Busy like a beeeeee D:

They say the best things in life are free.

What I'll be doing after school these days:

310309: Shooting

010409: Shooting
020409: Shooting
030409: CCA-Clementi Land Visit

040409-050409: Weekends(Pia tests!)

060409: Napfa + Phy test

070409: CCA

080409: Learning Journey

Plus chemistry test and physics test and maths test + idk what z. Shooting's fun but it's taking too much of my time away /:

To Do List:

1. Langarts book review

2. Compile chem notes

3. Mug chem

4. Compile phy notes

5. Mug phy

6. Mug maths
7. Buy/get 2 new notebooks

Z. Now I'm starting to feel the stress again. I don't understand physics and chemistry AT ALL. When I say at all I really mean at all, as in 100% ): I really dunno what to do and how to study lah, but I gotta do something right! How can liddat ah :X :X :X Alibababababa /: K I'm gonna drag someone to the library with me this weekend or what heh :D

Today's .22revolver dry shoot was boring. Basically it was studying/doing hwk session LOL. The Sir was the same sir who taught us last year. The same Sir who pumped Jovi (HAHA). The same Sir who commented on our greeting style (-.-). The same Sir called SirJoseph.

Okay then went through what we did last year, totally the same thing. Just that this time the atmosphere wasn't as scary and yah, much more better cause Sir wasn't as intimidating :D Then 10 people at a time, went up to the front to 'shoot'. Aiya, no bullets no target call what shoot -.- Z, dry shoot mah hahaha.

I gotta work harder for my second pressure thing, Sir say I'm like sea sick keep swaying here and there >:(


WAIT. WHY AM I STILL BLOGGING ZOMG. I must have forgotten that I have so many things to do ._._._.


You know it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you've realized how wrong you've been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it. God, I love this game.
-One Hill Tree

TODAY! :D

You said it was alright, remember?

Today is a fun + moodswing + high day! :D

School's pretty alright, just that both Maths and Physics assignments were not collected today = I pia hwk during the weekends for nothing. Haha but actually I didn't really pia /:

I'm sitting in front of a lunatic/crazy/lame/siao zhabor called the fake einstein D: Everytime I turned around, I will either be laughing or laughing like crazy. Today even worse, she dressed herself up as a mummy D: Zomg wrapped my pink jacket + her grey windbreaker around herself + wearing a hoodie -.- She thought it was snownig leh. Told yall she was crazy. Now you believe me. Take your time to guess who she is haha :D

Went to Clementi to eat with Veron and Yilin after school. Wanted to eat at Clementi Mall(or whatever you call that black building), budden there isn't much things there. So went to the coffeeshop beside it to eat. I ate prawn noodles, 3$ for such a small portion, z cheat my money.

Then went IMM to meet my parents yay :D Shopping again wheeee, I like shopping leh! Okay but we weren't exactly shopping for clothes or what, we were there to eat and to shop for food :D Bought many many food from Giant LOL, I finally got a Kinderjoy.

Easter day's coming :D

Looks tempting uh.

So after I reached home, I was damn excited to open the egg. Yalah I know I very suagu, dunnid tell me haha. So I began my phototaking session with food! :D

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KINDERJOY! :D :D :D

Opening woohooo.

Oh, so this is how it looks like.

Two chocolate balls in milk?

Toy, hope I don't get the green colour monster!

Tearing, omg so exciting!

ZOMG IT'S SMTH GREEEEEN!

._. I got this stupid green elephant/bat/creature/monster.

It must be thinking: Why is this weird lady taking pictures of me? Am I so cute? :D :D :D

That's end of the Kinderjoy review. Okay actually I haven't try the chocolate yet alibaba sick leh how to eat! But I doubt it will taste nice lah z. 1.60$ somemore, for two balls and milk and a green monster to scare me D:

Bought two packs of dunno-what-japanese-cheese-crackers thing.

It looks like this. One's with almond topping and one's with cashew nut topping. Ohya got seaweed also.

So excited to open food one leh me!

So it looks liddat inside. Oh, okayyyyy.........

Anw I only bought it cause it's only 1$ for 2 packs. HAHAHAH YES I KNOW IM DAMN AUNTIE+CHEAPSKATE+THINK-OF-MORE-ADJECTIVES-RELATED-TO-AUNITE. Plus the packaging is really cute right!

Hahaha wanna know how it tastes like? Sms/call me to try this product, free of charge you know :D Heheheh it isn't awful seriously trust me (:

Ohyah then I formed this :

K I think that's the end for my food review. Still got langarts book review, chinese duhougan haven't do yet D: I spend my precious time updating for you guys okay! Must appreciate ah okay okay okay!

Anw there's dry shoot tmr :D Yay dry shoot's boring but squadmates are fun. Aye you gettit right! (:

Peyton: Can we be friends again?

Brooke: Sure.

Peyton: Like before?

Brooke: I don't think so, like before is gone, Peyton.

-One Hill Tree

I realised.

I realised I've a lot of catching up to do, with my exclassmates, primary school friends, squadmates, classmates, friends many many more.

Think I'm turning into an anti-social emo kia alr D: I'm still not used to the hectic school life yet, not used to many many things lah zomg. I'm kinda quiet in school now, very not me. Aiya I said I was antisocial alr mah z.

Everyone's having mood swings now wheee, not only me but many many more hahaha. Okay everyone cheerup please :D

Anw, this weekend was really damn slack for me heh. Went to West Coast Plaza twice, went my aunt's house basically weekends was just fun play fun :D Ohya, did I mention that Cold Storage in WCP is really huge and nice and prettayeeeeee? Walked in there for 3hrs and only bought a pack of strawberry heh pretty strawberry (-.-)

And I wanted to buy Kinderjoy! First day I went there I took two, then my dad was like: Aiya, don't buy now leh, its not like you can eat right. (IM SICK!)

Then I put those eggs back. Yah, anw Cold Storage sells many many pretty easter eggs that NTUC doesnt sell so I was thinking to get a few for clique. Haha but I didn't. That isn't the point, the point is that on the second day we came back to the exact place budden NO MORE KINDERJOY ALR ): They put the Snickers Egg there gosh who wants snickers egg, I want Kinderjoyyyy D:

Alamak but it's okay since I can't even eat it now z. Yes zomg you guessed it right, I'm sick. For the 2nd time in this month alr, that's why I say container classroom sucks. Plus I really can't afford to be sick cause there are still many things for me to do (like study for physics test -.-, maths test, many many tests + assignments)

Who wanna go shop shop with me @ Cold Storage! I used to think that that's a place for aunties and ahmahs who prefer dead chicken to live chicken (?!) Didn't know that place is so wonderful lah omg! :D I'm like advertising for them but nvm it's srsly nice (with so many many chocolates and sweets and things you'll never see in NTUC ha)

K tmr's monday alr! Oppps no, I mean today's monday, IT'S MONDAY NOW! Hey monday (-.-)
Qianying asked me who is gna be the parade commander, is it npcc or ncc. Woooo I think it's np lah haha :D So exciting, who's gonna be the commander today~ I like Matthew's one, super loud, scary haha.

I haven't actually touched on my physics assignment. It's totally blank, not joking. Not that I don't bother to do, but idk how to do a single thing. As in seriously. Not that I know how to do any physics assignment lah LOL.

Been on the phone with Veron for almost 3hrs today. No we didn't talk crap, we talked maths. Yay which means I completed my maths assignment alr! It's kinda funny cause I don't gettit when I look at the questions myself but when I talked then I know how to do (._.)

Hmmmm, staying up late to accompany my sis do her physics oral pres script. She needs to memorize it and maybe present it tmr. And now's 1.25am and she's not even halfway done with her script. Is she zai or what?

I've been thinking a lot during the weekends. Okay thinking makes me emo but it's okay haha. It's time for some self improvement again! :D Gottta face the world with a bright smile, with a happy mood and :D everyday heh.


Did you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many people have pictures of you, how many moments of other people's lives we've been in. Were we part of someone's life when their dream came true, or were we there when their dreams died? Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there? Or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think, you could be a big part of someone else's life, and not even know it.
-One Tree Hill


I will stop thinking of the past, they say people gotta move on but.. where do I go? It's not like I still gotta second chance or what right, how I wish the trust's still there and things will totally be different now. I'd definitely be alot happier than now z. No matter what I say now, how many sorries I say, it doesn't really make a different right, that's why I prefer keeping quiet.

Goodnight people :D Oh, it's a few more hours to morning -.- I really need to get some sleep.

This post is screwed.

Update on yesterday's event first k! :D Community resillience day at St.james with squadmates! Seeing them for the 6th day in the holidays heh.

Gotta wear this yellow bib -cheers: upon her chest ah, she wears a yellow ahem *points to bib*- HEH :D Me Charlene, Veron, Oonhim :D

Inside St.james power station heh :D PUB LEH -screams- :D :D :D

That's real fire, fyi. So we were lined up outside St.james there, and were talking happily to squadmates and stuffs. Then suddenly, BOOOOOOOOOOM. Everyone screamed. Then looked towads that direction. Then, another BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM. Scare the hell outta me manzx. Then I saw fire, then smoke, then everyone was like: EH, FASTER TAKE OUT PHONE TAKE PICTURE FASTER FASTER! LOL I know we very kiasu lah haha, but there isn't much chance you will get to see a car being bombed okay! Choy choy touch wood :D

See people's hands and phones? Snip snap shot.

Then after the evacuation thing (when the more than 1000(?) people walked across the big road junction and all the cars have to stop for us! you wouldn't get what I mean if you weren't there as in seriously. damn dua pai lor we :D somemore all are in yellow and hahahah we just look like walking banananana!)

After walking to a place and gathered there, was brought back to St.james power station by a bus. Yay we are going into the pub and play, party party play :D

Aiya I don't really feel like elaborating now so look at the pictures okay! (:

Instruments on the stage haha, look very purple-ish hor HAHAHA.

AIYA im super lazy to go adjust everything until nice nice or what lah. I think sleep's way more imposrtant than this HAHA. Ok still got tons of pictures with me heh.

K I love squadmates :D yay this post sounds so un-chinghun-ish -.-

WHATEVER!

ANW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILING<3>

Wish me luck.

Langarts product factsheet
Langarts reading review
Maths 6 pages ws
Complete the rest of ws10
Chinese compo
Chinese bao zhang bao dao
Chiense compre
Geography Review
Chemistry R&W
Physics assignment 3
Physics overdue ASK
Physics overdue ASK (II)

I'm srsly not kidding. That's the amount of hwk I'm left with. Stressed but can't do anything oh great manzxc.

Worn out.

I'm tired from everything. From doing homework, from waking up so early every morning even though it's the holidays, from doing this doing that.

Anw today's course was a lot better than yesterday's one because I'm sitting with the people who I can talk a lot to heh :D Okay yah then listened to many many powerpoint slides and police knowledge still as boring, but homefront security was much better I think. Then went took tests and was released at around 6. Trained home with squadmates, went bukit batok buy things to eat.

Uhm just pray hard that I don't fail my tests if not I won't get the 2 badges. Worse still, I still gottta attend this course again ._. 18hrs course again z, please I rather pass haha :D Erm anw our instructor's kinda sick, disgusting T.T

Anw, that stalker's really disgusting right! (HAHAHA)

So I practically didn't do any homework today, again. Only did 1 for the time being. I srsly gotta chiong on Friday and Saturday alr. Sunday, spending it with squadmates at St.James(YAY!) :D Somehow seeing squadmates just make me happy and high :}

I've no idea what's wrong with me, I seem to be adopting the wrong attitude, towards homework, towards cca, towards everything. Hmmmmmm. I don't even find the need to do homework, huh WTF IS WRONG WITH ME SRSLY?! D:

I give people advices, I tell people how to handle their problems. Uhm but what about my own problems? I can't even help myself oh shitzx. I'm not emo, I'm just depressed.

Forget it z.

Wasted 12hrs of my life.

Went for police knowledge course thing, totally a waste of my precious time. I mean C'MON ITS THE MARCH HOLIDAYS NOW AND WE GOT TONS OF HWK TO DO Y'KNOW? -waves-

IM SO ANGRY THAT I'M TYPING IN CAPS WTH. NOT THAT I SRSLY HATE THIS COURSE, BUT SRSLY, SQUEEZING IN A HALL WITH DUNNO 20+ UNITS WHICH HAVE DUNNO A FEW HUNDREDS PEOPLE? GOING THROUGH 17 SETS OF POWERPOINT SLIDES, AND COPYING DOWN EVERYTHING WHILE WIPING YOUR SWEAT?!

Seriously you can't imagine how bad it is unless you actually went for the course. And the worst part is that only 14 squadmates went for this thing. Dunno what happened to the rest but some have shooting, some have lecture, some sick, some pon yah, so ended up with 14 pathetic people. Tell me lah, how to get high with only 14 squadmates and also I was separated from charlene veron ongmin jingxian cause there were no more seats left beside them and I have to go to another row.

Shit it, I srsly can't imagine myself going through the same thing again tomorrow, copy copy notes, memorise this memorise that, go for toilet breaks, blah, sit there stone, listen, fall asleep, getting really pissed at myself for no reasons, go for a test, get really really tired and feel like dying ):

Forget it, I don't really know what I can do now except for homework and study for test. Still need to get up at 5.30am tmr morning damnit.

This holiday's srsly damn screwed up alr, only completed 1 out of 16 hwk and yah, only left with 2 full days to complete everything. Complained to my family about the amount of stress I'm facing during dinner, then I got really pekcek halfway and scolded everyone and went to sleep. Uh actually idk why I scolded them anw, I alr told you after the camp smth's wrong with me. As in I do things without knowing what I'm doing.

Yah that's all. Shall go discuss maths with people and do langarts :D :D :D

ITC'09 <3

Really enjoyed this year's camp alot :D Prolly the best one out of the 3 we attended yay. Haha and I'm too lazy to blog everything in details cause I still feel very blur now after dunno 10+ hours of sleep LOL /:

Yup anw camp was really fun even though attendance wasnt really great this year. Last year attending this camp as a cadet, of course the feeling will be different. Next year it would be our turn to organise it, our turn to steal flags, our turn to preapre this and prepare that.

Typing out really random things which I remembered.

Best thing that happened was the CANDLELIT NIGHT! (duh) :D :D Zihigh throughout the thing and even though our performance wasnt the best, the time we danced as a squad on stage was mmmmm cool :D Seeing the guys dance/pose like ultraman was the best part of the dance I swear hahaha. And how all everyone squat down and pointed to Zhiliang HAHAHA :D :D :D Yay and during the mass singing session thing, RVNP totally pwned manzxc, went up on stage and did billibanjang :D

Combined UG Amazing Race was totally a waste of time.

Outdoor cooking was fun and yumyum :D Even the chicken pasta thing which looks really disgusting tasted so nice :D Adding water to biscuits to make sponge cake. LOL then there was this piece of chocolate cake which Weiying had. THEN ZHILIANG POINTED TO THE PIECE OF CHOCO CAKE AND SAID: EH, SIR SAY ADD WATER TO BISCUITS CAN MAKE THIS AH? HAHAHAHAHA LOL then I laughed and laughed and laughed hahahah. You need to see his facial expression one, funny X 947924790147 times LOL

Rope obstacles was scary /: Our group did the switch-side (suicide) window first. I was the first to get up, then got down again cause I can't flip myself over so shi1 bai4. Ok but in the end I still managed to flip over okay! Then went for the horizontal rope thing thing but we didn't try it out cause we disturbed some class or smth zzz. Then went for vertical rope thing yay was so fun! I managed to climb up the rope got got a orange lil fruit which looked like a pumpkin haha :D

Ohyah, we had really hiong PT during the camp, I didn't thought I can endure through :D Must have done more than 200+ pumpings for the two morning PT + night PT. The morning PT of second night was the best cause "it was the hiongest PT of the hiong PT" haha. Did idk-what leg for 3 rounds arnd the track, sprinted for 20 continuously times across basketball court, plus dunno how many situps and pumping and jumping jets.

Night trail and solo night wasn't the least scary. Last year's one was a lot lot more scary. For solo night this year I was put near a staircase with many people walking past and I can hear pple shouting and running and there was light haha. Zhiliang was put outside the D&T room and I kept seeing him shine torchlight on the wall LOL and I shone back haha. As for night trail, we just went to the art room blindfolded and came back -.- More like night walk than night trail. And just feel pple touching/hitting/tickling me uh that's all.

Now, I'm voiceless, muscle cramps, muscle aches, blue blacks on knees blah blah, blah. And lack of sleep although I slept for 17hrs alr, shit I'm still having that kinda blur blur feeling. Like I have no idea what I'm doing and yes it's that kinda weird feeling! D:

Overall camp was (very) tiring but two thumbs up :D :D I think our squad bonded, matured, grew. Dunno how long our passion for NP can last but the longer the better :D

Okay I srsly have no idea what I'm talking about alr. I wannna go out and play but there's no time damnit. So many things to do, so little time. So many homework to do, so little time.

Really busy this holiday.
Mon: Homework + sleep.
Tue: Go library or some other places.
Wed: Police Knowledge Course.
Thu: Police Knowledge Course.
Fri: Outing/ idk what.
Sat: Class outing.
Sun: StJames Power Station (!! HAHA)

I still want to go popular fair, IT fair, play play. Siao where got time to do hwk you tell me! Grrr I haven't count the number of hwk we have but its more than 10 plus pieces damnit.

Zai Jian Le.

TOMORROW'S THE DAY! D: The day that many of us dreaded, the day that we have to bring 231837109710947716 things to school. Although we get to see squadmates for 3 whole days, doing the same thing, eating the same thing(haha it's kinda cool) uh yah, basically seeing them every single minute.

It's ....... -drum rolls- ITC!

Haven't even started packing my stuffs and it's alr 9.18pm. I plan to sleep at 10 today but it's alr kinda impossible cause I havent bath, eat dinner, finish PI, prepare full u (!!). K so basically I've been doing PI since I reached home and accidentally slept for 2hours and yah.

YAY I JUST COMPLETED MY PI :D :D :D

There's still maths stuffs waiting for me to complete shit I just remembered. Forget it, I don't intend to do anyway heh :D Physics ASK, aiya forget it don't want do also. No time alr anyway.

K I gotta go polish my boots now alr ):

Wish me luck for UG camp alright :X Hope that our solo night doesnt fall on Friday 13th -prays hard-

D:

Busy Busy Busy

School was alright today, yay today I good mood leh hahaha :D

Lessons were okay, but for some reasons I just can't concentrate today. But lessons were still quite fun lah hahah cause all lessons also very funny one hahahaha, no?

This is damn stupid lah, but everytime during Wed's SCS lesson, I confirm will get stomachache one :X Today even more weird, once Mre Yap stepped into the classroom, my stomach immediately pain alr. As in, immedaitely yup. Damn scary right!

Maths + PDP = HAHAHA JOKE! Yay I like Mr Gan's lessons :D :D So fun so fu haha :D :D :D

Then finally got back progress report today yay :D Ok lah, quite satisfied with my results budden I still failed chemistry ):

K then after school went jp with Cheryl :D (2 years ago hahahaha) Walked arnd for 30mins deciding what to eat then went Subway, go there eat cold sandwich. Talked, gossiped(!!), play 2 years ago, laughed yay so fun :D Then bought 4 very nice nice crispy cookie puff or smth woohoo, super duper nice manzxc :D :D

K thats all, I need to start on PI alr, my draft totally like shit ._.


Notes to self :
1. Finish geog ws
2. Finish PI by today
3. Start on Maths ws 10
4. Tell parents sign 2/3 consent forms
5. Do netball quiz on IVLE
6. Physics ASK 3
7. SEL
8. Do langarts ws
9. Contact NCO jingyi asap (!!!!!)
10. Start packing for UG camp

Oh, great, manzx. I just realised I need to finish a lot of hwk by tmr cause I need to leave sch at 9am on Friday. Thats. Seriously. Great. -.-

I need to BUCK UP!

I like to listen to inspiring talks, cause it give me motivation to move on :D

Life's pretty bad recently. With problems at home, with problems at school and with problems with people, damnit. I'm not stressed, just emo and sad and feeling like shit.

Grandma's feeling sad and emo and dad's shouting at her, and I'm shouting at my dad. That's what happens at home almost every single day.

Aiya whatever, I don't really have the mood to post anymore. Throat's hurting like some crap and getting a cough real soon D: Hope I recover before ITC manzx, if not it srsly's gna suck.

Sorry squadmates for not going to the flag painting thing today, I really couldn't make it :X I wanted to go lah, but. Erm just sorry k cause I wasn't feeling very well.



I don't know what's wrong with me either; I srsly can't continue with this mood swing thing, it's affecting me too much. Neglecting everything, my family, my friends, my squadmates, my homework blah. But can someone just tell me what to do? I'm not used to it at all, not used to the new me, not used to everything.

): Please rewind time, to like, 1 year ago? Or 1 month ago ):

Pissed very easily.

Life's pretty screwed. So many things to worry about, friends, family, other problems.

Damnit, I'm getting sadder and emoer each day ): Though morning walks with Cheryl and Zoenin made me feel a bit better :D

[letmetrytogethigh]

Ytd's cca was basically practicing dance slacking for the whole 3 hours. HAHAHA ZHILIANG'S A JOKER LOLOLOL. Who's gua's husband?(joke) heheh :D LOL, love his jokes + facial expressions to the max lah LOL :D

Oh and before that, got the kit list, erm yah so we gotta bring ALOT of stuffs for ITC. I srsly wonder how I'm gonna carry all those stuffs on Friday to school /: Like schoolbag, hand carry bag, 1.5L water bottle, 1m wooden pole, uniform bag, schoe bag. Really got a lot right! ): And I don't think we will be using everything -.-

Anw theme for this year is -durm rolls- POKEMON! :D :D :D Sounds really stupid right, hahah but it's funny :D Eg: Good morning mam, Pikachu reporting! LOL I bet I'm gonna laugh and laugh and laugh hahahaah :D

In Group 5 with Priscilla, Xiuhan, Kuanyuan, Matthew, Linhan! :D But on the first day Pris and Xiuhan's going for NPAP, which means I'll be left with 3 guys.

Nvm I just hope ITC's gna be fun. And most importantly, we won't have solo night on the first night! Cause it's Friday the 13th and if we have solo night... I wonder what we will see -spookes-

Saturday: Flag painting day! :D May be going, may not be going. Then after that going out with Oonhim or smth idk /: I still rmb last year our theme was Bleach hahah and our group painted a girl and added something wrong and it turned out to look like some ghost D:

[/letmetrytogethigh]

I'm trying to control my anger. I dowan to end up being some petty bastard but I seriously can't take it anymore. Who do you think you are? We are always here for you but where are you when we need you? You do what you want without thinking of the consequences, without thinking of how we, or at least I, feel. We always try to please you. Seeing you play, laugh, high with other people but not us, it really hurts. Why are you a totally different person when with others? Dont come ask me whether I'm talking about you. If you feel guilty, aha then it must be you.


How come everything's changing? You, her, him, they, or is it me?
I srsly miss the old me ): Carefree, optmistic and very very happy.

): Talking to Zoenin made me realised how stupid we were in the past. I miss the old times, I miss many many things. I regretted not treasuring things in the past.


Hello, can someone teach me how to be a lil more optimistic? ):

Do the right thing.

I don't know how to describe my mood. Was very pissed/angry/sad/emo/sian/anti-social. I got angry/pissed over very little stuff. Just bad mood, mood swings D:

Nothing much happened today, or rather I didn't do much. Got back Maths paper, got scolded for the whole chinese lesson, watched video for geography, blahblah, blah.

Then after school stayed back for chem presentation, yay finally done with our presentation. Screwed up lah, but since it's over then I don't really care anymore. Went school library with Tracy to find the chinese book but can't find ):

Went commonwealth buy food to eat, then trained home.

I’ve Learned…

I've learned… that if someone says something unkind about me, I must live so that no one will believe it.

I've learned...that the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.

I've learned...that just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day.

I've learned...that sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.

I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned...that the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned...that everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned…that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.

I've learned… that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I've learned… that it pays to believe in miracles.

I've learned… that you shouldn't go through life with a catchers mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back.

I've learned… that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up.

I've learned… that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.

I've learned… that you can tell a lot about a man by the way he handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.

I've learned… that making a living is not the same thing as making a life.

I've learned… that there are people who love you dearly but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned...that opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.

I've learned...that when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.

I've learned...that one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I've learned...that a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

I've learned...that I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.

I've learned...that everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.

I've learned...that life is tough, but I'm tougher.

I've learned… that I still have a lot to learn.

I think I need to be a lil more optimistic ): Going out with Liting this thursday, yay meetup! :D There's so so so much I need to rant to her ):

Just continue to keep me in the dark lor, nvm.

And to another one out there, stop acting like you know everything. You wanna badmouth about me, do it in front of me; don't go around telling others. Dont be like a hypocrite. Hahaha hypocrite calling others a hypocrite. Very funny hor -.-