD
MUAHAHAHA, I SMELL CAMPBELL SOUP COMING FROM THE KITCHEN! x3

AND I LOST MY MATHS TB 1B.WTH
~lalala, im so not going to leave my books under the table ever again :x
that thief, u better return my book to me hor!